Secrets

Grace

Part 47!

Jane P.O.V

I woke up due to the bright light of sun falling on my face. My eyes struggled to open so I turned myself around to avoid the light. I opened my eyes and found Yoongi oppa sleeping peacefully with the RJ plushie resting on his head. His mouth was slightly open and he looked like a boiled dumpling. I smiled and sat up straight when he suddenly flinched and opened his eyes in panic.

Yoongi: What happened Jane? Everything's alright right?

I was confused at first but then I remembered last night. I had a nightmare and he stayed with me because they thought I might need someone. I gave him a thankful smile and hugged him.

Jane: Everything's alright oppa. Thank you so much for staying with me. I really appreciate that. And I'm sorry if I disturbed you. I really didn't mean to create any problem.

Yoongi: It's not your fault Jane. Everybody have fears and they might see them as a nightmare. There's no one who don't have any fears. We all are afraid of something, either to lose someone or to be alone. Fears vary from person to person and we can't control them. You should not apologise for something you can't control.

Jane: Thank you.

I smiled and this time he hugged me and patted my head lightly. He's so soft and comforting. I feel safe around him. His presence made me feel like Yeonjun is here. Right by my side, comforting me whenever I cry. A tear escaped my left eye as I remembered him. It's been a long since we met and had some talk about my past.

Yoongi: Shh~ Dont cry.... Nothing in this world deserves your tears. Nothing. Nobody. You are precious, and don't let the world take over you. I'm here to protect you. I'll be with you forever.

"I'm here to protect you. I'll never leave you. I'll be with you forever"
These words keep ringing in my head as I tried to keep these words away from myself. These are the same words she spoke. This is the same emotion she made me feel. She. She's Grace. I never thought that Grace would do such a thing. She left me. All broken.

I pulled out of the hug and wiped my tears with the back of my hand when Yoongi oppa cupped me cheeks with his hand and wiped my tears with his thumb. I sniffed again before smiling at him and walked to the bathroom to get freshen up.

Time Skipped

I went downstairs, getting ready to hear a million of questions about yesterday night. I took a deep breathe, releasing it afterwards and stepped onto the dining room where everyone was present. As soon as I stepped inside, Namjoon oppa, who was sitting right in the front of the tablet, with his mouth stuffed with food, noticed me and paused. The members read his expressions and turned to look back at me and I gave them an awkward smile.

Seokjin: Good morning Jane. Did you sleep well with RJ. I hope you didn't disappoint him by thinking about someone else.

He said cutely with a pout and I shook my head, denying. Even though he's the oldest among all the members but he's still the one I find the cutest. And honestly, I didn't thought about anything after he gave me the plushie. I smiled and sat beside him and he patted my head.

Seokjin: Good girl! Now eat your breakfast like a good girl too. I don't want my little marshmallow to be weak.

Robert: So, she already got a cute nickname? Marshmallow, cute. You never allowed me to call you with any nickname. When did you get that nickname?

Jane: I didn't know I have any nickname. I also got to know right now. But anyways, there's a difference between you and Jin oppa. He's better. He also gives better nicknames.

Robert: Oh c'mon, you don't know I am the one who gives the best nicknames. Don't you guys think that 'piggysaur' is a cute nickname? It's so unique.

Daniel: Well, it's not. Moreover, it doesn't suit Jane and I think it won't suite anyone! It's the worst nickname I've ever heard.

Janet: The only person it'll suit is Amanda. She's perfect for this nickname. She really looks like the combination of a pig and a dinosaur.

Jane: I agree with you.

Hoseok: Who's Amanda?

Robert: She's the girl who used to bully Jane because Jane is prettier than her. She was so jealous that she bullied her. She thought that she looked good with around two kilograms of makeup. I'm not body shaming but she was a bit fat and she was so tall, even taller than the boys of her class. That's why she's perfect for this nickname.

Hoseok: Why don't you did anything if she bullied you Jane?

Jane: I wasn't interested to even see her fucking face. I used to ignore her at the beginning but when she started to get on my nerves, I taught her a lesson.

Janet: You fucking beated the shit out of her! The scene was so interesting and after that almost every boy feared of her. She was so bold at that time.

Jane: You mean I'm not bold anymore?

Janet: I feel like you're a bit less interested in things now as you used to be. I mean, now, we barely have any fun together. I miss those days when we used to laught together. There wasn't any problem in our lives and we both were so happy back then. I really miss those days.

Jane: You know, as time passed by, both of us should be mature. We can't be tension free for the rest of our lives. And problems do come but you have to face it. And don't you dare to think that I'm not fun anymore.

Janet: What if I think? What will you do?

Jane: Then this bitch will prove you wrong darling~

Janet: YAYY! This is all what I wanted to hear. Let's go back to that time, c'mon prove me wrong. I'm challenging you bitch!

Jane: You've challenged the wrong person babe.

Daniel: Ooh, this is gonna be a hot challenge. I'm so ready for it! Rock it girls.

End Of Chapter