They Were Meant To Be Together | Book 3

467.Little Yoongi III

How the little seven year old Yoongi had seen his family members die in front of him and how he had spent an entire night lying beside his mother's dead body, Jungkook was shocked as well as worried about the little boy soundly sleeping in his arms.

It had just been a month since he had brought Yoongi with him from the orphanage but Jungkook was already very attached to him.

He used to spend almost his entire day with Yoongi. He used to take him outside, bring toys for him but strangely Yoongi never played with toys. Even if he did, he refused to play with ordinary toys. He used to like playing with complicated assembling toys, guns, artificial swords and other things.

The constant nightmares and anxiety attacks that Yoongi was having kept on increasing day by day worrying Singtan even more.

The psychiatrist that Yoongi was being treated under told Jungkook that Yoongi was suffering from PTSD [Posttraumatic Stress disorder] which would take lots and lots of time to heal.

As the number of sessions that Yoongi was attending kept on increasing, his conditions slowly started improving. And finally one day Jungkook saw Yoongi smile for the first time. It was one of the brightest and loveliest smile he had ever seen.

Slowly slowly Yoongi started opening up and started talking to everyone especially to Jungkook. Yoongi used to chat with Jungkook non-stop.

After a whole year of intense therapy and medication, the psychiatrist gave Yoongi a green card.

After his last session, the psychiatrist Mr Jones called Jungkook for a chat.

"Mr Jeon as you can see that Yoongi's condition has completely been healed." Dr Jones said.

Jungkook nodded his head and said, " lYes and I am very thankful to you."

Dr Jones smiled and said, "It's my job Mr Jeon so you don't have to thank me but are you sure that Yoongi is completely healed?"

Jungkook frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"

Dr Jones sighed and said, "Yoongi doesn't cry Mr Jeon, have you noticed that?"

Jungkook frowned deeper when he heard that. Yes, he had never seen Yoongi cry.

"The incident that happened several years back has forced him to lock up all his emotions. Naturally when a seven year old baby will see blood they will cry but even after Yoongi saw his family members die in front of his eyes, he did not shed a single drop of tear."

Pausing for a while, Dr Jones continued, "Genrally during the sessions, patients cry when they tell me about the traumatic thing that they have been through but when Yoongi told me everything he did not shed a single drop of tear."

"What does this mean? Is he still not okay?" Jungkook asked.

"You see Mr Jeon, when his parents and his elder sister were killed in front of him, his other sister, Jill ran away with him. Before dying, Jil told him a few things which has been deeply engraved in Yoongi's mind. When Jill was shot dead when she was talking to him, Jill's death has affected him the most. His mind has forced him to believe what Jil told him and to follow it for the rest of his life. Bad people deserve a torturous death." Dr Jones said.

Pausing for a while, Dr Jones said, "Though Yoongi is laughing and behaving like a normal kid now, he isn't completely normal. He is an emotionally dead person right now. Though his attachment with you is deep but I am afraid that there are very little chances of him feeling any kind of romantic or sentimental emotions with anybody else."

"Is there anything that we can do?" Jungkook asked.

"Unfortunately we can't do anything. We can just wait and see how things go." Dr Jones said.

"So If Yoongi cries, he will be okay?" Jungkook asked.

Dr Jones nodded his head and said, "Yoongi needs to break the thick wall that he has created in his heart and only he can do that. I can give medicines to ease him when he gets an anxiety attack in the future but to build different kinds of emotions within him, Yoongi has to do that himself."

Pausing for a while, Dr Jones said, "The day he cries, it means that he has already started building up emotions inside him and is slowly letting go his traumatic past and moving on life. I don't know when will that happen but I believe that under your care, Yoongi will surely lead a healthy life in the future."

"Is it fatal?" Jungkook asked.

"Oh no Mr Jeon, Yoongi's condition is not fatal or life threatening. He has already passed the most dangerous state. When you brought him to me, he was just a few steps away from falling into a very severe depression. He is lucky that you found him." Dr Jones said.

"Hmm I'll take care of him." Jungkook said.

"Just make sure that nothing serious happens which will bring his anxiety attacks back." Dr Jones said.

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Yoongi resumed his studies again. Jungkook arranged home tutors for him.

As Yoongi was growing up, his interest in guns and sharp objects kept on increasing worrying Jungkook even more.

After Yoongi turned sixteen, he insisted Jungkook on joining the Jeon clan.

At first Jungkook directly refused because he wanted Yoongi to complete his education and join Jeon Corporation but when Yoongi stubbornly refused to eat or drink, Jungkook had to reluctantly agree with him.

As the years passed by, Yoongi's dangerous ways and techniques started scaring Jungkook a lot. The way Yoongi used to love torturing people and extract information from them scared Jungkook a lot.

When Jungkook contacted Dr Jones and told him about Yoongi's condition, Dr Jones told him not to worry and let Yoongi do what he wants to.

And this is how Yoongi became the Yoongi he was today. The Yoongi now was the result of his traumatic childhood. The last words that Jill told him were engraved so deep inside his heart that it was almost impossible to take it out.

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