I only drink to get drunk. I felt I stepped into quick sand & watched how fast my life sunk.
All you do is destroy, all that was built. For you, I gave up me & all those parts of myself, I killed.
Who am I now? What will I become? I ask myself these questions until the lonely begins to meet the numb.
My whole life has been a shipwreck. My mental stability's always tested. I fight, I scream, my mind never feels rested.
Sitting silently most days, the only thing to break through the silence is music. Trying to figure out how in my life I've become just basic.
A lie is a lie and a cheat is a cheat. There's not a moment where those two never meet. You tried to hide all those within my crazy. I don't even like who I've been lately
You drilled negative into my head Until I felt worthless, like I was better off dead. You thought you broke me that I had been beat. I felt so cowardly within all my defeat.
I may have left, but you still won. Too many times I cried looking at that gun. Yet, I walked away even with all that I know I live day to day still putting on a show.
But eventually the night turns into day. And I hope for something to show me the way.
Not one of my finest moments, but I made it through to a much lesser hell. So, there is that...
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