i never really liked to socialize,
i never felt the urge nor the need to talk to anyone,
unless it's you.
ever since you left me, for once, realized that nothing good ever does come out of my mouth.
and so i choose to accompany the silence.
and reconcile with the calms that it brings.
i choose to stuff my ears with loud musics and fill my lungs with cigarettes.
and there had i found serenity,
had i found something to replace you,
i found a way to fill the hole that you left behind.
