Ugh poop on a stick man. I just deleted chapter nine by accident :(
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(Fyi they are at Brads house Chillin in his room.)
"What's wrong Jo?" He asks with concern.
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I look down to our hands and blush a little. I will never get used to him touching me.
"I was just thinking that I don't have many friends...is there something wrong with me? Is there a reason that people won't talk to me?" I ask my bottom lip quivering at the end.
It's true. Nobody except Brad talks to me. Everyone else ignores me. Just like in kindergarten. I thought that it was going to be the same at first. And I was ok with it. But I changed my mind. I want-no need friends.
I really enjoy having Brad around but sometimes one isn't enough.
Brad pulls me into a hug and whimpers when a tears rolls down my cheek.
"I'm sorry Jo is there anything I can do to make you happy?" He asks. His voice sounds so broken.
"Just keep holding me please" I whisper.
I squeal when he picks me up like a princess. He sets me on the bed and lays down next to me.
I giggle and wrap my arms around him.
I recently have been more affectionate and open towards him. I used to be really shy towards him but I don't feel the need to be shy around him.
He instantly wraps his arms around me. Then sniffs me and sighs.
He does that a lot as well as growling. For the past two weeks he has been acting strange but it doesn't bother me. He reminds me of a puppy. He's my puppy.
I giggle at that.
"What so funny, beautiful?" He questions.
" You remind me of a puppy.
You're So cute and cuddly.
I say in between giggles.
He laughs for a moment then stops.
"You think I'm cute?!" He yells with excitement.
My face instantly heats up.
"Uh-um eh uh" I stutter out. Embarrassing myself even more.
"Ya I do" I eventually get out.
He looks so happy. Then he looks a little upset. What did I say?
" I'm not a puppy." He says with a pout and puppy dog eyes.
"You act like one sometimes.
But you are my cute, adorable puppy." I say with a smile.
He gives me a small smile.
"I will be anything for you."
He says before giving me a kiss on my right cheek then left cheek.
I giggle again and put my face in the crook of his neck.
I know that we are too young to be so affectionate towards each other but it feels so right.
He is the only one besides my mommy that makes me happy.
