(Bakugo x reader Soulmate AU) On My Way

37. I Love Him

(Y/n) pov

"Bakugoooo I want you!" I shout when it's just us in our room.

"I shouldn't have let you drink that much." He sighs,

"You can't tell me how much I get to drink. You're not my bartender." I tell him,

"Let's get you to bed." Bakugo says, helping me to the bed, then he stands up and starts walking towards the closet.

"Katsuki, you're going to sleep with me tonight, Right?" I pout,

"W-what?" He blushes,

"I want cuddles," I say,

"What did you call me?" He asks,

"Oh no, did I pronounce it wrong?" I worry,

"No dumbasses, just, just say it again." He tells me,

"Katsuki," I say,

"Again," he smirks,

"Katsssuki" I say slower,

"God, I love you." He kisses me, and I try not to let him pull away.

"I don't want any more of our first to happen when either of us are drunk." He tells me, so I pout.

"Can this at least be the first time you help me undress? I can't reach the zipper and I don't wanna sleep in this dress." I tell him,

"I guess, where's your pajamas?" He asks, then I point to his drawer.
"Really?" He sighs,

"Please, it wouldn't even be the first time." I whine,

"Ok," he grabs a Hoodie out of his drawer, then gets behind me, and unzips my dress. Before I'm able to start taking it off, he wraps his arms around me.
"I love you," he mumbles into my shoulder.

'I love you too' I want to say out loud, but I don't want to ruin anymore first.

"Katsuki," I say, then he hums to reply.
"I wanna take off this dress, then cuddle under the blankets." I say,

"I guess I wanna take off this suit. I'll be right back." He hesitantly gets up and goes to the bathroom. I struggle to take off the dress, shoes, and bra, then put on Katsukis Hoodie.

"Katsuki!" I whine once I see him.

"What?"

"Why are you so hot?" I sound like I'm complaining.

"Is that a problem?" He laughs,

"Hmm... I guess not." I say,

"What do you mean "you guess"?" He asks,

"I had to make a pros and cons list in my head. The pros barely won." I tell him,

"What are some of the pros?" He smirks,

"I get to look at you." I say,

"Is that it?"

"That's all I wanna say, because if I keep going you might continue standing there instead of cuddling me." I tell him,

"Ok, I'm coming." He laughs, then climbs into bed. Once he lays down I lay right on top of him, and he wraps his arms around me.

'I love him,' I think, slowly falling asleep.

~~~

"Good morning, beautiful." Katsuki kissed my forehead after I opened my eyes.

"Good morning," I smile,

"I got you breakfast." He hands me a plate.

"Oh my God you're so perfect." I take a bite,

"Hey, hey, what's wrong?" I only now notice that I'm crying.

"I'm sorry, it's nothing." I apologize,

"(Y/n)," he says my name softly,

"... it's just, I'm scared this is temporary. I'm either going to wake up, or you're going to leave me." I tell him,

"(Y/n)," he hugs me,
"I can't be certain I'll always be this kind, but if I ever leave you, it won't be my decision. And if I somehow die, I'm definitely going to haunt your ass." He tells me,

'I love you'

"Katsuki, I... I wanna stay here all day with you." I don't say what I was thinking.

"Whatever you want." He replies,

"Then I want cuddles. Yours are so perfect, but I always just fall asleep instead of enjoying them." I tell him,

"As soon as we're done eating." He kisses my cheek.

"I guess I'll have to wait"

Hawks pov

"(Y/n), I know you won't be able to hear this until you get home, but there's something really important I need to tell you. Call me as soon as you hear, or just text me and I'll be over the second you do." I leave another voice message.
"Damn it!" I shout, not letting myself throw my phone. It's already been a day, but I get more impatient every second.

'I want her to be with me' I turn to my cabinet and make the strongest drink I could that wouldn't actually kill me, hoping to have a nice little time skip, so I don't have to wait.

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