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Someone Like You (BxB) [COMPLETED]

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I knew from the first time that we'd be apart. But I couldn't stay away. Like a moth drawn to a flame, I keep on approaching him. But everyone knows what the ending of that moth will be. It was consumed by fire. And so was I.

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I didn't know if I'm a masochist or what since I wanted to be here on your special day. You're marrying her. You're really marrying her. 
While I'm watching her walking down the aisle and you waiting for her, I felt a thousand needles stabbed my heart repeatedly. I can't breathe. 
Pero ayaw kong umalis. Gusto kong makita na maikasal siya. Baka mapatay n'on ang munting pag-asa sa puso ko na umaasa pa rin sa aming dalawa kahit na imposible iyon. Bawal. Hindi lang sa mga mata ng tao kundi pati sa mata ng Diyos. Sa kabila kasi na ako ang tumulak sa kanya palayo, naghihintay ako na sa huli, ako pa rin. 
Nanlalabo ang mga mata ko sa pagpipigil ng luha na tumulo. Ngunit noong magpalitan sila ng pangako sa isa't-isa na minsan na naming pinangako noong kami pa ang magkasama, doon ko hindi na napigilan ang sarili ko. 
Tahimik akong humagulhol dahil ayaw kong makasira ng kasal. Ayaw ko. Gusto ko. Nagtatalo ang isip ko. 
May parte sa akin na humihiling na sana ako na lang ang kaharap niya sa altar. Kaming dalawa iyon. Pero hindi maaari. Hindi kahit kailan. 
But I'm happy for him. I'm happy that he made his parents proud. I understand him. I really do. Even though I'm hurting, I'm really happy for him. 
Besh wishes, Denver. 

— Gareth
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