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April 23, 2022

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April 23, 2022.

It's been weeks since I didn't talk to Lorenzo it worry me a lot I saw him in the hall I was going to say hey but he avoided me at all cost even in the class we have together.

I try to talk to him but he walk away like I don't even exist.

Maybe he's tired of me just like Isaac maybe he don't wanna be friends which if he doesn't I understand even though I don't. It hurts that he ignore me for some reason.

I miss Chloe she has been distance with me it's been like Five months since we talk or hang out.

I'm actually worry about her I have tried to talk to her but she says she fine that I don't need to worry about her.

It worry me a lot that day when I called her she sounded weak like she barely can't talk. Since that day I been worry the girls as well are worry.

Even Erica. Bella and Mason broke up two weeks ago they had conclusions about he cheated which I know Mason would never but they still friends why does everything that I love is getting destroyed.

Like Chloe is very distance, My favorite ship just broke up, The person I like and trust the most is avoiding me for some reason, My mom is now feeling sick I don't want to loose her too.

Nightmares every night, My school grade going low because I haven't payed Attention to class cuz I be sleeping.

I have night shift I work on a restaurant I only get 600 which is not much but I'm grateful.

At least Lisa is fine and have what she wants. Going to my History class Mason give me a warm smile as he walks away I returned the smile back.

We haven't talk since you know. Is like everyone in the group is distance to each other.

We have our own problems and we don't even look at each other anymore is like when we do there is only sadness in our eyes. "Miss Baker, you're late to class" Mr.Luca says with a tone.

I sigh as I give him apology look he lift his hand so I can go I looked around seeing only one seat empty that is beside Lorenzo. My heart start beating fast I sigh as I rolled my eyes. I don't want him think that I'm following him or trying to get his attention.

I sat there I laid my head on the desk not wanted to look at him neither "Miss Baker you came here late and now your head is on the desk, not paying attention" Mr.Lucas snap out of my thoughts.

I looked up seeing everyone attention to me I hate that feeling when you just feel everyone is judging you, feeling like they thinking about you in a bad way, in disgust. "Sorry Mr.Lucas" I mumble as I looked at him.

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