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"You've been through hell

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"You've been through hell. First it was Jason, then Marcus and now Scar? God,that must be difficult" Mama said to me.

"I know, it's been difficult" I replied, holding onto her soft smooth hand.

"But you're strong, you've got through it all!" Roma told me.

We sat under a tree, watching the blue sky. Pillow like clouds formed in the bright blue sky, covering the sunlight.

"We like the new guy though..." mama spoke. She twirled my hair in her hand, softly caressing my head.

"The new guy?" I curiously asked.

"Rafael, silly!" Roma giggled.

Rafael.

God, Rafael!

I jolted out of my dream, sweat dripped down my face. I was completely confused as to why I was so startled, it wasn't even a nightmare.

I've been awake for three days now, it's getting kind of boring. Every time I sleep, I go back to the place where mama and Roma is, it's quite breathtaking. But every time I wake up, I sweat like a pig, my breathing gets heavy, as if I had a nightmare.

I checked the time to see a few notifications.

Scar

Brie
I'm so sorry for what Farid did
I promise,I didn't set him up to do it
Can I come visit?

no thanks

Please Brie, I miss you

I'd miss me too if I cheated on me

Come on princess
Please hear me out

let me think
oh I got an idea!
no

Brie right now is not the time for jokes
Please listen to me

no

I just want to see your face

go look at Victoria

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My love❤️‍🔥

I love popcorn
When you're better,
can you watch Katya and Trixie with me?

of course I will :)

Whoop whoop🥳
Wait, why are you awake so late?

woke up from a dream again
why are you awake😑

Had a little mission :)

ooooooooooooooo you lucky cunt

I love you too❤️

I chuckled at my phone before someone walked in.

Oh fuck a duck.

"I told you not to come" I told him, he took a seat beside me.

"I couldn't help myself, I had to see you" Scar softly spoke. "God...that wound..."

He reached for the cut on my cheek, I quickly pushed him away. He took the hint and backed off, I don't even want him in here!

"You seen me, can you leave now?" I told him, it was more of a rhetorical question than a real one.

"Briella, I'm so deeply sorry. I can't believe Farid did this to you" Scar apologized, which I'm guessing is another lie.

"I know about Penny."

Rage, rage, FUCKING RAGE!

"I know most of your lies now, so no, you don't get a chance to explain yourself" I sternly spoke. "You've got a fucking fiancé! I have a boyfriend, we've both moved on Scar, it's time for you to leave."

"You're going to regret this De Luca" He told me before storming out of the room.

Regret what?

Breaking up with him?

Ha! Never.

The funny thing about regret is, you don't feel it until it's over. Or until everyone finds out. But for me, regret kicks in instantly. I did regret breaking up with Scar two years ago, now, I feel nothing but hate towards him.

I genuinely want to push him down the stairs.

My heart used to ache for him, his touch, his voice. Now,his presence makes me feel physically sick. Scar has empty promises, he tells you one thing then does the complete opposite. He's a hypocrite, he criticizes others for doing the exact same actions as him.

I will never be the same after what he did. I've grown to appreciate who I was but love who I've become. I would have never found out the lies if I didn't break up with him.

I love who I am now. Not everything happens for a reason, you can't justify your actions because "eVErYThInG haPpENS FoR a REAsoN."

Or when people tell you, "it made you stronger."

No bitch, it made me traumatized. I worry every night that I'll have a nightmare from the stress and trauma, so no, it doesn't make you stronger. I was a fucking kid, I didn't need to be stronger.

And I didn't learn this through therapy, Rafael taught me. He taught me how to embrace my flaws and past, how to comfort my young self. I used to hate seeing younger photos of myself, now I look back with love. Love for baby Brie. I couldn't have protected myself as a kid, I never knew how to.

But if I ever have kids, I'll never let them go through what I did. I'd love them unconditionally, show them what real love is.

Authors note:

Dia daoibh! So I will be posting more longer chapters but it may take a bit longer, as my brain gets distracted too easily. I've got a few questions for y'all

1. Do you want Briella to have babies?

2. Is there anything that I should be doing to improve the story?

3. How are you?

4. Do you want more song suggestions for chapters?

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