First Love

Chapter 41

After what happened ay umiwas na ako sakanya but no matter what I do parati akong napapalingon sakanya. I always want to look at her smiling face, nakaka inis lang dahil andaming lumalapit sakanyang mga babae dahil dun sa pinost ng mga kaklase niya.

Tomorrow is the Prom but I still can't sleep because of overwhelming emotions.

We kissed earlier. It was not just a kiss, damn. It turned me on, muntik pa nga kaming mahuli and ako pa talaga ang humilq sakanya para magtago at maipagpatulog namin ang paghahalikan namin.

It really turned me on kaya nawalan ako ng kontrol. She's so aggressive, talagang nilagyan pa niya ako ng hickey.

I need to control this feelings or else baka mas lumala pa ang epekto nito kay yahzrel at saakin.

....

I told myself that I should control my feelings but after what happened earlier ay hindi ko napigilan.

She's singing in the stage while looking at me. Halatang nage enjoy ang lahat dahil sa pagkanta niya and I never felt so proud.

"Wala akong pakialam kung ayaw mo saakin. I don't care if you don't love or like me. I don't care because I'll make you love me. Remember that Miss Auclair. Mamahalin mo din ako. I'll make you" She whispered in my ear. I bit my lips as I felt myself blushed because of what she did. She called me 'Miss Auclair' in a very sensual way that made me feel hot.

If you only know what I truly feel. Stupid Yahzrel. You don't have to make me because I already love you.

Why am I so afraid? Why do I need to ignore my feelings dahil sa business namin? I will save our business and I'll confess to Yahzrel. I will stop my supposed marriage. I will make this work.

"I love you too" malambing kong sabi at sumubsob sa balikat niya habang nangingiti.

I love her so much.

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Now, we've together for almost two years. Naayos na ang problema ng kompanya namin with the help of Tita Diana(Yahzrel's Mom) kaya naman hindi na ako pinilit pa ni Dad magpakasal.

Two weeks nalang at magse second anniversary na kami. Those months were the happiest moment of my life. Being with her makes me the happiest. Mahal na mahal ko siya and she's the only one I want to marry. I'm happy being with her.

But everything eventually came to an end.

"Anak, I'm sorry... Our business it's failing again."Dad said wearing his worried expression. Napatayo ako sa upuan at chineck ang mga papel na nilapag ni Dad kanina.

I thought everything is okay with our business? Bakit isa isang nalulugi ang mga kompanya namin?

"Dad, we can do this. Pupunta tayo ng ibang bansa. We'll make partners there and extend our other business so we can rise up again"Seryoso kong sabi at niyakap si Dad.

And so we flew to different countries to make partners and ask for help.

Dahil sa sobrang pagiging busy ay hindi ko na nagawa pang tawagan si Yahzrel. Ni i text siya ay hindi ko nagawa.

Buti nalang may mga ibang nag offer ng tulong saamin. They promised to help us kaya naman ngiting ngiti ako ngayon habang naka upo sa eroplano. Finally.

"Azrel... I miss you" nangungulila kong sabi kay Yahzrel na kausap ko sa cell phone.

"I miss you too. When are you gonna be home?"She asked. I smiled while picturing her face right now.