Rejection || PJM

40. Café

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"Dad I'm leaving, bye."

"Wait, isn't it too early?" He asked making my heartbeat wild. Am I caught? What should I do now?

"Y-yeah, it is early. But I-I'm going to do some self study with Kiha." I mentally face palmed myself. Self study with another person? How?

"I mean, we are going to study 'self' which is one of science lesson. He is going to explain in detail, yeah."

"Okay, wait downstairs I will drop you."

"No!" I shouted as I stopped him making him flinch.

"I mean it is okay dad, I will go by myself. Besides I need walking, I am getting fat. Bye!" I hurried walk out of our apartment without giving him any time to protest.

God, it was the first time I had ever lie till this extend to him. My hands were still shaking and heartbeat fast. Things I had to do just to spend time with Jimin.

I still can't believe. I am going out on a date with him, with Park Jimin. I'm going out on a date with my crush, who is now my boyfriend. Suddenly I slapped myself, just to stop myself.

Stop is Yejin! Stop being a fan girl. How could you do this? Did you forget what he did to you?

Yeah, what he did hurt me but only thing I care about is Jimin being with me, loving me and treating me as his girlfriend.
And no matter how much I tried to be I just can't help, I end up forgetting everything. Which is foolishness, I know I'm a fool.

I sighed as I reached at nearest bus stop. I'm so pathetic, but I don't care. Although I still haven't forgiven him, first I wanna know what he can do for me, for seeking forgiveness.