"You just want to sit here?" Tom whispers as the guys stand up, i nod and quietly answer "i'll watch the bags and things" He stands up fully and runs over to the boys jumping onto Aj's back. They start kicking about a ball before somewhat starting a game. "Hi" I look up from my phone to see Knoxxy with a macdonald's bag "Hey" I lightly smile as he sits beside me "Sorry about your dad, what happened though?" I took a breath in "Adams my ex and he just fucking threatened me i- yeah i just. You know?" He nods and hands me a chicken nugget "Have you eaten? Had anything to drink? I didn't see you eating at lunch" I chuckled at his caring-ness "Thank you" I ate the chicken nugget albeit very slowly.
Josh
Where are you
Sophie
out
Josh
Not an answer
I'll ask again, where are you?
Sophie
Out with my new friends
Josh
Where? Are? You?
Sophie
I don't know
Josh
Share your location then.
Sophie
fine
*Sophie shared their location with Josh*
Josh
ffs, have you eaten?
Sophie
Knox is sharing his Macdonalds with me
Josh
Don't be out later than 8.
"Knox you go over i'll sit with sophie," I rolled my eyes at Tom , "Don't need babied." He flicked my head and sat down beside me. "what's up?" I shake my head "nummin, 'm tired" I rub my eyes and hug my knees "It's only 6" I shrug my shoulders and hum "don't care" "Did you sleep last night?" I nod and feel him gently rub my back "When have you to be home?" i lift my head and look at him "no later than 8" He nods and picks up his phone. I watch intently as he texts someone, the cheers and complaints of the rest of the boys sound from infront us.
"There mums going to pick us up at 7 and i'm getting you some food" I groan and lay back on the grass. "shut up" Tom quickly stands up and runs back over to the boys leaving me with their belongings and myself.
alone.
7 O'Clock rolls around faster than i could've imagined. For the past hour or so i've been watching the boys and having very short conversations when they would come grab a drink, something to eat or to text someone. "See you tomorrow lads" Tom shouts as we exit the pitch to make the short walk to his mums car. "Coming to school tomorrow?" I nodded "I'm fucking freezing. I'm kinda anxious and i reckon if i go to the student support room he will be there." Tom nods at me as we near the car "So how was it?" Tom asks as we reach the car, he opens the door and lets me in before going round the other side and getting in himself "What being out?" He gives a slight nod while biting his nail. I slap his hand away "Stop it. It was alright, i mean i did sit around for about and hour and a half but it was fun" I smiled at him as i yawned slightly.
"What would you like love?" Tom's mum asks me as we reach mcdonald's "Uh, can i just have chicken nuggets. just 10 i guess" I tell her as i look at the menu beside the drive thru. Tom nudges me but i ignore it "just nuggets?" he quietly and concernedly asked me receiving a nod and a quiet "dont worry" i smiled at him and shifted in my seat, waiting for the food to get given to us "There you go pet, chicken nuggets" I smiled greatfully towards his mum and took the box into my hands "drop us off at sophs will you mum?" She nodded driving back to mine. im assuming she remembered my address from earlier.
//panic attack?
"Cmon," Tom said gently taking my hand as i got out of the car "10 oclock Thomas" his mother scolded, Tom only returning a nod ensuring i was okay "would you like to go inside or sit here for a bit?" he asked while his mum pulled away "i dont think you will be allowed in" i mumbled fumbling with the box in my hand "that's alright do-," "Get inside" the harsh voice of my 'father' scolding me from the front door shocked me, causing my heart to jump, tears to well in my eyes and my breath to get caught in my throat. "move. now." the brash voice stated again, yet much louder. "im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry" i trembled, feeling frozen, unable to move. "soph youre alright, its okay" i heard someone comforting me, their arms wrapping around my small, frail body. a door slam echos through my brain only furthering me to curl up "sophie, darling, i need you to breathe love" their voice still soft as their hand rubs gently on my arm
"please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please dont hurt me" i mumbled clasping my hands over my head to protect me. "sweetheart youre okay, im not going to hurt you, no one is going to hurt you. youre alright, youre safe" they whispered gently, holding me close. trying to pry my hands off my head "gorgeous please move your hands, ive got you. its okay" i collapse in towards them, my breath laboured and my heart racing "Sophie, look at me, its just me. just tom, no one else. mkay? im here, youre safe, youre alright i promise" he comforts me, trying but failing to slow my breath and heart rate. "Darling youre going to pass out, i need you to try and breathe for me" I shook my head and let out a sob
im so fucking pathetic
Guess whos back
back again
dylans back
tell a friend
HEY YALL
I changed my name O-o
Im non binary and use they/xem pronouns!!!
But most importantly i am back and in business baby!!
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Adopted by the Sidemen
FanfictionA young girl gets brought into a different type of family. With the struggles of mental health, sexuality and relationships, will they be able to cope with the changes of their new life?
