So I've recently been on a health kick and LEMME tell you it is haRD
Having the motivation to NOT shove 10 burritos in my face is borderline impossible tbh
like usually I manage to stay the same weight bc I switch off monthly between eating a shit load of junk food, and eating like only celery because the regret catches up with me, so they balance each other out
But since my best friend has gotten her license, we have been eating out a HELLA lot. And I gained liKE 10 POUNDS??? (I didn't really look like I did tho so thx @god) And since prom is coming up I need to get rid off the pizza rolls to get rid of these body rolls ya feel
Usually my motivation lasts for about 10 seconds when I see a picture of a pretty girl on tumblr, but then completely disintegrates when I scroll pass another picture of pizza, BUT I'm a lot more motivated this time than I usually am.
I don't even mind working out while I'm doing it, but starting to do it is tERRIBLE
I refuse to jog at the gym tho, I usually just do the elliptical bc jogging is actually my least favorite thing to do and as once wisely said by Anne Perkins on Parks and Rec "I know jogging keeps you healthy, but God at what cost?"
Lmao motivation is just so hard to get doing anything tbh
Like the motivation to write has also been hella hard recently. Not for this book, but like an actual fic ive been trying to work on.
Idk why but I seriously only get the motivation to write anything for the story when I'm about to go to sleep??? Like I'll be setting my alarm and it's like 11:30 at night when all the sudden my brain is like "mare wait.....you must write."
And the motivation to do school work yo that is the hardest shit
Like ok I can either figure out the end behavior and multiplicities of this graph, or I can binge watch pretty little liars on Netflix for 10 hours
?????
-Mare :)xx
Ps- I just want to take this time to address how sweet it is that some people were able to put together this huge game to happen on Sunday for Harrys birthday! Although, I do personally think he deserves more than uh .. I think people are calling it "the super bowels"? Haha idk I would just call it "Harrys birthday bash" but whatever rocks your boat I guess :)
