Wakas

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Hi, Asters! This would be the last update of this story. Sana ay may natutunan kayo sa munting kwento na ibinahagi ko sa inyo. Writing this kind of story is not easy but I took the risk because I wanted everyone to open their eyes that there are people like Neptune who needs our help. May mga taong matagal nang nananatili sa dilim dahil may iilang tao na sarado ang mga puso't isip tungkol sa mga ganitong usapin.

Everyone deserves a person like Sylvester Ethan Ellington, lalaking handa kang gawing buo kahit paubos at kulang-kulang na siya. May you find someone like him in your own journey.

If you know someone who's depressed, please don't ask them why. Just be there and listen, try to understand their situation that they're going through. It's hard to be a friend of someone who's depressed, but it is one of the best thing that you will do. Mas mahirap 'yong hayaan silang malunod sa kadiliman dahil sa pinagkaitan natin silang makakita ng kahit katiting na pag-asa mula sa totoong ganda at liwanag ng mundo. Be their light and guide them. Trust me, they're worth to be saved.

For those people who's suffering from the same thing, I understand that there are wounds that never show on the body, wounds that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds. But the thing is, walang sugat ang hindi gumagaling. It takes time, sweetie. Huwag kang magmadali. You deserve all the love that you can receive in this world. Believe in yourself because He believes that you're stronger than any of those demons inside your head. I love you!

So here's the WAKAS! Again, thank you so much for all the love and support. May God bless you all!

Ps. Pasensya na kung ganito lang ang nakayanan ko para sa 'wakas'. Maiintindihan ko kung hindi magugustuhan nang ibang sa inyo. Hehe.

SEE YOU ON MY NEXT STORY! Shattered Jar (Fiorello Series #1)

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Wakas

It's been years since the last time I saw Neptune. I'm missing her every second of my life and it's honestly amazing to think that I'm still here, alive and kicking.

"Dad..." I heard Naiad's voice over the phone. They're staying in my parents' house because in my case right now, taking care of them would be impossible to do.

Ilang taon na pero ganito pa rin ako, wasak at nangungulila. Noong una ay kinakaya ko pa naman para sa mga anak ko pero habang tumatagal ay mas nahihirapan ako. I don't really think I can live without her with me. She became my world, my everything, and I lost her.

Bullshit!

"Dad, kailan niyo po kami kukunin?" Naiad asked with his soft voice.

"Stay there for now, Tres. Alagaan mo si Diez at huwag kang magpapasaway kila Grandma mo, okay?" I replied.

Narinig ko ang pag-iyak ni Naiad sa kabilang linya habang si Psamathe naman ay mukhang inaalo siya. I feel sorry for my kids, they're too young to get hurt like this. They don't deserve a father like me, they deserve someone who's stronger and that's obviously not me.

Their mother is my strength but she's no longer here with me. Paano na lang ako? Paano na lang kami? Ang hirap na kasi, e. Sobrang hirap na. Hindi ko na talaga kaya...

"Hey, stop crying..." marahan kong sabi kay Naiad. "I love the two of you so much. Always remember that,"

Nang maputol ang tawag ay muli akong natulala. Nakahiga ako sa kama kung saan ko siya huling nakasama. This is where we got married and up until now, the pain is still here with me. It didn't go anywhere, bumaon lang ito hanggang sa kaibuturan ko. How I wish I could remove this and just forget everything but I couldn't. Marami akong memorya kasama si Neptune kaya kahit pa kalimutan ko ang sinapit niya ay hindi pa rin ako magiging maayos.

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