Jamie's Sanctuary (on hold)

chapter 22

Jay visibly gulped and his eyes darkened in lust. "Mind if I join you?" I asked him playfully. He opens the shower curtain wider for me to get in, so I do. It's hard not to blush at his obvious nakedness and I couldn't help but to remember the first time. Hell it was the first time I found out he was actually a man instead of my dog! Hmm maybe he could still be a dog when he's been bad. I internally smirked at the thought. I'm sure he would do just about anything for me if he knows he's done something wrong or offended me in anyway.

He couldn't keep his eyes on my face and I couldn't blame him, he's a guy after all. A guy whom hasn't gotten any in a while. "Okay so I know your experienced in this sort of thing but I'm not..." I trailed off at the end looking down with a blush.

Jay grabbed my chin and tilted my head up so I could look at him. "There isn't anything to worry about love. I promise I will go very slow for you. And if at any point you want to stop, all you have to do is say the word and we will. I'm very honored to be your first and I can't help but regret you not being mine also. But from the moment I laid eyes on you in that alley I knew you were going to be my last in everything and only you." He kissed me softly and my heart warmed at his words. This is exactly what I've been waiting for my whole life. A sense of belonging and fulfillment. I wouldn't have it any other way and I'm glad that fate has brought us together.

He kisses me on the lips gently, looking into my eyes the entire time. "Thank you Jason, you really don't know how much you've helped me."

Jay showed me how much he loved me through out the night and into the next morning. Let's just say that once I got a taste I didn't want him to stop....

I woke up to Jay staring at me with a small smile on his face. My shoulder hurt a bit but it was bareable. Jay had the same crescent moon mark on his shoulder. Our first mating last night caused our wolves to come out and mark each other. I could now hear Jays thoughts completely unless he shut me out and vice versa.

'She's so beautiful.' I hear him say in his mind. I cupped his cheek and smiled.

'Your not so bad yourself there handsome.' I thought to him. His eyes lit up when it finally sunk in that we had completed the mating bond.

"Your finally all mine." He spoke dumbfounded. I couldn't help but to laugh at his facial expression.

"Jay I was all yours when I thought you were a dog in that alley." I said and winked at him.

"I'm never going to live it down am I?" He asked with a pout.

I laughed at his expression. "Of course not. Where would the fun be in that? Now come on let's get dressed I'm hungry. After last night I've worked up quite the appetite."

He smirked and rubbed his nose against my neck causing me to shiver. "I could always make you hungrier. In fact I'm quite ravenous myself right now. I just might eat you up." I could feel him smirking against my neck.

"Mm as much as I enjoy that I think my stomach needs food and I can smell it!" As if in answer my stomach started growling very loud.

He sighed. "Very well I wouldn't be a good mate if I starved you and kept you locked in my room for myself." His eyebrows raised. "That last part actually sounds very appealing right now. But I know my mom wants to see us after mating." He started getting dressed and threw my clothes to me.

"Wait how would she know that we mated?" I asked him curiously while getting dressed.

He smirked at me. "Baby let's just say that you aren't quiet when we're making love."

I blushed and looked down. "You mean they heard us last night?"

He tilted my chin up and gave me a small kiss on the lips. "Yes they did. But there's no need to worry its a normal thing for wolves to be sexual. And if you want we can get our own place that way you and I can be as loud as we want while we're exploring each other." He said and winked at me. "Now let's get some food into your tummy so I can show you off."

I nodded and we linked our hands together heading downstairs.

Everyone was eating breakfast but when we walked in they froze. Once they sniffed the air and smelt that we were fully mated they all started clapping and smiling. I hid behind Jay blushing until little Amy came to lead me to my chair. After a few minutes of everyone congratulating us they settle down and started discussing other things. I leaned back in my chair with a small smile watching everyone. For once in my life I felt like I truly belonged. And it was all because of this man beside me who couldn't keep his hands off of me now. The entire breakfast his hand was on my thigh afraid I might get up while he was talking to his father.

I laced my fingers through his and squeezed lightly. 'I love you.'

He turned his head towards me and smiled. 'I love you to baby.'

Knowing he was going to be by my side no matter what gave me the confidence that we could overcome anything my father threw at us.