You get too close (Dean)

Chapter 23

A/N: Yay for Aymie's P.O.V!

// Aymie //

"Kick his ass Bray!" I yell as Bray tries to do the sister Abigail on Dean.

"Dean will be so happy to hear about the support you've been giving him." Sadie says sarcastically. I roll my eyes before flipping her off. "Oh god damn it." I growl as Dean reverses it and hits the dirty deeds. "He cheated..." I mutter.

Sadie rolls her eyes at me before going back to cutting some holes into Brie's pants. I sit on the couch and start to play a game on my phone. Roman and Dean will probably be here in five minutes or so and we'll leave to the next hotel.

This is great. Sadie is so lucky to have a job like this. This is the kind of life I want,The kind that I was made for. I am a drifter. I don't fit into any place and I don't like staying anywhere for too long,Or I'll drive myself mad.

The longer I stay somewhere,The more damage I do to it.

I'm so happy for my sister but I can't help but be envious of her. She graduated high school,Went to collage and further educated herself about something that she loves doing. Now she's got a dream job. She worked damn hard for it.

And me? I don't have a job,I'm too restless and too reckless. I didn't go to collage and I have no plans to. I couldn't even finish high school. I feel like a failure. I just wish that I could be more like my sister but I'm just...Not. I can't. I'm not as smart as her.

No matter how hard I think,I can't think of a single thing I'd be good at. I'm not artistic and crafty and creative like Sadie. Her line of work is not something I'm willing to try. Art stresses me out. I don't have the patience for,or like kids. Being a teacher is out of the question. I'd get fired on the first day.

Therapist? No. I have enough of my own problems and I get bored easily. I can't sit in a chair for ten hours a day and listen to people whine about nonsense. I'm too impatient to work in an office of any sort. I'm not all that great with technology either. I mean I can obviously work simple stuff but,Putting things together,No. Not for me.

Construction and renovation,Hell no.

Restaurant worker,Hell no.

Hospital worker,HELL no.

Diva? I can fight but I'm more of a brawler type of chick. I can't be in a ring with a ref telling me what I can and can't do. He'll get the shit beat out of him as well as my opponent. Plus that's so cliche. I mean,Yeah my sister works in the company and I've made friends in this company so naturally I'll somehow,Magically get a job here. As if.

I'm not good at anything and I don't honestly know what I'm going to do with my life. I suppose I'll just do what I've always done. I'll be an under achiever at best and I'll be a hopeless drifter. Jesus what am I even living for?

"Hey so I was thinking that since the guys don't know what we're gonna be for Halloween,We should hide our costumes in someone's room? I think i'll ask Naomi." Sadie says. I nod. "Yeah that's cool."

"Hey what's the matter? You don't seem fully...Here."

"I'm fine." I giggle.

"Aymie,You're my sister. I know when something is wrong. What's the matter?" She asks,Furrowing her brow. I shrug. "Just a few problems with Blake is all." I lie. She nods. "Well I'm not a violent person but if you want I will beat him."

I laugh before shaking me head. "Won't be needed. But I'll let you know in the future if needed."

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I yawn loudly before stretching my arms out over my head. Clearing my throat,I look towards the hotel clock. It's only nine fifty five,So I woke up earlier than usual. I guess I took my pills earlier than usual last night.

I shrug to myself before throwing my covers off me dramatically. I hope out of bed and put some sweat pants on along with a tank top before scurrying off to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. Sadie is still sleeping in the bed opposite of mine,So I guess I'll just go to the buffet and get some breakfast for myself.

I'll probably bring her something if I don't eat it all on the way back to the room.

After freshening up,I grab my phone and some money before quietly leaving the hotel room.

"Where ya goin?"

I jump and let out a small shriek before turning around quickly. "Jesus Dean what the fuck-Why are you sneaking up behind people at this time of morning?" I whisper yell. He shrugs before biting into his apple.

"I couldn't get anymore sleep cause Roman and Seth were fussing." He rolls his eyes. "I didn't think you were a morning person. Why're you up so early?" He asks. "I'm not and I'm only up cause...I just couldn't sleep anymore." I shrug.

"Oh okay. Where are you going?" He asks again.

"Breakfast buffet. Don't worry I'm not skipping town." I laugh.

"Sorry. I just wanted to make sure you're not sneaking off to some wrestler's hotel room to do the dirty-" "Okay please never,Ever say that to me again." I shake my head. "And I have a boyfriend. I would never leave him for any wrestler...Seth is in a relationship isn't he?" I ask.

"Yeah."

"Yeah I wouldn't leave my boyfriend for any wrestler." I shake my head. "Anyways,Are you gonna come to breakfast with me or are you just gonna stand here and talk to yourself? Because I'm starving and I need to find food before I die."

"Yeah I'll come with you,I'm bored anyways." He shrugs. "So ugh,What are you and Sadie gonna be for Halloween?" He asks as he walks next to me. "Nope. You're not gonna get anything out of me. It's a surprise." I smirk.

He huffs before crossing his arms over his chest. "Fine then me and the guys won't tell you guys what we are either."

"Okay."

"...So you don't care?" He asks.

"I like surprises." I shrug. "But truthfully,You guys are super predictable. You're obviously gonna be minions." "AHA! We're not predictable. We're not going as minions we're gonna be characters from-" He cuts himself off with a gasp. "You manipulative bitch!"

"Almost worked. It was worth a try." I shrug.

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"Oh sissy! I got you a muffin!" I yell walking into our hotel room.

"Blueberry?" She yells from the bathroom.

"Yep,Your fave!"

"Yay!" She yells,Running out. I hold the muffin away from me before she has the chance to tackle me and laugh as she almost falls over trying to get it. "Oh you are the best!" She moans before biting into it.

"Um,I actually suggested that she get you that. You're welcome." Dean cuts in.

"Oh hush you wanted to get her a chocolate chip muffin. She hates those." I roll my eyes.

"Who the hell could possibly hate chocolate chip muffins?" Dean asks,Throwing his hands up. "Me. Chocolate is not meant to be chipped. It's also not meant to be in muffins. Or pancakes for that matter. I'm totally against chocolate chip cruelty. Although...Chocolate chip pancakes are nice..." Sadie mutters.

"Yeah. And next you're gonna tell me that you dislike kit kats." Dean snorts.

"I dislike kit kats. I'm allergic to them." I shrug.

"What is wrong with you two weirdos?!"

A/N:"That's so cliche. I mean,Yeah my sister works in the company and I've made friends in this company so naturally I'll somehow,Magically get a job here. As if."

Hehe. Just shutting that option down before anyone thinks that Aymie will be involved with the company. Lmao.

FUN FACT: I'm not sure if I've already said this,I think I have,But yeah I'm actually allergic to kit kats.