You get too close (Dean)

Chapter 10

// Sadie //

"So,You mean to tell me that your lucky ass gets to ride in a car with Dean fucking Ambrose,You get to hang out with all the WWE superstars and you get to go to all the shows free? Sign me the fuck up!" Aymie exclaims. I roll my eyes and watch as she takes a sip of her coffee. "And this Starbucks is bomb." She yells.

"Aymes,Chill. It is really fun and a great experience but,I'm more focused on my job than I am all the minor things." I shrug. "Besides,Riding with Dean isn't all it's made out to be." I mutter. She furrows her brow. "What do you mean?"

"Well...Me and Dean have this thing-"

"Holy shit you and Dean have a thing?! I want a thing!" She yells.

"Shut up Aymie." I groan. "Not that type of thing. Basically...The guy kind of hates me. I mean,Well no he doesn't hate me. He just insults me a every change he gets. He wants to make me angry and he does everything in his power to make me mad at him because...Well I can't tell you why he wants to make me angry with him because it's personal and he wouldn't appreciate me telling you. But anyways,He's always saying these rude things to me just so I'll lose my temper. And..." I stop for a moment before looking around and biting my lip. Maybe I shouldn't be telling Aymie this. I'm not a gossip girl but I have to tell someone and I tell Aymie everything anyways so I might as well tell her.

"And we kissed. A few times." I mutter.

"YOU FUCKING KISSED?!" She yells. I shh her and push her back down into her seat which she'd jumped from. "Hush!" I growl looking around. Luckily,Starbucks is currently pretty empty and the workers aren't paying us much attention anyways.

"Yes we did-But look,Aymie I'm only telling you this because I trust you so much. Do not tell Anyone, And when I say anyone I do mean anyone. Don't tell your friends,Don't tell mom,Don't tell anyone. I mean it Aymes-"

"Alright,Alright I got ya. I won't tell a soul." She nods. "Well...Was it good?! Come on don't leave ya sister hangin'." I roll my eyes once again before putting my hand on my forehead. "I mean...It was. It was good,Yeah. He has soft lips and when he kisses me it feels so...Passionate? I don't know it's just a nice feeling. I've never been kissed like that before." I smile.

"AW! My big sissy is in love! And with the right person I might add." She winks.

"Nah,It's nothing like that." I sigh,Twiddling my thumbs. "He doesn't want me."

"Obviously he does if he kissed you! Jesus,Don't tell me you're the type of girl who can be flirting with a guy for ten years and still not know he likes her." She huffs.

"No,No it's just-He's been hurt in the past and he doesn't wanna get close to anyone else. Which I guess I can tell you is another reason why he insults me so much. He'd tear off his legs with his bare hands before he even considered dating me." I mumble. "And,I guess that's alright because I don't want a relationship either. I've been hurt in the past as well-"

"Don't go there Sadie. Come on it was a year ago and I know that ended badly. He was a real douche bag to you. He had no business laying his hands on you-"

"Yeah I know." I mutter,looking down.

"What I'm trying to say is,There's one thing I know for sure about Dean. He'd never hit you."

"I think he would. Maybe not physically. But he'd hit me where it hurts the most. Right in the heart." I shake my head. "Look,It isn't gonna happen so let's just drop it and enjoy our day alright?"

"Fine..."

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"YOU BEGIN TO WONDER WHY YOU CAME! WHERE DID I GO WRONG? I LOST A FRIEND,SOMEWHERE ALONG IN THE BITTERNESS AND I WOULD HAVE STAYED UP WITH YOU ALL NIGHT HAD I KNOWN HOW TO SAVE A LIFE!" Me and Aymie scream at the top of our lungs as I drive towards the arena.