Years of goodbyesBy: A.C.Norambuena

Chapter 12

"No, this is"

Before I could answer Joaquin his lips touched mine, I couldn't believe it, he was kissing me. And that kiss was not any kind of peak, this was a kiss but a soft and cute kiss (I have to admit that it was way better than any I ever had with Kaden, wishes were like 2 or 3 max, but steal).

After a few seconds we stop for some air, and Joaquin said while cashing air

"Well, do you want to tell me what you wrote now?"

"But you already know what I wrote to you, so why do you want me to tell you?" I said as I was trying to catch air myself

"Because I want to hear it come out of that little mouth of yours"

"Well what do you want me to tell you? I like you and yeah haha"

"That's just what I wanted to hear" Joaquin said as he gently touched my cheek.

"Would it be a problem if I kissed you again?"

"I don't think so haha"

At that moment Joaquin began to move towards me, but before anything happened we heard Daniel's voice. At that moment Joaquin and I separated at the same time that he grabbed my book and began to act as if he was bothering me or something like that. Probably so that Daniel would not suspect anything

"Joaquin leave Amaya alone, and we've been waiting for you"

"Ok, Amayita take your book"

"Thank you, I guess"

"Haha your funny Amayita, see you"

"See you"

All day I couldn't stop thinking about what was going to happen between us, and without realizing it all my memories of Kaden came back, and I couldn't help but think What if Joaquin treats me the same? What if I'm just a game for him? I need to calm down I can't think that everyone is the same because of something that only one person did

I had to stop thinking about that, but I couldn't. I was so afraid that had happened with Kaden but with Joaquin, they won't be able to break me again. I needed to be strong, but I don't know if I could. I'm really weak, but I couldn't let them see how weak I was.

I was so into that thought that I couldn't fall asleep, and even the next morning when I woke up that thought came back to me What if I'm just a game for Joaquin and I continued with that thought in my head until I got to school and saw Fabiana I finally had peace, I have to admit that Fabiana became on of those people that I could trust with everything, that I could talk about every single thing and she would understand and listen to me, and she told me she felt the same way.

When Fabi saw me she ran towards me and I realized that the closer she got to me her face changed, the closer she got the more worried her face looked, when she finally got to where I was she looked at me strangely and said "Ok what's wrong with you, talk"

"Nothing, it doesn't matter"

"ahh well, you know if you don't tell me I'm going to scream right?"

"Yes, I know"

"Okay you have 3 seconds"

She is not going to do it

"3"

I do not think it does

"2"

ok she will do it

"1"

before Fabi could scream I covered her mouth and said

"Ok I'm going to tell you but shut up"