Upsetty my spaghetti

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Ya know what's sad. My best friend  keeps asking that we should have a sleepover at my house but I keep making excuses on why we can't...we been best friends for 16 years. She knows about the Ben incidents since middle school but doesn't know it's still going on but, worse. I haven't told her what's been happening because I'm too scared to tell her cause she will flip out and get really worried about me. She doesn't know about the " incident " that happened in my sleep...the um sexual one, or any new ones that been happening lately.

I'm just too worried for her to come and sleep in my room with me ( we sleep together in the same bed ) because I think something bad will happen. Sometimes when I wake up I noticed my stuffed animals been moved so I know that crawls in my bed and lays with me when I'm asleep.  So, I don't want her to get hurt or something to happen to her. I don't know if I should tell her about everything and it never ended since middle school. 

What do you guys think I should do? Tell her or no..? And yeah stuff still going on, closing my tabs on it's own and stuff. That's all.

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