We're a Mess (Oikawa x Reader)

Chapter 33

!! Tw- this chapter talks about (y/n)'s past traumas from her ex boyfriend and Iwazumi. Contains talk about touching without consent and violence. !!

I've been thinking a lot about how things are escalating with Toru.

"So, do you want to talk about why you got all worked up about Iwa-chan?" Oikawa brings up at our fancy restaurant date.

"Oh." I sigh, poking at my pasta. "Sure. But it might take a while." I say. Oikawa nods and rests his face in his hands, giving me his full attention.

"Well... A year or two ago I had an abusive boyfriend." I sigh. I hated this conversation.

"What!? Iwa did that to you!?!" He hissed.

"Let me continue!" I don't answer his question.
"Iwazumi wasn't the abusives boyfriend, Ushijima was. Basically Ushi would always make me feel guilty about things that weren't my fault and would break stuff I liked and just abused me mentally. It was hard to trust anyone again. So, one day I bumped into my old friend Iwa. We had caught up that day and I trusted him so I explained everything that happened with Ushijima. Right away, Iwa taught him a lesson, completely beating that guy to a pulp for me." I explain.

"So... why are you mad at him? Shouldn't you be mad at Ushijima?" Oikawa asks, taking a sip of his wine.

"Let me get to that!" I hush him.
"So. I was vulnerable and Iwa had just saved me..."

*flashback*

"Iwa, I really can't thank you enough. You really saved me." I throw him into a hug.

"Of course. Why wouldn't I help you?" He says, keeping our hug.

"Listen, is there any way I can re-pay you?" I ask, backing away from the hug. My eyes were red and puffy. Tears still rolling down my cheeks slightly.

"No it's fine." He smiled.

"You sure?" I asked. He nodded.

"Alright, we'll you can spend the night here. You live quite far away." I smiled.

*flashback ends*

"I hadn't recognized that we were still basically strangers. Even though I knew him from a while ago, we hadn't kept in contact." I sigh.

"Ok well... what happened? Did he do something to you?" Oikawa asks, cracking his knuckles.

I clear my throat, looking down at my fork.

"Yeah. Well, things escalated and we started to make out. I was up for the making out. I mean I kissed him back-"

"Alright I get it you guys were kissing, what happened?" He asks in a stern voice.

"Well, I didn't want things to get more intense but he did and when I fell asleep he came in my room and things happened." I gulp.

"(Y/N), what. Happened." He grabbed my hand.

"He touched me Tooru. That's it. Ok?" I spit out, a few tears going down my cheek.

He inhaled deeply then looks away, squeezing my hand.

"Why didn't you tell me this sooner?" He asks with a guilty look.

"I don't know! I just didn't feel like you'd like it since he's your best friend!" I started to cry more intensely.

"(Y/N), come on let's go for a walk." Oikawa stands up and pays quickly, grabbing my hand and exiting the restaurant.

"(Y/N), if we were dating or not I would have done something about it ok? You have to tell me these things." He crouched down slightly, wiping the tears off my face.