Only a matter of time

Stressful

YOUR POV
"What about her?" Maria questioned while closing your bedroom behind her. "I need you to tell her that when I'm ready I'll talk to her. As of right now I don't want to see her." I stated while getting ready to go to sleep. "She knows she messed up you know?" Maria informed me. "That doesn't mean anything. How am I supposed to be in a relationship with her if I can't trust her. She cheated on Bucky twice with no hesitation, what's stopping her from doing the same with me." I argued while laying on my bed. "Fair enough. Is this also about the Maximoff girl?" She implied. "No, she's kinda young for me don't you think?" I joked which caused me to get a punch to the arm. "Don't flirt with her if you don't mean it." Maria growled at me. "Fine. Thanks for listening, I'm going to try to sleep for once." You heard her leave and finally you felt like you could sleep. Of course it was only 2 hours before you got a nightmare and couldn't sleep again. I should probably talk to Bruce about this but it's late it's 9:30pm and everyone normally doesn't want to do anything after a mission. As I walked out into the hallway I saw that Wanda and Nat's lights were on. An idea came to me and I thought that me and Wanda could have a private session. So I wrote on a note and added a flower to be nice,
Dear Wanda,
    Meet me in the training room if you're not busy. Ask JARVIS for directions, I'll be waiting. -Y/N.
Obviously I'm setting myself up for something complicated but I wanted to get to know the girl myself. I didn't wait to see if she got the message, I knocked an ran away to the training room. I decided to grab random objects and set they everywhere so I could see where Wandas power levels were. You didn't realize that 5 minutes had passed and Wanda was staring at you moving things. "I didn't know sneaking down here meant you'd be pushing things." She joked which sent chills down your spine at her accent. "Well hey Maximoff. Actually I wanted test out a theory if you don't mind." Her heart rate started to pick up but you ignored it because it wasn't anything concerning. "And what would that be?" She said with a smile and moved closer to you. "Well I can't tell you all my secrets. Then we wouldn't continue to do this anymore." I gestured around the room while she continued to move closer. "I want you to open your mind to me. It might help us connect and you'll be easier to teach." I stated while taking a step back so we weren't as close. "What exactly do you want me to show you?" She said. "Something happy. A memory of joy." I suggested while reaching my hands out. She grabbed my hands with hers and they were soft and delicate and finally we both relaxed and I entered her mind. At first she was struggling to find something so I spoke to her but not out loud so she wouldn't lose focus.
"Relax Wanda. You're tense so it's hard for you to completely open up your mind. Take a breath and focus on what you want to show me." She got the message and relaxed and showed you a beautiful image of her and her brother playing when they were about 8. She showed you a couple more images and it was beautiful honestly but she tried to see in your head and you noticed and shut her out immediately. "That was good Wanda. But may I remind you my thoughts are not open to you." I scoffed while letting go of her hands. "Why won't you let me look?" She shot back. "Wanda back off." I ordered while moving towards the objects I put down. "What are you afraid of?" She continued while also moving towards you again. "Wanda I mean it. Drop it." I growled at her. She tried to use her magic to get inside your head but you shut her out. "Wanda! You shouldn't see what I've seen..." I said which caused her to take a step back from your sudden outburst. "I'm sorry... I-" "No don't apologize. I shouldn't have yelled at you. I will allow you access to only certain things, just next time ask for permission." I sighed while moving everything back to where it was. "Thank you. I'm sorry I was just curious..." She stated while looking down. You felt bad as now the young girl felt guilty about what happened. "No need to thank me. We're friends now ok?" I reassured her while taking her hands in mines. She immediately relaxed and we stared at each other for a moment until Nat coughed and brought your attention back. "Ah Natasha what an unpleasant surprise. If you have something to say I suggest you find someone who gives a fuck." I stated while letting Wanda go. "Y/N can we talk please?" Natalia begged which irked you. "No. I don't want to talk you right now. So fuck off Nat." I ordered while turning towards Wanda.
"Can we leave?" -Y/N
"Yes. This is awkward."-Wanda
And on that note you grabbed Wandas hand and ran out of the training room. Both of you made it back to Wandas room laughing. "You should be scared of her but the whole thing is just a mask that she wears. Also I would recommend not getting into her head." I stated while opening her bedroom door. "I'll take your word for that one." She giggled which made you smile. "Well goodnight Wanda." "Goodnight Y/N. Thank you for tonight." She said but before you left you kissed her cheek and walked away leaving her.

                           NATASHA POV
It was late and I heard someone's door close and I decided to see who it was, and to my surprise it was Wanda. I wonder what she was doing up this late and where she was going. Using my handy dandy spy skills I followed her to the training room where she met Y/N. I should've known Y/N was already moving forward with her life. I just ruined everything to be with her and this is how she repays me. Both girls were holding hands and talking and finally something happened and Y/N snapped at the witch but quickly regained her composure. At first I was going to step in and say something but I decided against it. They started holding hands again and they stared deeply into each other's eyes and I couldn't take it anymore so I let them know I was in the room. "Ah Natasha what an unpleasant surprise. If you have something to say I suggest you find someone who gives a fuck." Y/N stated which concerned me about how harsh she was being right now. I knew I hurt her but was it this bad to the point she couldn't even stand my presence. I tired to speak but she shut me down again and ran off with Wanda. I think this new Maximoff is going to be a problem. I might have to eliminate this problem or just simply ruin things for them either or could work. After that awkward moment I went back to my room but I saw Y/N just entered her room. Maybe this was my chance to talk to her alone? I made my way to her room and didn't even bother to knock and just busted in. "Natalia what the fuck!" She shouted while sitting up from her bed. "Shut up dumbass you're going to wake everyone." I shushed her while moving towards the bed. "Natalia get out I don't want to talk." She scoffed while running to the bathroom and slamming the door behind her. "Y/N please... I want to apologize. I shouldn't have done that and just told you how I felt." I begged while trying not to cry. "Natalia back off ok. I'm warning you." She said. "Y/N please forgive me. I-" "Natalia! You have 10 seconds to get the fuck out of my room." She interrupted me. I had not intention of actually leaving until she started counting. It wasn't until she got to 5 is when I started to panic. Finally she got to three and I left. I went back to my room and cried because I hurt her. And she hated me right now and there was nothing I could do about it. Maybe I should've back off? Who knows at this point. I probably just ruined the only thing I truly longed for, her love. I've never wanted anything more than her, but yet every time I try to get to her something always pulls me farther away. Maybe the red room was right, I'm a monster. I don't deserve anything as good as love. Surely I don't deserve Y/N's love, she was the selfless, caring person and I was just some monster that was ruining her.

                                 YOUR POV
After last night I couldn't even think clearly. I needed space from everyone and everything that I just stayed on the roof and told JARVIS that if anyone was looking for me only to tell Steve. It must've already been the afternoon when you heard foot steps behind you. "Took you long enough." I joked while looking down at the city below. "You wanna tell me why Nat looks like shit. And Wanda was the last one to see you." He stated while sitting down next to you. "We got into a fight. I'm madly in love with Natasha. Yet I can't seem to see that she's no good for me." I laughed nervously at the end so I wouldn't cry. He seem conflicted on what to say so we just sat in silence for a while. "You've been alive for an eternity. I think time is in your favor." He joked trying to lighten the mood which it did. "If it's meant to be it will happen. I think you should focus on yourself because if I'm right you haven't been sleeping well." He was good at observations but you didn't know he was that good to notice. "Well I didn't think anyone noticed. I get maybe 10 hours a week of sleep." I said while fidgeting with my fingers. "How about we go talk to Bruce." He suggested and you nodded and walked with him. When you entered it was 3pm and you didn't realize you had been gone for that long. "Bruce can you come to the lab with us?" Steve stated making your presence known and everyone seemed confused on where you came from but you ignored them. Literally everyone was in the living room and Wanda caught your eyes you just have her an a half smiled and walked to the lab with Bruce. "What do I owe this pleasure?" Bruce joked but saw it wasn't the time. "Y/N hasn't been sleeping lately. Do you have anything to help with it?" Steve spoke up knowing you didn't feel like explaining. "Yeah I do. Do you have nightmares as well?" Bruce questioned. "Yes. Every night." I stated while finally looking up. "Well these were made for me but you'll probably have to take a higher dosage. 4 pills should work. If it doesn't come back and I'll up the dosage." He instructed while handing you a bottle of pills. "Thank you." You said before popping 4 in your mouth. "No problem. Now go rest." He instructed. You nodded and left with Steve avoiding everyone and went to your room. Immediately you laid in your bed and closed your eyes and before you knew it you were asleep.