Zac Efron Fanfic - Falling For Cleo

67 - Zac a virgin?

{Cleo's P.O.V}

Today I'm going back to school. Finally. It's been a while, but I've been doing all my assignments at home.. So hopefully I won't have to catch up to much.

"Hey Cleo." Dylan looks confused as I'm at my locker.

"Hey bro" I smile shaking my head.
"This is my school.. Don't look so shocked"

"Sorry.. It's just. I kind of forgot you even went here" he jokes pushing me softly.

"See you in maths" I laugh leading the way.

The day is slow. Very slow. It's really weird how many things you can actually accomplish in an hour. At home in an hour all I would accomplish is watching law and order SVU whilst eating corn chips.

I wonder how Zac is going. I miss him more than anything. I can't believe he was going to propose. Then gets a girlfriend. And not even a month later. Dylan says this is how he deals with things. That's good for him. But how am I going to deal with this?

{Zac's P.O.V}

"Hey stop.. Stop" I try to catch my breath. " I'm not ready"

"Zac? You're not a virgin are you?"

"It's a long story" I sigh putting my pants and top on. "I'm sorry" I grab my backpack and nikes before sneaking back to the boys dorms. I haven't told anyone at NYC about Cleo. Not because I don't trust my friends here. I just can't stand talking about her, because i remember how much I miss her. Now I'm getting a reputation for being a virgin.

I haven't spoken to Cleo since I almost proposed. Not even a text. I miss her so much. I've written out a million texts. But they all sound wrong, others I didn't have the guts to send. I thought I would be able to get over her. But I can't. Everytime I broke up with a girl, I would just have sex with a bunch of other girls and I would be fine. It's hard to explain. But I can't.. I just.. Feel horrible. I don't know what's happening.

"Hey Zacattack" Alice runs towards me.

"Hey" I sigh, smiling unenthusiastically.

Alice is great, don't get me wrong. Nice, smart and pretty. But to be honest. I don't know why I even have a girlfriend. I feel like I have to hangout with her because we are dating. But i don't even enjoy hanging out with her. We have nothing in common.

But she's something to keep my mind off Cleo. And like I said, she's nice. Having sex has never been a problem for me, now I can't even do it. I just get Cleo's voice in my head. And I can't stop thinking about her.

"So how are you?" Alice smiles after our small make out session.

"Yeah good. I have to study. Ill text you" I walk into my room.

"Hey bro" Parker smiles. He's my roommate. He is super smart. So when it comes to classes other than basketball, he's really helpful. He's a couple years older than me though.

"Hey man." I fist pump him and lie on my bed. I sigh loudly.

"Girl troubles?" He puts down his pen and pays full attention to me.

"It's Alice.. I like her. But I can't...."

"Can't what?"

" I can't have sex with her" I mumble

"Huh?" He moves closer

"sex. I can't have sex with her"

"Oh.. Why?" He puts his glasses on top of his blonde hair and stares at me with brown eyes.

"I have this ex.." I start.

"Exactly" he chuckles slightly.

"Huh?" I question.

"..and everytime you have sex with someone else, or try to in this case, you can't get her off your mind?"

"Yeah.. Exactly, how did you know?" I say dragging it out.

"Have the same problem. Well.. Had. Renae. Yeah we broke up because she moved to Ireland. We both had the same problem, we wanted to move on.. But we couldn't. It's called love my friend. I'm moving to Ireland next year after I get my degree"

Parker smiles when he talks about her. The same smile I get when I think about Cleo.