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This guy is really pissing me off. He didn't even moving. He just putting his hand in my eyes! I can't see anything!
All I can hear from him is his sobbing, tsk. I'm not the one who made this guy cries, okay?
"I don't have a money.. Phones or anything else.." I started.
"You can kill me if you want.. That's what my love ones wanted so I think this is the time." I smiled bitterly.
"I don't have a family.. Husband either." I laugh. Am I being so mean to myself?
I feel that this guy put his arm near in my ear. I can feel that our face were just inch away 'cause I can feel his breathe.. A familiar smell.
"I have a disease that not is curable anymore.. So you're free to kill me.. Don't bother to get my phones or money, just kill me instead.." There's an ache in my heart that I really want to die. I'm so tired. I think i can't do it anymore. I think anytime I'll give the things up.
"Where's your gun? Knife? Or anything else? Just kill me. I'm so tired of the things I really want to happen but I'm sure that it won't happen anymore.. Taehyung ah.. Do you know him? He's a good singer in Korea. I love him from the start.. till the end but he filed a divorced with me.. Yet we have a baby but he didn't even believe and worst, our baby died.. And it's all my fault." A tear roll down in my face as I can't help it anymore.
I let out a heavy sigh as I smiled bitterly and laugh at the same time. "Really.. Our fate is playing with us, isn't?"
I know this guy is just like a mannequin in this scene. But I don't have any choice but to let out the things that bragging me inside. He don't know me.. Me either so I think there's no big deal that I'll tell him all, right? After all, he's going to kill me atleast he know all the things that's running in my mind.
"You know what.." I started. I play with my fingers. I can't see anything 'cause he's hand were still in my eyes. "You know what.. I'm so tired. Yeah. Everyone knows that. I want to give the things up so My Oppas and Taehyung were already happy. Oh. They're happy now anyways.. While me, here.. suffering with my disease, everyday in the hospital, always fainting and always gasping for air... Alone.. What a beautiful life, isn't?"
I wipe the tears that in my cheeks. I just smile. "I think this is my first smiling again after all the things happened to me. I'm always a poker-faced girl since it 'was' happened so you're great, you make me smile." I laugh.
"Ssshhh.." I heard this guy's voice for the first time. It's quite familiar.
"Who are you?" I asked suddenly. I'm just curious here.
He didn't even let out any word. What a quite and stranger guy is this. Such a mystery guy.
"And.. Do you have a family?" I ask this guy, but unexpectedly he answered..
"Yes.."
"O-oh.. How does it feels? Does it feel great? Does it feel so happy? And does your family makes you happy, isn't?" I ask. I'm just curious. I just want to know how he feels when he's with his family.
Expectedly, I didn't get any answer from him. Hahaha. Why I even expecting an answer from a guy with a mysterious personality and worst I've never met before, maybe?
"I just want to know how does it feels.." I smiled. I playfully slap his biceps and unexpectedly, he grabbed my hand and intertwine it.
I bit my lower lip when his hand were very familiar to me. His breathe. I just shook the things that bragging me inside and ask him again. "So.." I made a small laugh, "How does it feels when you're with your wife and especially with your kids?"
"Uhh.. I'm just curious.. You know.. I haven't even feel to be with our kid 'cause you know, my child died.." I smiled again. I shrug it off and I'm just like talking to someone that I'm close with.
"So.. Huh.. Kill me now, don't worry. My spirit won't go to your dreams.. It's my decision anyways.. Kill me.." I demanded.
"I think I'm the only person who's begging for death. Yeah. I'm begging with it. Any problem with that? That's it. That's the problem, I want to die. No. It's not a problem anyways.. That's all what they wanted for me.."
I laugh but really inside of me. It really hurts. That I want to fell on the floor anytime because of tiredness and hurtful things. Maybe I don't deserve to be alive, anyways. And I think this is the way to the death of mine.
"Kill me.. Please.. Kill me!!" I punch his chest and his body. I'm serious. I want to die. I won't regret it in the end.
He hold my hand tighter as he stopping me from what am I doing towards him. "Just.. please.. please.. I'm being selfless here.. I want them be happy that's why I want to die.. Because If i died, all of them were going to be more happy!" I cried. Really really hard.
My heart is getting tighter and tighter. I gasp for some air. Fck this asthma. I bit my lower lip and gasp for some air.
I can't breathe. I can't breathe..
This guy put away his hand from my eyes finally but unexpectedly, he hug me so tight and caressed my back. He hugs me so tight that I already lose my balance.
"Please.. Don't be like this.. I'm here. We are here.. No one would like to kill you.. No one!" He bursted. He buried his face in my shoulder.
What is this?
Is this a set up?
Am I really dreaming?
Am I in dreamland?
Why is this happening?
It's not Taehyung right?
"I'm here.. Please.. Don't cry anymore.. Please.. I'm here.. It's me.. It's me Yeobo.. Please.." He hugs me tighter and tighter. I can feel his sincerity.
The things were little by little sinking in my mind..
It's not a holdaper. It's Kim Taehyung..
"Don't worry anymore.. I'm here.. Yeobo.."
My eyes were still blurry but I can still see the 6 guys watching us, even if it's a little blurry I can still see them, crying.. "Oppas.."
•••T O B E C O N T I N U E D•••
I'm literally crying while typing this. Seriously TToTT
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