Chapter Fifteen: Submitting to the Devil Part One
Trojan
"Good evening, Master Trojan."
Agad akong sinalubong ni Carlos saka ko binigay sa kanya ang dala kong suitcase.
"Where is she?"
"Nasa taas na po, Master."
My forehead ceased. "Did she eat already?"
"Opo. Nagpatawag po siya ng pagkain sa taas. At ayon po sa mga maid na nagserved sa kanya, inubos niya po ang lahat ng binigay namin sa kanya."
I smile to myself. "That's good to hear. Mabuti naman at hindi na siya nagmamatigas sa akin ngayon."
"Mukha pong nasa good mood si Miss Eila, Master."
I stopped on my pace when I was about to climb the grand staircase.
"She's in good mood?"
"Opo, Sir." Carlos answered. "Matapos niya pong umuwi galing sa opisina niyo, nagpahatid na po siya pabalik dito sa mansyon. Sinabi po niya na dito na lang daw po niya kayo hihintayin."
I just remember, Cassandra send me a visit in the conference room this afternoon to tell me that Eila was in my office.
I want to see her as bad as I want to but that meeting for another business project this quarter took my time.
I want her. But money is more important. How can I give her everything if I don't have enough money for everything?
That's why I refrain myself from going back to my office from that damn meeting to make more time with her tonight.
I know Eila will come to her senses eventually. That my proposal is not as bad as what she think it is. And thanks to that crazy girl Winry for helping me out unconsciously.
"Kailan pa siya nandito sa bahay?" I asked Carlos.
"Kanina pa pong six, master."
I looked at my wrist watch to check the time. Its quarter to eight already.
"I'll give her a visit." I faced Carlos again. "And don't you let any maid walk into our room do you understand, Carlos?"
"Yes, master Trojan."
I loosen my tie as I climb my way up on the second floor of the mansion.
My body is tired. But not tired enough to push Eila a little bit further.
I grinned to myself as I imagined her face in my head.
Eila
"You're still awake."
Nahinto ako sa pagsusuklay ng buhok ko sa tapat ng dresser nang makita ko ang repleksyon ng nakapamulsang si Trojan sa salamin .
Sandali lang akong napatingin doon sa mukha niya saka ko muling binalik ang tingin ko sa salamin at nagpatuloy sa pagsuklay sa buhok ko.
Pinilit kong alisin ang mukha ni Trojan sa utak ko saka ko muling inalala ang huling pagkikita namin ni Ethan kanina.
Hindi ko mapigilang ikumpara 'yung naging pagtugon ni Ethan sa halik ko sa kanya.
Hindi ko alam kung ano bang pumasok sa utak ko at ginawa ko iyon. Never did I imagined na hahalikan ko ang best friend ko matapos kong aminin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko na matagal ko na ring tinago sa dibdib ko.
He may not be my fist kiss, pero alam ko na ang halik na pinagsaluhan namin ni Ethan kanina ay mas espesyal kaysa sa mga mapupusok na halik na binibigay sa akin ni Trojan.
Ethan's kisses were full of respect and gentleness. Na para bang natatakot siya na halikan ako dahil baka ikamatay ko 'yun.
He's kiss is very mandatory. Na para bang ginawa niya lang iyon para matahimik na ako sa pagpapantasya ko sa kanya.
He's kiss is full of respect to the point I shed tears after he leaved the room.
Doon na natapos ang lahat ng pag-asa na meron ako sa puso ko.
Ethan ended my fantasies with a kiss.
It's over. Hanggang doon na lang iyon. Hanggang pagkakaibigan lang talaga ang kaya niyang ibigay sa akin.
And it hurts me. It hurts inside. And my guilt is killing me for being unfair to him.
I let go of something very important. Iniwan ko 'yung kaisa-isang bagay na alam kong nasa akin habang-buhay. And that is our friendship.
Stupid me! Bakit ko ba sinabi sa kanya? Bakit ko ba siya hinalikan? Bakit ba ako nagpaalam sa kanya?
"Seems like you're too pre-occupied to even sense my arms was on your waist."
Nagulat ako nang bigla na lang magsalita si Trojan saka ko nakita sa baywang ko ang sinasabi niyang mga braso niya na nakapulupot doon.
Mabilis akong tumayo saka ko inalis 'yung mga kamay niya sa baywang ko bago ko siya hinarap.
"Ganyan na ba talaga kabastos ang ugali mo huh? Na basta ka na lang nangyayakap ng babae nang walang paalam?"
"Honey, I'm not that type of maniac. I don't just hug a woman for no valid reason." Sagot niya sabay ngisi sa akin.
Damn that evil grin!
"At ano sa tingin mo ang valid reason mo sa biglang pagyakap mo sa akin huh?" Taas-noo at taas-kilay na tanong ko sa kanya.
"You're my woman. I have an obligation to hug you, kiss you or even fck you whenever I want...whenever you want."
Hindi ko maiwasang pamulahan ng mukha doon sa sinabi niya pero mabilis ko ring inalis sa utak ko ang sinabi niya saka tapang-tapangan humarap sa kanya.
"Ano pa bang gusto mo sa akin, Trojan?" Tila nahahapong sabi ko. "Nakuha mo na virginity ko, katinuan ko, binahay mo na ako, you even stalked me with your damn butler! Ginawan mo pa nga ako ng kontrata na hindi ko matandaan kung kailan ko pinirmahan! Ano pa bang gusto mo sa akin huh?"
Humakbang siya palapit sa akin without breaking our eye contract.
Pinilit kong patatagin 'yung tayo ko kahit na kanina pa nanlalambot ang mga tuhod ko sa mga tingin niya.
Bigla akong napasinghap nang bigla na lang hablutin ni Trojan ang baba ko sabay sapilitan niya iyong inangat sa ere.
"I told you already right? I want you whole. I want your everything, Eila." He said with his usual husky but sexy tone.
Marahas kong hinala pabalik ang mukha ko mula sa hawak niya saka mas tumalim ang tingin ko sa kanya.
I hate this person. At mas gugustuhin ko pang mamatay kaysa magustuhan siya!
"I thought you were a good person." Sarkastikong sabi ko sa kanya. "Ngumiti ka sa akin nung una tayong nagkita. Inakala ko noon na isa ka sa mga mababait na tao sa mundo for hiring some stranger like me in your office." Dagdag ko saka siya pinasadahan ng tingin mula ulo hanggang paa.
"Looks can be deceiving nga talaga."
Nagulat ako nang bigla siyang ngumisi sa akin. He gave me that one, c*cky grin.
"You think I'm not good enough?" He questioned. "Eila, if I'm really that bad, I should have fcked you the first time I feel like fcking you."
Nagulat ako at biglang napasigaw nang bigla na lang niya ako itulak doon sa kama na nasa likuran ko.
Hindi pa ako nakakabawi sa pagbagsak nang katawan ko nang bigla na lang siyang pumatong sa akin entrapping my body in between his long legs.
"If I'm really that bad, dapat nung una pa lang ikinama na kita. Na dapat noong una pa lang, pinunit ko na 'yung manipis mong suot sa party doon sa mansyon and fck you in front of many people doon sa party."
"T-Trojan..." Nanginginig ang boses sa takot na sabi ko.
Dahan-dahan niyang binaba ang mukha niya sa mukha ko hanggang sa tumama na sa noo ko ang noo niya leaving our face no more space to breath air.
"If I'm really that bad, I won't take you inside my house, give this luxurious room and even feed you with the most exquisite food in the world. Don't you know how much the food I served to you cost last night and just a while ago? That cost hundreds of thousands of cash, honey. And I bet you'll never have a taste you that kind of food for the rest of your life if you haven't met me."
Binalak kong iiwas ang tingin ko sa kanya pero hindi rin nagtagumpay iyon nang mariing hawakan ni Trojan ang mukha ko gamit ang isang kamay niya para lang ibalik ko ang atensyon ko sa kanya.
"I waited patiently, Eila." He said while wearing those burning eyes. "I waited for you to at least notice me. To take a look in all the efforts I gave to you. Everything. I waited for everything, Eila. But what did I get in returned? Some damsel in distress bickering about how bad I am?"
Lihim akong napalunok nang hilain ni Trojan 'yung mukha ko palapit doon sa mukha niya.
Our lips touched already pero ni hindi man lang nagbago ang emosyon na nakikita ko sa mata niya.
It's an eye full of madness. Of Lustful madness.
"I always have a hard on whenever I see you, honey." He said as his mouth moved over my mouth while he talks. "And fcking you in one night won't even help me to release this immeasurable attraction I have for you."
Mariin kong ipinikit ang mata ko nang idiin ni Trojan 'yung labi niya sa labi ko.
I gasped in horror when he suddenly bite my lower lip then pull it out and give me one painful bite before he let it go.
"I'm attracted to you, Eila." He said under his breath. "So submit yourself to me and be the good girl you used to be."
Marahas niyang binitawan ang mukha sabay ng pagbagsak ng ulo ko sa malambot na kama.
"I want you. And I want you to want me too."
Nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang biglang umalis sa ibabaw ko si Trojan.
Inakala ko na lalabas na siya sa kwarto na ito pero hindi pala.
At nakalimutan ko na kwarto niya rin pala ito.
My eyes opened wide nang bigla na lang ihagis ni Trojan sa kung saan 'yung suot niyang suit kanina saka niya unti-unting inalis 'yung neck tie na suot niya saka niya sunod na tinanggal ang butones ng suot niyang puting polo.
"A-Anong ginagawa mo?" Natatarantang tanong ko.
He smirked at me bago siya sumagot. "I'm seducing you."
Hindi pa ako nakakabawi sa pagkagulat ko sa sinabi niya nang bigla na lang malaglag sa sahig 'yung suot niyang polo saka tumambad sa akin 'yung katawan niya.
Ayokong tumingin sa kanya o sa kahit na anong parte ng katawan niya pero hindi ko magawang i-alis ang tingin ko sa kanya at sa katawan niyang nasa harapan ko.
It feels like his presence is making me still on this bed while watching him unbuckle his belt.
Trojan has a sexy biceps. Hindi iyon gaya nung sa ibang lalaki na nakikita ko sa magazine at TV na sobra na ang laki ng muscle sa katawan. And his chest, just by looking at it feels like it's too dependable and hard.
Bigla akong napalunok nang mapansin ko 'yung mga buhok sa dibdib niya pababa doon sa eight pack abs niya hanggang doon sa garter ng boxer niya.
Then realization hits me when I saw the bulge in between his leg.
"You can touch it if you want. I won't mind."
I feel like every part of my skin is burning red dahil sa nakikita ko ngayon at dahil na rin doon sa sinabi niya.
I suddenly placed my hands to cover my face when I saw his thumb fingers slides on his boxers as he slowly pulls the last piece of clothing he has on his body.
I hear him chuckle na biglang nagpaalis ng mga kamay ko sa mukha ko.
But that was a wrong move.
Dahil sa pag-alis ko ng mga kamay ko na tumatakip sa buong mukha ko, doon naman biglang lumitaw sa harapan ko ang mukha ni Trojan.
And the next thing I knew, his lips were already on my lips and he started kissing me hard making me weak as he help me get up and let my back rest on the head board of his bed.
I am sitting on the bed while he placed his both legs in between my body letting me feel his hard sex pokes my tummy.
I was about to push him hard nang bigla na lang hawakan ng isang kamay niya ang buhok ko saka niya iyon marahas na hinila pababa para sapilitan akong mapatingala sa kanya at para mas lalo pang lumalim 'yung mga halik niya sa akin.
I shout in pain dahil sa ginawa niya pero hindi naging ingay ang sigaw ko nang bigla na lang itulak papasok ni Trojan 'yung dila niya sa loob ng bibig ko making me more weak and delirious sa mga halik niya.
Wala sa loob na bigla akong napakapit sa balikat niya mula sa likuran niya because of the sensation he's giving in my mouth.
His tongue explores inside me teasing my tongue to move in unison with him.
And so I did.
I follow his lead as I embraced his bare back to hold. I feel like I'll be drowning into a deep, black sea if I let go of him.
"Eila."
He moans my name as I feel his other free hand move its way down to my neck, to my shoulder, over my chest, to my stomach, down to my waist and slide his hand inside my white loose shirt.
I feel the warmth of his hands to my skin. His hand is too warm it makes my skin burn in seconds.
I moan on his mouth when his hand reach my left br*ast and start massaging it.
"Trojan!" I screamed when he released my mouth.
My scream wants to stop him but it didn't stop him from making this hard yet sweet massage on my br*ast.
"You still don't want me now?"
I opened my eyes when he asked me that.
He keeps on massaging my br*ast while I keep on moving my head to my side making me more weak under his hands.
"N-No." I dare to even utter the word.
"Aren't you being a spoiled brat here, Miss Delos Santos?"
Bago pa ako makatutol sa sinabi niya, napatili ako nang malakas nang bigla na lang niya punitin 'yung damit na suot ko at kasabay noon ay naalis na rin sa dibdib ko ang bra na suot ko.
"Oh-oh. Another ruined clothes again." He sighed like he really mind tearing my shirt out of my body.
Bago ko pa mayakap ang mga braso ko sa dibdib ko, napasinghap na lang ako nang malakas na bigla na lang bumaba sa dibdib ko 'yung bibig ni Trojan then he started sucking my left br*ast while massaging the other.
I feel like having a high fever now pero hindi pa doon natatapos ang pagpapahirap niya sa akin.
I feel his hand touch my legs in a up and down motion making me feel hotter than I feel a while ago.
I bite my lower lip hard when he suddenly press his hand in between my legs and bite my right crown without a warning.
"You're already wet, honey." He said as he give one, hard pull on my right crown in between his teeth. "Do you want me now?"
Nanghihina kong pinanuod 'yung dalawang daliri ni Trojan which slide up and down on top of my last undergarment as I try to take in as much air as possible because of this unbearable experience.
"N-No." I almost say it in whisper.
"Hmmm. Aren't you being denial to your need now, Eila?"
I suddenly close my eyes and moan when I feel Trojan's fingers slide on the side garter of my underwear and starts massaging my folds.
"How about now?" He asked with a teasing tone. "Do you want me now, Eila?"
Ilang beses kong hinahabol ang hininga ko habang pinapakiramdaman ko ang mga daliri ni Trojan na naglalaro sa pagkababae ko.
Mariin akong napakapit sa sapin ng kama when he slowly tease the hole of my womanhood with his thumb finger while his index and middle finger continue its playful dance on my cl*toris.
"Trojan please!" I beg under my breath.
"Please what honey?"
Bigla kong naidilat ang mata ko nang bigla na lang huminto ang mga daliri ni Trojan sa pagitan ng binti ko.
Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa mukha niya and his eyes still possess that shade of emotion.
The lustful madness.
"M-Move."
"What? I didn't hear you, honey."
I bite my lower lip again as he move his fingers for nanoseconds.
"Trojan ano ba?!" I suddenly cried in front of his face.
"I'm waiting, Eila." He said again and move his fingers for a couple of seconds.
I breathe in and out bago ako umayos ng upo ko sa kama saka ako gumapang palapit sa kanya and put my arms around his neck and suddenly kiss his lips.
"I want you, Trojan. I badly want you." I said after the kiss.
I saw him smirk and I know I already step on another mine bomb.
"Will you follow my rules? Will you submit yourself whole-heartedly to me now?"
Ilang sandali akong napatingin sa mukha niya bago umawang ang bibig ko nang magsimula na namang gumalaw 'yung mga daliri niya sa pagkababae ko.
"Sige na! Sige na!" I moaned in panic. "Sige na! Susunod na ako sa'yo!"
"And you will stop seeing Ethan after this?"
Bigla akong natigilan sa sinabi ni Trojan saka ako napatingin nang derecho sa mata niya.
Ngayon ko lang napansin na berde pala ang kulay ng mata niya. Bagay na bagay sa kulay chestnut niyang buhok and strong square jaw proportion of his face.
"N-Nagseselos ka ba kay Ethan?" I asked with doubt and stupidity.
Bakit naman magseselos si Trojan kay Ethan eh wala naman kaming relasyon hindi ba?
"No." He answered. "But I don't want you to give too much attention to another man aside from me."
Punong-puno na kaseryosohan ang mga mata niya and there's also a hint of warning on those deep, green eyes.
Bago pa ako makapag-isip nang kung ano-ano, I feel Trojan's middle finger slide into my womanhood making me moan in surprise.
"I need answers now, Eila."
Muli akong napakagat sa ibabang labi ko bago ako tumingin ng derecho sa mga mata niya.
"Y-Yes."