-•-SOYUN-•-
"WHAT THE HELL?!!!!" His eyes get narrowed.
He went towards me. He put his arm in the air like he's going to slap me
"OKAY!! SLAP ME!!! GO!! SLAP ME!!!" I shouted in his face.
"YOU'RE GETTING INTO MY NERVES..." He said calmly but with a cold voice.
"WHAT?!! YOU'RE NOT GOING TO HURT ME?!!!" I ask him sarcastically.
That's miracle!
Hell.. He's not going to hurt me? Cool.
That's great! Does he realize that Jaeyeon was just making a fckng fake stories? Does he realize his mistakes?
He walk away and go upstairs. While he's walking away, he massage his temple and went to his room. He slam the door.
I took a deep breathe. This is the beginning? A beginning that were going to fight again?
When he'll be tired? When he'll give up and starts to believe on me?
Because me, I'm so tired. I want to give up but I can't because I love him that much.
Suddenly, he wen outside from his room but his wearing a formal suit. What's with him? He has papers in his hands.
'Where is he going?'
He fix his necktie and he look at me like he's going to say something to me.
How I miss fixing his necktie, his collar even his hair.
How much I missed him.. I want to hug him and say sorry for what have I done even though I didn't do anything..
I want to stop him on wherever is he going.. and I want is to make a deep and personal conversation with him.. I want to clear the things up to him..
I didn't wish a relationship like these.. A relationship that full of hatred and agonies..
As he went in front of me, he bit his lower lip and, "DON'T YOU DARE GO SOMEWHERE ELSE.."
He told me with an authority in his voice. "AND.. DON'T YOU EVER INVITE JUNGKOOK AND SUGA HYUNG IN THIS HOUSE.."
He left me and went to the door and slam it.
God. Is he my boss?
What?
Am I his slave?
My goodness..
Then, suddenly, my phone rings. I get it and then I saw Jimin's name on my screen.
What's with him? Is he going to hurt me and hate me like what Taehyung ah doing to me?
"Hel---"
He didn't let me finish my sentence when he says that make me stunned for a minutes, or should i say in hour..
"HOW DARE YOU?!!! WHY DID YOU HURT JAEYEON?!!!"
He shouted from the other line. I closed my eyes.
God.
What is this again?
Me again? It's not my fault if there's anything happen bad to her! Why they're always blaming me?
"N-no.. N-no J-jim----"
He didn't let me to finish my sentence again when he shouted again.
"YOU DON'T HAVE RIGHTS TO HURT HER!! YOU KNOW WHAT?!! SHE'S SUFFERING RIGHT NOW IN THE HOSPITAL!!!!"
He shouted like I do that.
Wait, what?
Hospital?
"What?!! Hospital?!! I didn't do anything!!!"
I defend myself. God.. What's with her drama again? When will she stops? Because of her stupidity, they were blaming me..
"STOP THAT SOYUN... STOP MAKING FCKNG STORIES.. YOU KNOW WHAT?!! GET LOST!!"
He hung up.
Get lost?
That's what everybody wants?
To get me lost here in this world?
***
"Yunnie ah.. Jaeyeon ssi was in the hospital right now.."
Suga Oppa called me as he giving me a news on what happened to Jaeyeon.
"Yeah.."
I sigh. I'm so done with these issue.. I want to kill myself and die.. That's what they wanted!
"What are you going to do? Taehyung is really so mad.."
It's obvious that on Suga Oppa's voice was worried and scared.
"I.. I.. I don't know..."
I said weakly. I'm getting more weakly and cowardliness..
Little by little, I'm getting weaker. And sooner or later, I'll give up.
"Wait me there.. I'm going over.."
Oppa said, I can feel that he's packing his things but I stop him.
"N-no Oppa.. No.. Taehyung will hurt you.. and me.."
I said, I'm losing hope..
"Y-yunnie ah.."
Oppa said like he's already tired.
"Oppa.. If you're tired you can leave me.. I understand.."
I confessed. I know that Jungkook and Suga oppa was already tired of me. Tired of telling me that I should not give up. Tired of everything!
"N-no.. Yunnie ah.. No.."
It hurts..
I hung up and close my eyes. I'm so tired.. I'm so fckng tired.
***
It's already 7pm when I woke up when I heard a familiar car's noise.
I bet, it's Taehyung ah..
Later on, he went inside with anger and madness on his face.
He's mad again.. I'm sure that he'll hu---
I was taken a back when he walks towards me like he's going to hurt me again. I close my eyes in scaredness of his presence.
He pulled my shirt up. And he look at me madly and badly..
Okaaaay. What should I do? Were going back to fight and shouting again?
"WHAT THE FCK DID YOU DO?!!" He bursted.
I close my eyes and take a deep breathe. I can't speak.. I can't move. and.. I cant breathe..
"TELL ME!!!!!!" he shouted in my face.
"I... I..." I started.. my voice is getting weaker..
"DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!!!!!" He shouted with greeted teeth.. "SHE'S CONFINE IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!"
Uhh..
Me? Hospital?
and..
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
"Wha--"
"I'M SO TIRED.. I'M SO TIRED.." he shook his head while saying those words he released me from gripping my shirt as he shut down on the floor and look at me, it loks like there's a tear will flow down in his eyes anytime.
'I'm so tired too..'
I want to say that but it looks like something was on my throat that's why I can't speak..
"You? When will you stop from hurting her?" He look at me like he's desperate to know my answer.
What is he talking about? What will I stop? I'm not the one who's hurting her! I'm the one who she hurts!!
"She's very important to me.. she's my one and only.." He cried
"Am I unimportant for you?" I asked scaredly.
I regret that why I ask that fckng question! I want to bring back what I've ask.. because I'm scared to know what he's going to answer.
"Yes..."
A tear roll down in my face. I put the back of my palm in my mouth to avoid sobbing and cried hard.
Why?.. What happened?
"Do you... do you... do you still..." I paused for a second to ready myself. "love me?"
He stunned for a minute like his thinking and he look at my eyes.. His lips were shaking..
I'm scared for his answer.. all I can do is to respect his decision and accept it...
But still, I'm hoping that were going back together.. Like the old times we used to be.
Like were going to mall or park.. Having a movie marathon with my oppas..
'Please... say yes...'
"I'm sorry..."