I deleted an entry, not so I could write this entry, because it was horrible! Been thinking about writing this, it is important! If you have made it you this point, consider you yourself lucky, and faithful to God. I am talking about this book (hopefully you read it all, but no one has), that is ok, God will have the people He wants read this.
This book is an example of how God works; I know that I write "I" a lot (my I's are too close together) but this is not about me - I am just a servant or messenger of God. He said that no one on the planet can understand me, and He is proven right. Why? Because He speaks through me, no one can understand God; I still don't.
Do I know everything in the Bible? NO, I just know what He wants me to know. I have been challenged by many on social media about the Bible (don't do that, btw), and God is on my side, so they lose. I will wear you out with Scripture. It is all God, not I.
What we need to learn through Scripture is God's Love. I know that He wants me to share His love, and you also - everyone needs to share God's love! I will tell you a few things that I know, and have been reluctant to do so.
It is not important who I am, so I will not explain - I just do ask God asks. God now speaks to me, and the things He has told me. All this, the three books, has been my educational period - God has been teaching, preparing me for what is to happen. This has been about four years.
In His quizzical, roundabout way (btw, I love how He does things), He told me the date of the Second Coming. He didn't tell me the actual date, but rather led me to it. I now know that it is correct, and I won't tell you, but I know.
This I don't understand, people I have told really don't care. I know what the Bible says, but do you think God won't give the people a final chance, before Jesus comes back? He definitely will; He is a loving, caring, kindhearted, patient God!
People seem to think - we'll see what happens. Kinda like no biggie, what can we do? Maybe search your hearts and ask God what He wants you to do. God said, in His Message, that we "must prepare" and not in man's world, in His World, in the Spirit.
I don't care who you are or how old you are, if you have faith, you should be ecstatic - the Second Coming of your Lord and Savior! And if you know the Bible, you should be a little concerned - the tribulation is coming, first. I think this is a huge part of the preparation God is talking about. No, I am not talking about storing food - God will provide! God also said that you can't prepare for this in man's world.
If you can endure, which basically means to last; can you survive until Jesus the Christ returns? Trust me, I have tried my best to get out of man's world, and it is not easy. This is not something you can do overnight, it takes time. Think about this - no electricity, limited food, better get a life straw for water, and no cell phones, which I am typing on right now.
It goes deeper than that, we need to start thinking and acting in the Spirit. This is so tough, because the carnal mind is a difficult, selfish foe. You must seek God for help.
Ok buddy, practice what you preach. Well, I am in the process of losing my house, sold most of my possessions, the ones people will buy (-: Why? God is sending somewhere to do His Will. Somewhere I know absolutely no one. Am I scared or worried? If I think about it, sure. But I have to have faith, and that is about all I have - funds are scarce. God said people will help me, and I know they will. So why would I be scared? It is the carnal mind, it is a tough one to defeat.
I am being totally honest, as I know God would want me to. I knew this day was approaching (I knew this years ago), and I knew I have to do as He asks. God has provided for me during this difficult time, and He will continue to do so. See, with God, things just happen - He surprises you. The carnal mind wants to know when, where, with whom, etc. and God doesn't operate that way. So, it is really the fleshy carnal mind - bad carnal mind that holds us back. Think in the Spirit and not in the flesh and what did Jesus say, "The Spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak."
God did say someone was going with me, and little did I know He was talking about the Holy Spirit (-: I have felt the Holy Spirit around me, but now He is in me. The Holy Spirit makes me smile and feel happy. I will be ok.
Oh, God said I would have an "opportunity" to get back in man's world, and then, the next day or so, I got the email. It was a principal about a coaching and teaching job. There was a job at the same school the year before, and the Holy Spirit told me to you up there and turn my resume and information in. The principal was there, extremely nice man, and interviewed me on the spot - I didn't have a scheduled interview; I just showed up (last year). Btw, getting an interview without a current application is virtually unheard of nowadays; trust me, I know.
Well, anyway I went in for the interview, and I don't really know how this came up because I didn't ask, but he said he was reviewing current applicants and something told him to look at resumes from the previous year - it was God. The interview went great, and then he called me back to meet with the superintendent; man, was I depressed, this was getting interesting.
Oh, was I thinking about taking the job. I already knew that it would be offered - God told me. Well, He was right, I met again with the principal and superintendent, both extremely nice men and x-coaches. We talked about thirty minutes, and I went home. Then I got the call and they offered me the job, and I had to turn it down. Two great people to work for, a small school that is close to my house, a dream job and I had to turn it down. That was so tough, and would have solved all problems in man's world; they also have district-owned housing.
Why did I interview with the superintendent, and not cancel? Oh, I thought about it, but it was prophecy - I had to be offered the job to turn it down. Whatever God is asking me to do is way more important than a job. There is no choice for me - I have to do God's will.
So the journey is fixing to begin, my chosen path. I will not know if anyone reads this or not, but I think it is important to let people know - God said it is ok, so I'm good. You are probably wanting to know why I won't know if anyone reads this, I almost forgot; God said, before I leave this house, I have destroy my cell phone. You are probably thinking - what an idiot, sell it. I thought about it, God said to destroy it. Doesn't make much sense though, no GPS, yeah, I know, might have to buy a map (-: Hey, I have God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and my Bible. I will be fine.
So when is the Second Coming? It is a few years away; all I am gonna say. It will be here quicker than you think. Remember, the tribulation will come first, and Satan. Don't just sit around and think you will wait it out; seek God harder than you have done, and start right after you read this! And always remember that He loves you, with a love that cannot be measured - tell God you love Him, also!
Note - God, through the Holy Spirit, said when this all first started that I would do something that was important to Him but man wouldn't care. I really can't believe how many people truly don't care about God. I mean give up your life to follow Him, do His Will. Money seems to replace the love for God, and we can't love God and mammon. How true the Bible is; it really is the truth we all seek, whether we know it or not.
I am back from Montana, and it doesn't get any easier. I am writing a book about my trip, FAITHFULLY FOLLOWING GOD'S GUIDING PATH. If nothing else, I will have it documented.
I don't want to spoil it, but something happened in Montana, something that has grounded me for a while. God also said that I was going to lose my life, my flesh-bodied life, of course. I almost did in Montana.
There are still many things that I don't understand, things that aren't meant for me to understand; yet, but I will, eventually. All I know is that God doesn't lie; He can't. So everything He has told me is true, and many things have already come to pass.
He sent me to Montana to further educate me, and teach me obedience, as well as patience. I didn't do as well as I would have liked, but I did endure, with His help.
Was it fun? It wasn't like a vacation, but I enjoyed seeing what God created. It got cold, and I was living in a tent - should have slept in my car more. I kinda understand why I had to go up there, but not really. I won't totally understand until later, and I am talking about 2019.
The time approaches, and there is nothing we can do to stop it. Is it vindication? Maybe, but it does trouble me. I am not looking forward to the tribulation. Many could die before the Second Coming, but people are pretty resilient; especially when it comes to their lives.
The tribulation is coming in 2019, when is a good question. Could I have it wrong? Possibly, but the time doesn't fit, if it doesn't. God, through the Holy Spirit, led me to the date. God has never directly told me a date, so I could be wrong. All I am doing is telling you to be watchful.
I do understand how the prophets felt, prophesying death and destruction. No one wants to hear it, or wants to believe it. I really don't necessarily want to hear it or believe; but that is a moot point, it is from the mouth of God.
God doesn't delight in killing the wicked either. It will happen; it is prophecy. Jesus isn't coming back because we are behaving ourselves - think about it.
So I am in limbo right now, and probably talking to myself more than anything, not really though. My words to everyone - put God first! If you are truly seeking Him - listen! Many think they are talking to God but are doing all the talking; or are you listening to Him?
I feel I needed to add to this entry. I love you all, as God wants me to. Well, the two people that have read this; maybe they will read it again :-) Seriously, if you are reading this, it is because God wants you to do so.
If you doubt me, then get on your knees and ask God, maybe He will tell you. Ask Him if that guy is right, and ask Him what you need to do. There are so many things He will want us to do to prepare for the return of His Son - Jesus the Christ!
Note 2 - I am sitting my car waiting for my phone to charge; I won't tell you where, but it is phase two. I have to write what happened in Montana.
I was getting stressed out, only about one hour worth of sleep; yeah, from Oklahoma to Montana. My mind was racing and thinking a whole plethora of bad things, mainly against myself. Like I was making everything up, etc. I was looking for Flathead Lake - I knew they had dispersed (free) camping.
I had 24 dollars to my name and 3/4 of a tank of gas. Then a horrendous thought raced through my mind - what if when I got there that they didn't have dispersed camping? My mind wasn't very stable at this point in time either. Trust me, that thought led to others.
Then I thought - ask God. So I did, and He said to continue on my path, and a woman would give me money. Here goes my mind again - you know no one in Montana, and who is gonna give you money? I had to stop for this to happen, right? Then I saw it, a sign for four casinos in East Helena, Montana. Where else would a woman give me money?
They were mom and pop places, little casinos. So I went to the first one and it was in a liquor store, so I went to the one across the street in a convenient store. Upon entering, I was, needless to say, disappointed, no bells going off. I didn't think about wasting even a dollar of my 24, so I went and talked to the clerk.
After hearing about my situation, he advised me to check out Canyon Ferry Lake, a huge lake right there with camping all around it. He didn't tell me to go far enough, and I had to go back, this was my last chance. He was extremely polite and gave me new directions.
I was halfway around the lake when I saw a woman that worked for the state; they had a shack and were checking the boats for mussels. I explained my situation and lack of funds and told her I was originally going to Flathead Lake. She called after a man that was in the shack, and then her face lit up, "Goose Bay (one of the camping areas) has dispersed camping." The man came out and agreed with this statement.
The man also told me, because of the wildfires, Flathead Lake didn't have any dispersed camping. I thanked them both, went to Goose Bay, and thanked God as I closed my eyes. Yes, I was so tired that I slept in my cramped car; I was happy to just stop. That woman gave me 14 days of free camping - God provides.