Wake up, we both need to wake up, Maybe if we face up to this, We can make it through this, Closer, maybe we'll be closer, Stronger than we were before - One Direction
*Emon Ricciardi*
Iyesha and I stood at the door of my Mom's place. To much of her complaining, we finally got here. It was tradition that my mother always did a Christmas Eve brunch. Since I was the only relative that lived in the state it would just be Iyesha and I. We both agreed to come together with our family for Christmas. We'd take the boys with us to the park and to take our yearly Christmas photos.
The front door to Mom's place opened up. She smiled stepping out to hug me. " My Baby. " She rubbed my shoulders gripping them firmly. Her eyes trailed over to Iyesha. Her face dropped to a frown. " Emon's wife. " She turned around going back inside. " Come on in. "
" You see what I be talking about? " Iyesha scoffs as I step aside allowing her to enter first.
We both go inside. I close the door behind me. Mom walks towards the kitchen as I follow her. " Mom what did we discuss? "
She turns around. " You didn't expect me to change overnight, did you? "
" No, but I would like you to greet her better than that. For the sake of Christmas, please. " I say, placing my hands together in prayer.
She rolls her eyes and sighs. " Lord, give me strength. " She walks past me making her way back into the living room. " Iyesha I am happy you could join us today. Your shoes look nice. "
" Happy to be here. I really like that color of nail polish you have on. "
Even though they were big still being very petty. I'll take what I could get. " Where are the boys? " I ask.
" Kenny took them with him to the store. I needed some stuff so I figured why not let them get out of the house. "
" Who is Kenny? " Iyesha asks. " I don't want my kids going with someone I don't know. "
" Iyesha... "
" Do your kids live with you? " Mom says.
My neck snaps to Mom. " Mama. "
" He's someone that actually comes around frequently. You should try it. " She smiles.
" Mom stop doing that! Iyesha he's my God-father. He's cool people. Mom just go ahead and finish setting up for us. Iyesha let's go out on the porch. " I pull her toward the door as she yanks away. She opens the door stomping out.
" Now you see first hand how she keeps disrespecting me. You never get her in check. "
" I keep telling you I can not put my mother in check. I can only voice to her how I feel. Both of you two keep giving each other attitude. We are going to eat, chat, and have a good time. "
" All of this because I want to know who my kids are with at all times. "
" Ken is a cool dude. I've known him since I was young before my Dad died. They were best friends. Ken has been around them a bunch. I meant to tell you that. Plus, your mother isn't exactly the nicest to me. "
" My Mother takes jabs not full out disrespects you. "
" Do you get her in check for that though? "
" No. "
" Okay then don't continue to use that term when telling me to talk to my mother. "
" Okay, I just want to remain in the know. " She sighs.
" You will be. " I pull her into me hugging her. " There they are. " I point to Ken's car pulling into the driveway. You could see the boy's little heads poking above the window. They waved and we waved back. I jog down the stairs to meet them. Ken opens his car door and steps out.
" What's going on boy! " He says, pulling me in for a hug. " I haven't seen your behind in a minute. " He pushes me back looking at me. I walk to the back door opening it to get the twins out. " How you been? " He asks.
" I've been good. I'm back on my feet and in the shop. Those niggas broke shit while I wasn't there. " I help Erin out leaning back inside to help Eric. Erin runs up toward the porch meeting Iyesha.
" Your father would be proud of you though. That's why he left the shop to you because he knew you could take care of it. "
I raise Eric out of the car placing him on the ground as he held his chocolate bar in his hand. " Hand it over sir. " I hold out my hand for Eric to give me the chocolate. He turned to the side holding the candy away from me. " You telling me no? " I ask as he nodded. I pop his hand taking the Candy bar from him. He ran over to Iyesha crying.
" Why did you take his candy? " Ken asks.
I shut the car door showing him the back of the candy bar wrapper. " He's allergic to peanuts. "
" Oh... " He smacks himself in the head. " Close save. I'm sorry about that. I couldn't have known. "
" You're good. "
He turns allowing me to walk in front of him. He turns walking with me seeing Iyesha go into the house. " So that's the wife eh? "
" Yeah. " I nod.
" Your Mom called me and told me to hurry about because she was... concerned. "
" Yeah, I calmed her down and told her who you were. She has this paranoia. " We both walk up the porch stairs.
" Introductions are in order. I know your Mom hates her. "
" Go easy on her Ken. She has to deal with so much from Mom. " I open the door as he walks inside. He nods as follow behind him. After shutting the door I walk towards the living room. Iyesha was sitting on the sofa talking to the twins. " Iyesha I want you to meet Kenny. "
" Hi. " She holds out her hand as he takes it. " Nice to meet you. "
" I just wanted you to meet me firsthand. I don't want you thinking I'm some sort of kidnapper or creep around your kids. "
" You understand as a mother I just would like to know. " She says.
" I do. It's not an upset for me miss. Pleasure to meet you. "
" Why did you Pop my baby? " She asks me. I toss the candy bar onto the sofa with her as she looks at it. " Peanuts? "
" Peanuts. "
Mom walks back into the living room looking at all of us. " Did you introduce yourself to Iyesha? We don't want her thinking you're a kidnapper. " She laughs.
" I did. We cleared all of that up. Stop being mean to that girl Wilma. It's Christmas Eve. "
" The food is done. You all come on and eat. "
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" Mama you threw down. That was good as hell. " I sit back rubbing my stomach.
" You've never had good home cooking like mines. " She says.
" Except mines. " Iyesha says. " Toast was a tad bit burnt. "
Mom chuckles. " I could barely stomach those waffles you caught yourself making love. "
" Probably because you can't afford name brand pancake mix. Cheapma. " Iyesha sasses, typing on her phone.
" You two need to cut that out! " Ken says. " We just had a good brunch. Keep the positive vibes flowing."
" Emon why didn't you invite your friend over that came last time? What was his name? "
I knew what she was trying to do. " He has his own plans for today. This is family day. "
" I like him. He's so polite and respectful. Unlike some tramps, you bring around. "
" Jealousy looks so cheap on you Wilma. Maybe it's that shirt or those hoop earrings. "
" Aye... " I say looking at her.
" Might be the cheap hair you have in your head. What was it $2.99 per pack? "
" Wilma leave that damn baby alone! " Ken says.
" Thank You, Ken. Nice to have a man take up for me for once in my life. "
" You should be lucky you have a man at all with the amount of weight you've gained. "
" Are you calling me fat!? " Iyesha raises to her feet.
" I ain't calling you slim heifer. " Mom shouts back.
" God damn it that's enough! Shit! I'm sick of both of y'all being at each other. Mom, please stop doing that Shit for one day! Iyesha go get the kids ready so we can go. "
" I have a call to take. " Iyesha says, standing and walking into the bathroom. Mom storms off into the kitchen.
" I'm sorry son. " Ken says walking behind Mom.
I needed some fresh air before I lost it with these damn two. I walk out to the backyard. I notice I hadn't heard from Tristian damn near all day. If he won't call me I guess I'd have to call him. I pull out my phone dial his number.
" Hey, Daddy. " He answers. I could get used to being called that.
" What's up, Baby. Where you at? " I asked, squatting down on the porch.
" I'm out with my Mom for the day. Last minute shopping. One of my good cousins is coming in town tomorrow, and I have to get him something. What are you up to? "
" I'm out too. I hadn't spoken to you all day and wanted to see what's up. Am I gonna see you tomorrow? "
" Yes, Emon. I don't know what will be open though. "
" I just want to see you. "
" Well, you will. " The phone gets quiet. I pull it away from me making sure that he was still there.
The call was still on so I continued talking. I didn't get an immediate response so I check to see if the call was still on again. " Hello... Hello... Helloooo. "
" Sorry about that. My aunt had called. "
" So you didn't hear anything I just said? "
" No. "
" I said I may be spending the night at my Mom's tonight. Just in case you decided you wanted to come over. "
" Thank you for telling me. "
" Yeah, but I have to go. I'll hit you up later on. Enjoy your day baby boy. " I end the call seeing Iyesha come out of the back door.
" Are you ready? "
" Yes. Let's go. " I stand to my feet following behind her inside.
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We take our Christmas photos and grab a bite to eat. They looked nice but we wouldn't receive the full photosets until after Christmas. I enjoyed being able to make these type of memories with my children. I want them to know they'll always have their mother and father around if anything. Next place we'd go was to the park.
" Stop by the gas station coming up. " Iyesha says. " I'm gonna get them a juice and some snacks. "
I simply not pulling into the next gas station. I park on the side as she gets out of the car. The boys were in the back playing with their Power-ranger toys. They were a spitting image of me and I love it. I turn around spotting the many different people coming out of the building. I look seeing a familiar face going into the store. It was Tristian. I knew he was out but coincidence would have us end up at the same store. I duck down slightly as if he could see me.
I lower my sunvisor making an attempt to hide my face. Iyesha needs to hurry her ass up in this store. After a couple of minutes, I see her walking towards the car. I crank it up as she nears, unlocking the doors for her to get in. I spot Tristian leaving out f the store. I watch to see what car he got into, but I couldn't see him around the corner. That was a close call.
I back out of the parking spot heading out of the gas station toward the park. Any family time is better than no family time. After a nice quiet ride, I arrive to the park. It was going on 6 and the sun would be setting soon. We decided to come later and let them tire themselves out since they would be spending the night at our house. This would actually be the first time they'd be with us both in the same house.
It would also be the first time Iyesha has been back home. I haven't really asked her where she's been because I didn't care. My happiness was going elsewhere these days. We get out of the car taking the boys out as well. The minute the spotted the swings and slides they took off.
" Be careful! " Iyesha shouted running behind them. I will say her ass looked voluptuous in those shorts. I jog over sitting on the bench while they played in our eyesight. She came over taking a seat next to me. " How have you been Emon? "
" I've been good. Considering I found out you cheated on me. "
" I really am sorry. You deserved better. No matter what we still have two boys we have to look out for. I do want us to work on our issues. I have to gain your trust back. I'm ready to come back home. "
Her hand rested on top of mines. I looked at her face trying to gauge and see was she being sincere. " I don't know. You chose to leave. I didn't kick you out. It was more than enough room in our house for you to be in. I guess I'm just wondering where you been sleeping for a month and a half. "
" My mom's place. I didn't want to have to deal with the look of judgment on your face daily. Then, you got into the accident. It was too much. "
" Even then you weren't there to take care of me Iyesha. I needed you then too! Forgive me if I'm not so open to the idea just yet. Let me marinate on that. "
" Okay. " She nods.
" For now can we just put the bullshit aside on this holiday for our kids? "
" I would like that. " She smiles. " Come on they want to play tag. " She jogs over to them. I get up from the bench to join her.
*Christmas Day*
I woke up feeling pressure on my arm. Iyesha's body was shaped into my mines as we were curled up together. She was sleeping peacefully. Her hair smelt nice. I ran my hands through it slowly as to not wake her. She shifted slightly. Her ass twirled back on me. I could feel my erection rubbing against her. I wanted to do like the good ole days and pull her panties down sliding into her while she was sleeping.
Unfortunately, the boys ran into our room before I had the chance to even attempt. I will say I missed her body next to mine in this bed. The jump onto our bed in between us.
" Paw-Paw Santa Clause came! " Eric says. " Get up! We want to open our toys. "
Iyesha rolled over checking the time. " How Y'all know those are for Y'all? They might be for Mommy. " She smiles.
Iyesha and I spent all last night putting the gifts under the tree. It was so full under it. I really hated to get them a lot of toys because they will play with them for one day then move on. They're kids so why not spoil them if I can afford to do so. They tug on us trying to pull us out of bed. I slide on my pajama pants tucking my hard on in the waistband of my underwear. I pull my shirt over it so it wasn't noticeable to my kids. What can I say, I'm young and I still like sex.
We each hold one of them as we walk down the stairs they both had entirely too much energy for me. It was 11AM and I still felt like that was too early. Once we reach the living room they rush to their gifts. I pull out my camera recording them as Iyesha sat near the tree. She handed them their gifts so they wouldn't open each other's. It put joy in my heart to watch them be so happy.
(Our Christmas 2017 don't drag out Tree too hard 😂 I just needed visual representation.)
" Paw Paw this Yours. " Erin says, handing me a box. I put down the camera.
" For me? " I say shocked. " From Daddy's boys? " I say, smiling. I open the gift seeing a shirt with both of them on it. I absolutely loved it.
" You like Paw Paw? " Eric asks.
" I love! Thank you so much! I'll never get it dirty. "
" Come on Y'all finish opening your gifts. " Iyesha calls out as they run back to her. They continue ripping through the wrapping paper as I sit and watch.
" Mommy this is for you! " Erin says, giving Iyesha a box.
She took it from him, opening it up. She ripped it open smiling as she pulled out a pair of Red Bottoms she'd been begging for. I knew that was a pretty pricey thing to buy her after all she'd done to me, but I did it out of good faith. " Thanks, Emon. " She smiled.
" No problem. "
" Eric give this to Daddy. " She leaned over pulling a small rectangular box from under the tree. He took it from her walking over to me. I watched with interest wondering what it could be. I really wasn't expecting much of a gift from her.
I take the box from him looking at her. Her face wasn't lit up with excitement. It more so a look of contentment. She bit her bottom lip as I shook it up. " What is it? " I ask.
" Open it. " She urges.
I pull the little bow apart tossing it aside. I pull the top of the box off slowly seeing a pregnancy test laying face down. I look up at her. My hands start to sweat as I turned it overseeing the words Pregnant showing across the little screen.
" Merry Christmas Emon. " She says.
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" We will talk more when I get back. " Iyesha says, opening the front door. Both of the twins were beside her as she made her exit.
" That's cool. " I reply. I was still in shock, to be honest. I was trying to piece together how or when could this have happened. More so at the fact the I was just blindsided. I didn't suspect she was pregnant even though my mother made countless references to her looking chunkier than usual. Even though a baby is something celebrate the condition in which this baby has come out about isn't anything joyous.
She decided to take the kids over to her mother's house to get their gifts from there. I think it was best that I had time to process this on my own. I had to get dressed to go see Tristian. We'd already agreed to hang out today, and that was something I wanted to uphold.
I go get dressed so I could be out. I lock up the house and head for the car. I start it up heading for Tristian's house. I would love to wake up to a White Christmas but it has never snowed on Christmas in all of my years of living. It's a short ride to Tristian's house. I arrive shortly parking in front of his mailbox. I pull out my phone to text him.
Me:: I'm outside.
After I send the text off. I just start to play around with different apps on my phone. I turn off the car because he was taking a long time. My phone goes off with a text notification.
TrisDaHomie:: Coming outside now.
I unlock the doors once I see him coming down the stairs. Fuck, he looked so damn good. He had his hair down for the first time since I've met him. I don't understand why he doesn't wear it like that more often. He opens the door getting inside. He turns putting his seatbelt on. I stare at him as he did so.
" What? " He asks, smiling.
" You get in the car without giving me a kiss first. " I pout.
" I'm sorry. " He leans over kissing me. The kiss becomes more intimate as his hand lands on my lap. " You know what... How about we skip the formalities and get to dessert. "
I lick my lips sitting back. " What do you have in mind? "
" Drive. Don't ask questions. Just follow my lead. "
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" Pull into the parking lot. Go on the side of that building. " He directs.
" I'm still kind of confused as to why you made me drive all the way here. " I say parking where he told me to. He hooked his phone up to the aux. a song started to play that was very mellow. " Who is this? " I ask.
" H.E.R "
" What's her name? "
" Her name is H.E.R " He unlatches his seatbelt. " The song is Every Kind Of Way. "
" That's weird. " I laugh.
" Shut up and kiss me. "
He pulls my head forward planting a soft kiss on my lips. I kiss him back Sharing in the moment. His hand falls onto my lap rubbing over my dick. Slowly, my erection started to grow. His hand trails up my shirt as I sat back. He licked his lips leaning over and sucking on my neck. " Don't leave a hickey. " I say as he stops.
He shifts his body in the seat. He raised my shit sucking on my nipple. The moisture of his tongue just felt so good. He slides a hand inside my jeans after I unbutton them for him. The way his hand slides down into my jeans disappearing at the base of my dick. My hips slightly gyrate at the warmth of his palm massaging my dick. He's told me countless times he loves that I grew out my pubic hairs. I'll admit I love having his hands run through them.
He held my jeans pulling out my dick. I raise my hips up pulling down my jeans slightly. He stroked my shaft as I moaned lowly.
" You precumming. " He says.
He lowered down licking my tip. I hiss at the sudden moisture. I went to bliss when he began sucking on me. His mouth wrapped around my dick perfectly. His hair was all over his face and I couldn't see his work. I place my hands on his hair pulling it up into a ponytail. I hold on to it guiding his head. He couldn't go down on the base but made up for the half he was missing with his hand.
" You like that shit Nigga? " He asks slapping my meat on his face.
" Mhm. Put yo mouth back on it. " I say as he does so. He was massaging my balls as he did so. Occasionally, he'd pull off and lick on those too. This shit was too bomb. He stopped sucking pulling off his jeans.
" Lean your seat back. " He commanded.
" What you about to do? " I ask, doing so. He moved over to the driver's seat. " Wait... You about to let me fuck right here? What if somebody pulls up over here? " I stop him.
" You scared? I thought you could keep up. " He giggles.
" I can but I've never had sex in public before. " He didn't say anything else. His lips met mines as I felt his hand apply something cold and wet onto him and me. The song changed and at this point, the windows began to fog. I raised my hand rolling all four of them down slightly as to not leave a smell.
" You got condoms? " He asks.
" Nah, my pull out game strong tho. " I reply.
" You been tested? "
Now would be the wrong time to be asking about possible diseases. " Yeah. I'm negative for everything. Slide that dick in you nigga. "
He lowers himself down. My tip gyrated around his hole. I could feel him working me inside of him. The warmth of him gripping me send chills through me as he slid down. His face cradled my neck once it was fully inside. " Damn He was tight. "
" Go slow. "
I place each hand on each cheek. Slowly I started to move him in an upwards motion. He returns the motion by going downwards. He was gripping me each time he went up. After about 5 minutes if this I stop because I could see headlights heading in our direction. " Hol' up. " I stop him raising my head and looking around.
" Don't worry about nobody else but me. Keep your focus on me Emon. " He pushes me back down on the seat placing his forehead on mines. He kept his eyes open staring into mines and I continued bouncing him slowly. " Faster. " He said and without hesitation, I started bouncing him quicker than before.
" Like this nigga? " I said. His booty bounced back with each thrust. He moaned out as he continued to stare into my eyes.
"It feels so good baby. " He moaned, lowly.
My thrusts began to match his. This was my first time doing anal with anyone so it was a new kind of feeling for me. " How that dick feel in you? " I whisper.
" So good. It's amazing. Shit. "
I remove my hands from his butt wrapping them around his waist. I sit upwards as he twirled that ass on my lap. " Ride it, baby. Move and back and forth with it. "
" Yes, Daddy. " He did as I told him too.
" I'm about to nut. Where you want me to buy at nigga? " I laid back pinching his nipples under his shirt.
" Cum in me baby. I want you to cum in me. " His head was thrown back.
" You sure Baby? Let me know. It's coming. "
" Cum in me. I want you to cum in me. Cum in me Emon. "
" Here I go Tristian. " I groan clenching my eyes tightly. I felt my dick twitching. I couldn't control my breath as I did so. His hand just roamed my body as on top of me with me still inside of him. He began to start stroking himself off. I lean up licking his stomach and nipples encouraging him to get that nut.
Eventually, he did so and collapse on top of me in his own sticky mess. This really took my mind off of Iyesha and the pregnancy bomb she dropped on me. Each time I was with Tristian he always distracted me from my own reality. I was grateful for that.
" Merry Christmas Emon. "
" Merry Christmas Tristian. " I said hugging him tightly.
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A/N: This is the last draft I was sitting on. I am in the process of moving so I haven't been typing. I just get tired of staring at the same draft. Excuse spell errors. Please help me in Editing by putting a (*) and correct and misspelled word. Word Count: 4471