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Jimins pov
I count sheeps as I try to fall asleep in this cold velvet bedsheets, the only way I could fall asleep is being in yasmines arms. I feel safe a secure , but I have to forget about her she deserves a better life. All I cause is trouble and pain for her. I wonder if I would've told her about my rehab center .
Would she have act different? Or would she still disowned me?
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Yasmines pov
I stare at the celling as my eyes are now puffy and red . I can't sleep unless I'm holding my Mochi or he's holding me that was the only way I could fall asleep and now he's not here because I said some stupid things that I didn't mean . What I meant was 'I love you park Jimin and seeing you hurt , hurts me' . Great way to fuck that up. I wonder if he would've told how would I react?
Run from it or help him?
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My little brother starts screaming as he wakes me up and in honesty I don't want to wake up or go to school. Walking through the halls won't be the same without my Mochi. I miss those good morning texts I miss those goodnight texts. I just miss him in general but I pushed him away maybe I should think before I say things . But it's too late.
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I arrive at school and I walk up to jungkook , he then embraces me in a hug and puts his chin on my head , it feels nice actually.
"Anything on Jimin?" I say in his chest , he then pulls away and looks down at me
"No not yet , but I'm not stopping either, I went by his stepdad house to see if he had anything to do with it but he's clean"
I chuckle "you were about to fight him huh?"
"Fuck yea" he says while folding his arms across his chest
"Jeon jungkook, you're crazy"
"Yes I am" he says as he wraps his arm over my shoulder , he starts walking me to my class as he does I get a wave of sadness because Mochi would hold my hand while walking showing everyone that he's mine and I'm his.
"Aye!" Jungkook yells at me , I jump then punch him in the arm all he does is look at my with the straightest face , I see what Ariella means about no winning with him he's strong as fuck it probably felt like a feather to him.
"What you bitch?" I reply
"Don't beat yourself okay we will find him okay?" Jungkook says while holding my forearm
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Jimin pov
I roll out of bed then get up and head to my bathroom I turn on the shower then I strip and get in I let the water pour over my whole body as I just stand there and let my mind go blank.
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Flashback jimin pov
"Mochi! Can we ride that?" She says while grabbing my hand
"You sure?, this ride looks really high" I say while squeezing her hand
"Awe I forgot you're afraid of heights, my baby, let's go on something else" she says while walking away I pull her back and she crashes into my chest and I kiss her softly
"I'll go on it, if I'm with you I'll be okay and all my fears are gone" I say while looking down at her
"You sure?"
"Positive, I love you Yasmine"
"I love you more park Jimin"
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Another flashback jimin pov
As my eye adjust to the brightness from the sunlight I feel someone jump on my waist by the wet kisses planted on my cheeks and my neck i know it's yasmine I smile then look up at her I place my hand on her waist and caress it softly.
"Good morning mochi, how'd you sleep?"
"Beautiful with you next to me" I say with a smile upon my face
"You're a butt" she says while trying to punch me in the chest I grab her wrist then I flip her over so she's on her back I start kissing her all over her face, she starts to cutely giggle and struggles to push me off her
"Get off!" She says while laughing
"No! , never I love you too much!"
"I love you more jimin ! Stop!" I stop kissing her then I look in her eyes and raise one of my eyebrows up at her, she opens her eyes a little wide then grabs on my forearm softly
"What? Did I say something bad?" She says while caressing my arm softly
"No I just want you to say it again" I lick my lips then bite my lower lip
"I love you more jimin" she says as she giggles
"You better" I start planting soft kisses on her lips
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I shake my head then I actually clean myself I wash my hair then after a couple of minutes I hop out the shower, I towel dry my hair then I decided to head out and get some fresh air , the point of me leaving was to free my mind and see if I'm ready to go back home. But I keep moping about her , when she deserves better. It's been two weeks since I left I'm pretty sure she's gave up on me. I'm not worth. I walk out the hotel then walk to a Starbucks because I need a breakfast before I do anything and I haven't bought groceries either . I walk into Starbucks and the strong smell of coffee beans hits my nose. I haven't been in Starbucks since yasmine and I 's third date when she was so nervous she stuttered when trying to order then she wasted whip cream all over her face.
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After I order my food they call my name to pick up and me and another person grab the drink at the same time I pull back then look at the person as I'm staring at the person it's someone I'd least expect to see.
"Oh I'm sorry you can take it , I'll wait" I say while clearing my throat
"Jimin? Is that you?" She says in a soft voice
"Yep it's me, who else would I be?" I say with a nervous chuckle
"I haven't seen in you in a while" she says with a smile , the cashier then calls her name to get her coffee and her treats to go with it. "Do you mind if we catch up?" She asks
"No i don't mind , lead the way" I say while standing behind her.
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"Right now I'm trying to be a model, I've finally found out what I love, modeling and photography, my dad doesn't approve it though " she says while drinking her coffee
"Why not?" I reply
"Because he thinks they don't make money and he also believes all models date other people and they get hooked on drugs" she says while taking a bite of her cake pop
"Well your life hasn't changed much, your dad is still an asshole how about your mom?" I say while looking at her
"Hm she got a divorce with my dad, but she's happy she found someone else and my dad moved out as well , my brother is getting married this weekend, enough about me how about you?"
"Well me right now my life is kinda off the edge it's a big ass tornado right now" I say while bawling up my trash
"So you running away from it?, or are you on break like spring break?"
"Running, I wish it was spring break"
"It's right around the corner , but whatever you're running from I know you can tackle it because park jimin you're amazing and strong you may think you're weak and worthless but you are so much more than that" before I get to say anything her phone rings and she tells me to wait for a second
"Yes baby?, I'm at Starbucks catching up with an old friend , yeah I'll come to the party at what time?, okay baby I'll go I love you more bye " she hangs up the phone then puts it down on the table
"I see you're dating someone are you happy?" I say while playing with my rings
"I'm so happy, after you I thought I would focus on my life and what I wanna do after high school , then he just came along . I also like dance if you still want to be a singer I can be you dance teacher if you want hit me up" she says while clicking her tongue
"You still have big dreams don't you Audrey" i smile slightly
"Yes, I haven't changed at all hey could we exchange numbers? I'd love to stay in touch with you" she says with a smile
"Oh yeah um sure" I hand her my phone then she hands me hers I put my number in then she stands up and smiles
"Well until we meet again park Jimin , do you still attend the same school?"
"Yeah I'm just staying at those hotels until I can clear my mind ya now?"
"Yea well take care Jimin don't do anything crazy"
"I promise I won't"
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Yasmines pov
As I'm walking to the office I see a girl standing there panicking
"Theirs a kid skipping school how could you not know about it? Of course you're in it for the money of a kid just disappeared for two weeks?! Is that not suspicious?" She yells
"Ma'am you don't go to this campus so how would you know this? And who is the person?" The person says
"I just ran into him an hour ago , his names park Jimin" she says while clenching her fist, I run up to her and I grab her wrist she looks at me and stands back a little
"You know where park Jimin is?" I say softly
"Yea? Why?" She says while smiling slightly
"He's my boyfriend and he's gone missing I've been trying to hard to find him and I miss him dearly" I say while holding back my tears
"Oh shit I will take you to him I know where he is, I'm taking this young lady out write her down for a release and she won't be back thank you" she starts walking and I rush behind her while holding back my tears , she unlocks the door then I slide in the passenger seat .
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After 20 minutes of driving we make it to some semi fancy hotels , she parks perfectly then turns off the car.
"It's hotel number 14 on the 3rd level okay?, do you need a ride back or you'll take an uber?"
" I think I'll walk around with him for a little bit then I'll call and uber thank you so much"
"No problem anything to help"
I get out the car then run up to the hotel room I then go up the elevator to the third floor I walk up to room 14 and knock on the door I wait a few seconds then the door swings open.
After the door opens he looks at me with a shocked face "Yasmine?" He says softly
"Jimin?" I say as my voice cracks
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Authors note:
Cliff hanger ! How y'all feel? lol I love you guys don't attack me , but here's chapter 35 I hope you guys enjoy it and I'll see y'all in the next one bye.
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