Harry: You sat down on the couch with tears streaming down your face. Today was you two year anniversary with Harry and he still wasn't home. The day before he promise that after he was done at the studio he would come home and you guys would spend the night in. You cooked his favorite food, bought a new dress, did you hair and makeup an even bought a new piece of lingerie for him to see after dinner was over. But here it was eleven forty five and he still wasn't home. Dinner was still on the table cold, your hair was a mess and your makeup was running down your face. You began to wonder if your relationship meant as much to him as it did to you. This was the fourth time this week he didn't come home when he said he would. You laid down on the couch and just let the tears fall freely. You turned on the TV and just put on a random show. You grabbed the blanket that was draped over the back of the couch and wrapped yourself in it. You don't know how long you cried but you slowly drifted off to sleep. You opened your eyes when you heard the door open. You looked over at the clock and it read 2:48. You rolled your eyes and closed them to make it look like you were sleeping. You heard his foot steps against the carpet and then on the tile in the kitchen.
'Jesus Christ' You heard him scream. 'Can't she just fucking clean when she's done?'
Hearing that you got up off the couch and headed into the kitchen. You began to clean off the table tears still streaming down your face. Harry didn't say anything to you as he got a bottle of water out of the fridge. You walked back into the living room and got his anniversary present off the table. It was wrapped in black and white paper and earlier you were so proud of your wrapping job. You walked back into the kitchen and placed it on the counter next to where he was standing.
'What is this?' He asked and you could tell he was annoyed.
'Happy Anniversary Harry.' You whispered not looking at him. 'It's not much but I thought you would like it.'
He didn't say anything as he looked down at the gift. You could tell by the look on his face he was upset. The only thing you didn't know is if he was mad at himself or at you.
'Baby....' He whispered.
'It's fine Harry.' You shrugged. 'Anniversaries are stupid anyways.'
'I'm.' He began but you cut him off.
'Please don't tell me you're sorry.' You began the tears falling again. 'I know it's just bullshit anyways.'
He didn't say anything just put his head down. As you began to throw the food you made away, you took a shot and began to speak, 'Harry do you even love me anymore?'
'What?' He asked his eyes huge.
'Do you even love me anymore?' You asked turning around to look at him.
'Of course I do.' He said now his eyes filling with tears. 'Why would you ask that?'
'When was the last time you came home when you said you would?' You asked. 'Today was our two year anniversary Harry. Two years. And when you got home did you kiss me? No you started screaming about how I don't clean when I'm done. I didn't clean because I wanted you to see the dinner I made for you which you weren't here for even though you promised me you would be. And now you tell me why I asked if you even loved me anymore.'
By the time you were done, you were crying so hard you couldn't even stand up anymore. You dropped to your knees covering your face with your hands. Harry walked over to you and sat down next to you. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his lap. You buried your face against his chest and just cried.
'If you're not happy with me.' You began. 'Please just tell me. I'll let you go if you want.'
'I am happy with you.' He began his heart breaking at your words. 'I've been such a jerk lately. I'm so sorry my beautiful girl. I've been so stressed with work and I know that's not a good enough excuse but it's the truth. I can't hit my notes lately and they've been on my case about every single little thing. And when I come home you're the first person I see and I guess I just didn't want to flip out on you so I stayed away. But by doing so, I made you think that I didn't love you and that's the last thing I wanted to do. I'm so sorry.'
You looked up at him and your heart broke. Actually looking at him you could see the dark circles under his eyes.
'But that's what I'm here for.' You began wiping his tears away. 'When you're having a bad day you can come home and vent to me. You've dealt with enough of my bad days. I love you Harry. I love you with all my heart and if you're having a bad day and yell at me, it's okay. Just please don't shut me out.'
'I'm sorry.' He whispered into your shoulder. 'I'll make it up to you, I promise. I'll call in sick tomorrow and we can spend the whole day together. I'll make you breakfast and I'll treat you like the princess you are.'
You couldn't help the smile that curved your lips.
'That sounds nice.' You nodded blushing.
'There's the smile I love so much.' He smiled tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. 'I love you so much beautiful girl. And I'm so sorry I made you doubt that.'
'I love you too Harry.' You whispered pressing your lips to his for a kiss. 'Come on. Let's go to bed. You look so tired.'
'I'm exhausted.' He began with a smirk. 'Plus I need all my energy to make it up to you tomorrow.'
Liam: You just got a new position at your job which meant more pay. But that also meant more responsibility, later hours and a lot more work. When you got the position Liam was still on tour and you didn't get a chance to tell him because every time you guys talked he would tell you all about tour and not let you get a word in edge wise. So now he was home and and all he wanted to do was hang out with you, but you had no time with the new position. And as you got ready for work that morning it all came to a head.
'Baby stay in bed with me.' He whined when you got out of it.
'I can't Liam.' You laughed. 'I have to go to work.'
'Can't you just call out?' He asked begging. 'Just for today? Please?'
'I wish I could.' You began doing your hair. 'But I have so much stuff to get done before the day is done. Just think tomorrow is Saturday and I have a long weekend this weekend and I promise, I'll stay in bed with you all weekend long.'
'Whatever.' He huffed turning over away from you.
'I'm sorry Liam.' You sighed walking over and sitting next to him. 'How about tonight we order pizza when I get home and we can watch movies yeah?'
'Can we watch Toy Story?' He asked his voice sounding hopeful.
'We can watch anything you want.' You smiled as he turned to look at you.
The smile that curved his lips warmed your heart. You kissed his forehead and said, 'But I have to finish getting ready.'
'I love you Y/n.' Liam smiled.
'I love you too.' You smiled back.
Thirty minutes later you walked back over the bed to say goodbye. A smile curved your lips when you realized he was sound asleep once again. You bent down a placed a kiss on his cheek and said, 'I'll see you later Liam. I love you.'
With that you left to go to work.
14 hours later.
You sighed as you walked into the house. You placed your brief case on the floor and kicked your heels off. You had such a bad headache from work you could cry. You heard footsteps on the stairs and turned to see Liam coming straight for you. You thought you were going to get a hug but the look on his face proved you wrong.
'Where have you been?' He asked raising his voice.
'Work.' You whispered shrugging your jacket off.
'You left at 7 this morning.' He yelled. 'It's now 8:45. Don't you dare tell me you've been there all day.'
'Liam please don't yell.' You whispered. 'I have a wicked bad headache. And yes I have been there all day.'
'I'll yell if I wanna yell.' He screamed. 'You would be too if the shoe was on the other foot.'
'What are you trying to say?' You asked getting pissed.
'Do you even love me anymore?' He asked his face red.
'Are you kidding me?' You asked hurt.
'I don't know what to think.' He yelled. 'Ever since I've been back I haven't seen you for a full day yet. You're always working. You never worked this much before I left. So either you're lying to me or you have someone else on the side. Tell me which one it is now.'
You looked at him and you felt horrible. He had tears streaming down his face and you hated the fact that it was because of you.
'I swear on our whole relationship that I was at work.' You whispered.
'Now you're even gonna stoop that low?' He asked still screaming.
'I mean it.' You began biting you lip. 'Do you remember how before you left I told you there was going to be an new position opening up at my job? You know the one with higher pay, more hours and more work?'
'I remember.' He said still red in the face.
'Well when you were gone I applied for that position.' You began watching him closely. 'And I got it. So now no matter what time I go in, I can't leave until all my work is done. I would never ignore you or make you feel unloved on purpose. I'm so sorry you felt that way Liam. My paid time off hasn't started yet but when I go into work on Tuesday I'll ask for a week off, I promise I will.'
By the time you were done talking you we're hysterical. His face softened and he wrapped you in a hug.
'Baby that's amazing.' He smiled. 'I'm so proud of you. Why didn't you tell me sooner?'
'Cause every time we talked you were just so excited about everything going on with tour I didn't want to say anything.' You began biting your lip.
'I'm sorry baby girl.' He whispered kissing your forehead. 'I should have known something was up. And I should have never asked if you love me anymore.'
'I promise I'll take the week off.' You whispered holding onto him tightly.
'You don't have to.' He began feeling guilty. 'When your paid vacation starts you can take a week off and we will go somewhere just me and you. How does that sound?'
'Amazing.' You nodded looking up at him. 'I have missed you Li. So much. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.'
'It's okay.' He smiled kissing your forehead. 'How about you go take a shower and I'll order the pizza. Then we can watch whatever you want.'
'I told you we could watch Toy Story.' You laughed.
'I don't care what we watch.' He smiled down at you. 'As long as I get my girlfriend all to myself for the whole weekend, that's all I want.'
'And you'll have me.' You smiled kissing him softly.
Louis: You stopped writing when you heard your phone ring. You got up from your chair and walked over to where your phone was charging. You smiled when you saw Louis face appear on your screen. You pressed accept and said, 'Hello?'
'Hey pretty girl.' He said in a sexy voice. 'How's working on the new piece going?'
'I'm pretty much done.' You smiled.
'That's awesome.' He giggled. 'The boys and I are going out to the new club that just opened up down town. Do you want to come?'
'Of course I do.' You said.
'Perfect.' He said sounding excited. 'I'll pick you up in about an hour.'
'Sounds good.' You smiled. 'Love you.'
'Love you too babe.' Louis said blowing you a kiss.
With that you both hung up and you decided to take a shower. You close and put away your laptop and headed upstairs. Once up there you went into your closet and pulled out your brand new dress. You were always a curvy girl growing up but lately you've been doing a bit more exercise to lose a couple pounds. Nothing too over the top, you're just trying to be healthier. You noticed a difference in your clothes so yesterday you went shopping a bought a new dress. It was perfect. It showed off your new figure and you couldn't wait for Louis to see your progress. Plus you were really hoping to get laid tonight. You and Louis hadn't had sex in about three weeks and you were going insane. So you hoped this new dress would do the trick. After you had it and your shoes picked out, you headed into the bathroom. You took a quick shower, making sure all the right areas were nice and smooth. Once you were done you got out and dried off. You put lotion on your legs to make them shiny and smooth to the touch. When done with that you grabbed Louis' favorite pair of underwear and slipped them over your hips. You slid you dress over your head and smiled when you looked at yourself in the mirror. You looked hot and for the first time in your life, you knew it. You walked back into the bathroom and did you hair and makeup. Usually you went for a more natural look but tonight you were feeling a bit daring so you did a smokey eye and wore dark red lipstick. Once you were all finished you slipped your heels on and checked out the final product. Just as you were turning around you heard a gasp from the doorway.
'Y/n.' Louis spoke. 'You look amazing.'
'Thank you.' You blushed.
He walked over to you and kissed you hard. You panted with need and when he pulled away he winked at you almost knowing.
'Come on babe.' He whispered. 'The boys are waiting.'
You nodded and you both headed out to the car. Once inside the limo the boys had rented everybody started to hoot and holler. The ride there was full of laughter and good times. Once at the club Louis held you close and the workers took you to the VIP room. The drinks were flowing and everybody was dancing. You were having a good time when you felt someone press up against you. You felt his hands on your hips and you his breath on your neck. You grind against and he whispered, 'You look so hot tonight.'
'Let's go home Louis.' You moaned.
'But we just got here.' He whined.
'Please.' You whimpered. 'Take me home Lou.'
'Not now Y/n.' He snapped. 'For fucks sake.'
You were taken back by his words and it stung. He hadn't even mention your weight loss. You pushed his hands off you and walked away. You went to the table and grabbed your purse.
'Where are you going Y/n?' Harry asked.
'I'm going home.' You began tears filling your eyes.
'Are you okay?' Danielle asked.
'Yeah just tired.' You nodded wiping your eyes. 'I'll see you guys tomorrow or something.'
With that you headed outside to grab a cab. As you waited you let the years fall freely. You couldn't believe he didn't want you. After all your hard work. You were devastated. Just as a cab pulled up you felt a hand on your arm. Louis spun you around and spoke up saying, 'What is your problem?'
'I just wanna go home.' You cried.
'Why?' He asked annoyed. 'What's the big deal?'
You pulled him aside, to the side of the building and began to speak.
'Are you fucking kidding me right now?' You asked pissed. 'I bought a new dress, I've been working my ass off to shed a few pounds and you don't even notice. Louis when was the last time we had sex?'
'We had sex like last week.' He said rolling his eyes.
'Really?' You questioned. 'Try three weeks. Three fucking weeks Louis. I'm going crazy. Do you even love me anymore?'
'Come on it hasn't been three weeks.' Louis began watching you.
Tears slipped down your cheeks as you nodded.
'Yes it has been.' You whispered. 'You make me feel like you don't want me anymore.'
'That's not true.' He whispered seeing how upset you really were.
'Well that's how I feel.' You yelled.
'Baby.' He began. 'You're so sexy. I have no excuse for the way I've been acting but I'm so sorry I've been neglecting your needs. And please never think that I don't love you. I love you with all my heart and I will always want your sexy ass. And by the way, I have noticed how your clothes have been fitting you different. I just didn't want to say anything because I know you don't like people making a big deal out of things. I'm so proud of you. You look so amazing.'
By the time he was done talking your face was a deep red.
'Thank you Lou.' You whispered.
'Now come on' He whispered in your ear. 'Let's get you home and when we get there, I'm going to worship your sexy body with my tongue.'
You grabbed him by the hand and he laughed as you pulled him towards the cab.
Niall: A huge smile curved your lips when you got a text from Zayn. He had been such a huge help as of late. Niall's birthday was today and he had been helping you plan. You grabbed your phone off the night stand and opened the message. It read, 'I just picked up Greg, Denise, Theo, Maura, and Bobby from the airport. We're on our way to the hotel. But I need your help setting up so meet me at the hall in an hour.'
You slipped out of bed trying not to wake up your favorite birthday boy. But the dip of the bed woke him up and he looked at you.
'Where are you going?' He asked his blue eyes shining.
'Zayn just texted me.' You began watching his face fall. 'He needs my help with something.'
'Can't he ask his girlfriend?' Niall asked annoyed.
'She's not home.' You shrugged ignoring his attitude. 'Plus he's been helping me a lot lately so it's the least I can do.'
'Yeah I know he's been helping you.' He mumbled under his breath.
'I won't be long and when I get back we can go out to dinner.' You smiled kissing his forehead. 'I'll be back later.'
'That's it?' He asked his blue eyes shining with hurt.
'I love you.' You smiled kissing his lips.
You knew he was waiting for a Happy Birthday from you but you knew if you did that you would blow your cover. You slipped out of the house, got in the car and made your way to the hall to help Zayn set up. When you finally arrived you were greeted with hugs and kisses from Niall's family.
'What are you guys doing here?' You asked. 'You should be resting.'
'We wanted to help you set up.' Denise smiled.
'Plus I wanted to help you cook.' Maura said.
'Can I help too auntie Y/n?' Theo asked reaching up so you would pick him up.
'Of course you can little buddy.' You smiled putting him on your hip. 'You can help grandma and I cook.'
'Yayyyy.' He yelled jumping up and down in your arms.
'My son is so lucky to have you.' Bobby smiled watching you with Theo.
'I'm the lucky one.' You blushed. 'But enough mushy stuff. Let's get this place ready for a party.'
For the next five hours you, Niall's family and the rest of the guys from 1D and their girlfriends helped you set up for Niall's surprise party. By the time you were done guests were starting to show up and you spoke up saying, 'I'll be back in about an ninety minutes with the man of the hour.'
Everybody cheered and Maura promise to take care of everything while you were gone. You nodded and headed out to go back to you house. Once you got home you went inside and saw a sulking Niall sitting on the couch waiting the game.
'Hey baby.' You smiled leaning over the back of the couch to kiss his cheek.
'Hey.' He mumbled.
'Come on get dressed.' You began grabbing his hand pulling him to his feet. 'I'm taking you out tonight.'
'You sure you don't want to hangout with Zayn?' He asked venom in his voice.
'Tonight is all about you.' You smiled. 'So come on.'
'Maybe I don't wanna go out with you tonight.' He whispered his voice low and full of anger.
'Why?' You asked confused.
'Why?' He yelled. 'Why? Today is my fucking birthday. And you left me sitting here almost all day so you could go help Zayn. And then you have the nerve to ask me why I don't wanna go out with you?'
'Niall.' You whispered. 'I swear it's not what you think.'
'It never is Y/n is it?' He questioned his face beat red. 'You've been hanging out with Zayn almost everyday for the past two weeks. You do you expect me to think Y/n huh? If you want him so bad just go fucking date him.'
'Niall if you would just.' You began but he cut you off.
'Do you even love me anymore?' He asked tears slipping down his cheeks. 'Huh? Do you?'
'Of course I do.' You began biting your lip. 'You have to believe me. I can't tell you why I was hanging out with Zayn. It's part of your birthday present. I don't want Zayn, I just want you.'
'P-part of my birthday present?' He asked biting his lip.
'Yeah.' You nodded. 'I wouldn't have been able to do it without him.'
'I'm sorry.' He whispered.
'No I'm sorry.' You began tears filling your eyes. 'My intention was never to make you feel like I didn't love you. I was just trying to do something special for you.'
'Don't cry.' He whispered wiping you eyes. 'I had no idea. I guess I just thought you didn't want me any more. I'll go get dressed.'
'Don't ever think you aren't good enough Niall.' You whispered. 'You're my everything and I love you. Happy Birthday sweet boy.'
'Thank you baby.' He smiled.
So the two of you went upstairs and got ready together. You both decided to dress casual and when you were ready you said, 'I'll drive.'
'Sure.' He smiled.
'But before I do.' You smiled handing him a blind fold. 'Put this on.'
'Fine.' He sighed making you laugh.
After the short drive to the hall you helped him out of the car. Thankfully Zayn was outside smoking a cigarette and you saw you helping Niall out. He gave you a thumbs up and headed inside to let everyone know you ha arrived with Niall.
'Where are we going?' He asked.
'Shhh.' You laughed. 'We're almost there.'
You helped him the rest of the way to right outside the door. You kissed his cheek and said, 'Happy Birthday Niall. I love you.'
With that you opened the door and pulled his blind fold off. All of his friends, family and the boys with their girlfriends screamed 'Surprise.' Niall's eyes got huge and he broke out into a huge smile. He walked into the room and everyone was clapping. He turned to look at you and you could see the tears in his eyes.
'Is this what you and Zayn were doing?' He asked.
'Yes.' You smiled proudly.
'Thank you.' He whispered. 'I love you so much.'
'I love you too.' You nodded. 'Go enjoy your party.'
Before he let go of your hand, he pulled you in for a long heated kiss. Everyone started hooting and hollering. When he pulled away he placed a kiss on your forehead and was off. You watched him in his glory and he would wink at you every couple minutes.
Zayn: You wiped your hands on your apron when you heard your little one Emma screaming. You walked upstairs and straight into the baby's room. You picked her up and began to rock her. She started teething about two weeks ago and ever since she has been miserable. You brought her back downstairs and grabbed her teething ring out of the freezer. You put it in her mouth and almost instantly she calmed down. You placed her in her high chair and kissed her forehead. You went back to making dinner when you 9 year old son Jason and his three friends ran into the kitchen. They were screaming and you were really tired of it.
'Jason can you please be quiet.' You said upset.
'Whatever mom.' He sassed you.
Him and his friends laughed as they grabbed waters out of the fridge. As they walked to go back outside your 7 year old twins Aidan and Abby were coming inside. Jason pushed his brother and sister making them both fall. They both began to scream and you took a deep breath. As you tended to them Emma dropped her teething ring so she started screaming. As you walked over to pick her up, you heard the front door open and shut.
'Hey, hey, hey.' Zayn said walking into the kitchen. 'What's going on in here?'
'Jason pushed us.' Aidan crying running for his father.
'My poor boy.' He said picking him up.
You smiled watching them interact. Zayn hadn't looked at you since he got home but you shouldn't be surprised. He hasn't really talked or looked at you unless he had to since Emma was born. She was seven months old and you guys have yet to be intimate together. You know he was busy with recording the new album, promos, photo and video shoots but you missed your husband and you just wanted him.
'Is dinner ready yet?' He asked not looking at you.
'Almost.' You nodded.
'How long?' He asked gritting his teeth.
'Twenty minutes.' You whispered.
'Call me when it's ready.' He yelled making your twins jump.
'Can you please take Emma so I can finish?' You asked biting your lip.
'Whatever.' He said rolling his eyes.
He grabbed Emma and took the other two with him into the living room. You turned to the stove tears streaming down your face. You were so tired of everything. As you stirred the sauce on the stove your son Jason and his three friends came back in from outside.
'Mom can my friends stay over for dinner?' He asked his attitude from before gone because he wanted something from you.
'Sure.' You nodded your voice cracking. 'I made enough pasta to feed an army.'
'Mom are you okay?' He asked placing his hand on your shoulder.
'Of course.' You nodded wiping your eyes. 'You boys go get washed up. Dinner will be done in five.'
Your son bit his lip and led his friends out of the kitchen and into the living room. You walked over to the door and heard him talk to Zayn.
'Dad.' Jason said.
'What's up bud?' Zayn asked playing with Emma.
'Is mom okay?' He asked biting his lip.
'I have no idea.' Zayn said rolling his eyes.
'Oh.' Jason nodded putting his head down. 'Okay then. Never mind.'
With that you heard Jason and his friends head upstairs. You walked away from the door tears still streaming down your face. You finished dinner quickly not wanting to upset Zayn anymore. Within the next three minutes dinner, drinks and bread were on the table. You rang the dinner bell and your family came running. Dinner was rather quiet except Zayn asking your kids about school. When dinner was over Zayn got up from the table and said, 'Okay guys, daddy has to get up early tomorrow. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed. I love you guys so much.'
He got up from the table and kissed each one of your kids before going upstairs. Tears filled your eyes once again. Jason watched you with sad eyes knowing what was going on.
'Hey mom.' He stated.
'Yeah?' You asked trying not to break down.
'You go put the little ones to bed.' He began. 'My friends and I will clean up from dinner.'
You looked at him with loving eyes and as a tear fell you hugged him tightly.
'Thanks buddy.' You smiled.
'I love you mom.' He whispered hugging you tightly. 'And I know dad does too.'
'I love you too baby boy.' You nodded.
With that you grabbed Emma and turned to your twins and said, 'Bath time.'
The two of them cheered and you all headed upstairs. After a quick bath, a story book and a bunch of kisses your twins were in bed. You brought Emma to her room and changed her into her pjs. She cooed at you as you sat down in your rocking chair. You talked to her like she was your best friend because at least she would listen. Not long after she was fast asleep and you laid her in her crib. You slowly walked out of her room and headed downstairs. You smiled when you saw your boy and his friends in the living room watching a movie.
'Thanks for doing the dishes guys.' You smiled.
'Anything for you mom.' Jason nodded. 'Can they sleep over?'
'Of course.' You nodded. 'Just be quiet so you don't wake up your dad. And don't stay up late.'
'Yes mom.' He sighed and you knew he was rolling his eyes.
'I'm going to bed.' You began walking up the stairs. 'Have a good night guys. And if you need me you know where I'll be.'
With that you finished your walk upstairs. You let out a sigh as you pushed open your door. You grabbed a nightgown and decided a shower was much needed. You went to go in the bathroom but not before looking at your sleeping husband. You let you hand run down his face and the tears started to fall again. You felt him stir a bit and you quickly went into the bathroom before he woke up. When you shut the door you just let yourself cry. You had no idea how things got so bad but you wish you could go back. After a couple minutes you got in the shower and let the hot water caress your sore body. But you wanted to be quick so you could get as much sleep as you could before you had to get up. So when you were done you got out, dried off and went into your room. You crawl into bed as quietly as you can. As much as you wish you were strong, you caught a whiff of Zayn and the tears once again began to fall. You heard him sigh and you knew he was still awake.
'Do you even love me anymore?' You asked softly.
You felt the bed move and you felt a pair of strong arms wrap around you.
'Of course I do.' He whispered.
'Really?' You asked crying. 'When was the last time you kissed me? When was the last time you came home and told me you loved me? When was the last time you were actually with me intimately?'
'I-I-I.' He began.
'See you don't even know.' You cried. 'I understand if I'm not pretty anymore since having Emma but I'm trying, really I am.'
'Baby girl.' He whispered tears now filling his eyes. 'I'm so sorry. You're still just as beautiful as I remember. I love you so, so, so, so much. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm so sorry I've been such a dick.'
'I don't care.' You whispered turning over to face him. 'Just please kiss me.'
He moved his hands from your waist to your face and caressed your cheek. He pulled you close and covered your lips with his. The kiss was full of love, lust, and happiness. When he finally pulled away he rested his forehead against yours and said, 'Tomorrow I'm going to call my mom and ask her to take the kids for the day. And then I will show you just how sorry I am.'
'I just want you to hold me.' You whispered.
'I will baby girl.' He nodded. 'I'll hold you forever.'y