Harry:
I'm half a man, at best,
With half an arrow in my chest.
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you.
I walked into the studio with my hood over my head and a frown on my face. It had been two weeks since the horrible fight that made her leave and I was a mess. I knew deep down inside the whole thing with Kendall Jenner was wrong but I was told I had to do it and I couldn't say no. A huge fight broke out between the two of us and she had left. That was two weeks ago and she still hadn't come back. I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I just miss her. She's my other half and without her I walk around like a lost puppy. The flat is empty with no life left in it. I sat down on the couch without taking my hood off just staring down at my hands. The rest of the guys looked over at me and shook their heads. They're all worried about me but there was no talking to me right now. I would just ignore them just like I did everybody else. As I sat listening to the people that be go on and on about the new songs we had to record, my mind drifted to her. I thought back to a time where I had to get up early to go into the studio. She had got up as well and shared his shower with me. I remember kissing her softly right underneath her ear making her giggle. I remember her washing my hair and even though she's shorter than me, I still remember just how good it felt. Tears filled my soft green eyes as I bit my lip and remember making breakfast with her that particular morning. She threw on the closest thing she found on, being my t-shirt and a fresh pair of panties. I remember wrapping my strong arms around her stomach and swaying back and forth as the bacon sizzled next to us. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door open. I looked up at the door and gasped when I saw her standing there. She looked just as awful as I did. I stood up and walked over to her wrapping her tightly into my arms. The two of us cried softly as we held each other and everybody else in the room left us two along to talk. At the same time we both pulled away and said, "I'm sorry."
I bit his lip and said, "Why are you sorry? You did nothing wrong. You were so understanding. I should have never agreed to it."
"I knew what I was getting into when I started dating you Harry." She began wiping her eyes. "I knew you weren't dating her but I was still being difficult. I'm sorry."
"I'm the one that's sorry." I began placing my thumbs on her cheeks and rubbing her missed tears away. "I should have stopped it before it even started. I'll never do that again I promise. I love you and only you. You're my everything."
"I forgive you." She nodded looking into my eyes.
"Come home, please." I whispered biting my lower lip. "I hate the flat without you in it. I'm not myself without you."
"I will." She nodded.
A huge smile curved my lips and I picked her up wrapping my arms around her. Just then we both heard clapping from behind us. We turned your heads to see four guys clapping with smiles on their faces. She blushed into my shoulder and I pressed my lips to her temple. Everything was right with the world now that I have her back.
Liam:
Forget all we said that night
No, it doesn't even matter
'Cause we both got split in two
I sat down in the back of the café and looked down at my hands. It had been five months since that horrible fight at your house. I still remembers it like it was yesterday. I remember getting drunk with my friends. That was my first mistake. I can hold his liquor but on that particular night I was over tired and drinking was not what I should have been doing. I remember Louis dropping me off and then going into the house. I remember going upstairs and seeing her sitting on the bed reading a book. Everything after that went downhill. All she did was ask me if I had a good time and I flew off the handle. I screamed at her telling her, she was clingy and annoying. She didn't back down and she screamed back at me that I was an asshole and that she hated me. I remember screaming at the top of my lungs telling her if you hates it so much then she should just leave. And that's what happened. Tears filled my eyes as I remembered how he felt the next morning. I'm actually really surprised she said she would meet me to talk. I heard the doorbell ring letting me know someone walked into the café and I just knew without even looking up it was her. I took a deep breath before looking up. My eyes met hers and I bit my lip as she walked towards me. I already had her favorite coffee waiting for her because that's just how I am.
"Hi Liam." She whispered sitting down. "Thank you for the coffee."
"You're welcome." I nodded. "Thank you for meeting me. How have you been?"
"Okay I guess." She shrugging not looking at me. "How are you?"
"Horrible." I whispered trying to stop my lip from quivering. "I'm so sorry about that night Y/n. I never meant to say those horrible things to you."
She nodded looking up at me, her eyes filling with tears.
"You're the best thing that's ever happened to me." I began covering her hand with mine. "Please give me one more chance to make it up to you."
"I'm sorry too." She whispered nodding flipping her hand to lace her fingers with mine. "I didn't mean anything I said. I love you Liam."
"I love you too." I nodded leaning in to kiss her softly.
"So does this mean we're back together?" She asked blushing.
"Yes." I nodded a smile curving my lips. "A thousand times yes."
Louis:
Though I try to getcha out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
I sat down at the game next to Niall. Niall is the best. He's been trying so hard to get me to forget about Y/n. But nothing we were doing is working. I knew I should have fought harder to keep her around. But fuck all we ever did was fight over everything. I she walked out because she was sick of all the fighting and I just let her go. I let my pride get in my way and I let her walk out of my life. I tried everything to get her out of my head but I'm lost without her. She's my whole life and I just let her go. Like right now, I was trying to enjoy an awesome game of football (soccer) with Niall and all I can remember is the time she came with me. I remember it like it was yesterday. She knew nothing about football and I had to teach her. I remember her asking me all these crazy question and laughing at every single one because I had never met anybody who didn't know anything about the sport. I remember her getting excited when she would get a player's name right or when her favorite person would score. I actually wish she was with me right now. I was snapped out of my daydream when I heard Niall say, "You wanna get going man so we don't hit traffic?"
I instantly knew something was up with Niall because he never wanted to leave the game early. I looked over my shoulder to see where he was looking and that's when I saw her. She was standing with her dad laughing at something he said. But as I watched her closely I can tell that the laugh never quite made her eyes. She looked so beautiful. As I watched her she decided to look up and our eyes met. I could tell she didn't know what to do so I decided to make the first move.
"I'll be right back man." I said climbing over everybody.
She looked down at her feet as I walked closer to her. Her father noticed me and a smile curved his lips.
"Hey Louis." He said shaking my hand. "Good to see you."
"Good to see you too Y/f/n." I nodded shaking his hand back. "Can I talk to your daughter for a second?"
"Sure." He nodded walking away giving us some space.
"Hi Y/n." I said with a half-smile.
"Hey Louis." She said half smiling back.
"I miss you." I blurted out and I watched her face fall.
"Louis." She sighed but I cut her off before she could say anything else.
"Before you say anything please just listen." I began and she nodded. "I know we fought all the time probably more than a normal couple but I'd rather fight with you and be crazy then love anybody else. Please Y/n. I can't leave without you. I'm lost."
She looked up at me and searched my eyes making sure I was being genuine. A smile curved her lips and she nodded saying, "I'd rather fight with you too."
I smiled before pulling her into my arms.
"I hate you." I smirked pressing my forehead to hers.
"I hate you more." She giggled and I knew I had my girl back.
Niall:
If you could spare an hour or so,
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through
I sat down on the bench placing the picnic basket on the ground. I let out a sigh hoping she wouldn't stand me up. I don't think she'd ever really do that but after the way things ended, I guess I'm worried. But before I could even think about things I heard someone clear their throat from behind me. I stood up and turned around to see her standing there. She looked just as beautiful as I remember.
"Thanks for coming to talk." I began as she walked closer.
"I almost didn't come." She began sitting down staring at the water.
I bit my lip nodding before sitting down next to her saying, "Well it means a lot that you did come."
"I came because as much as I should hate you." She began tears I didn't notice before slipping down her cheeks. "I just can't. I can't hate you. I love you so much. I'm a mess without you."
"I'm so sorry." I began placing my hand on her shoulder and rubbing it. "I was so stupid to hurt you like I did. I didn't mean the horrible things I said. I love you and you're so perfect to me. I regret that fight every single day and if I could I would take everything I said back, but I can't. All I can do is be a man and say how wrong I am."
She looked over at me with tears still streaming down her face. She laid her head against my shoulder and I wrapped my arm around it. She cuddled against me and everything felt so right. She cried against my shoulder for a good twenty minutes before she finally calmed down. When she finally spoke up she whispered and said, "One more chance Niall. But I can't go through that again so please don't do that again."
"Never." I whispered kissing her forehead. "Thank you my beautiful girl. I love you."
"I love you too Niall."
Zayn:
So your friend's been telling me,
You've been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
I stood outside her apartment biting the inside of my lip. I had no idea what was going to happen in a couple minutes but I had to try. I saw Y/n's best friend the other day and she told me what a mess Y/n was. I felt guilty, this was all my fault. I thought letting her go with be what's best for her and I actually hurt her even more. I thought I was doing her a favor because the hate was so bad but it made everything worse. I let out a soft sigh before I knocked on the door. I heard stuff being moved in the apartment before the door opened. I looked down to see a sad Y/n looking back up at me. The first I noticed was her red, sad eyes. But the second thing I noticed was her body covered in nothing but her favorite sweater of mine that I must have forgot when I packed my bags and left. She bit her lip and tried to shut the door but I stopped it before she could.
"I want to talk." I began but she cut me off.
"About what?" She yelled. "How this is for the best? I've heard all that before Zayn. Please I'm still head over heels in love with you and I can't take you standing on my doorstep so just go."
"I made a huge mistake." I whispered and she stopped looking down at her feet. "Please just let me talk and you can listen."
"Fine." She whispered letting me in her place.
I looked around when she let me in and my heart broke. The place was a mess and it was all my fault. I followed her into the living room and she cleared off the couch so I could sit.
"First of all." I began when we were both sitting. "I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I thought by leaving you, I would be doing you a favor. I know how bad the hate was for you and I figured if I left they would leave you alone. But I was wrong. And by leaving I ripped your heart out. I never meant to do that. I love you with everything I am and this was the stupidest mistake ever."
"Your broke my heart." She whimpered biting her lip. "I don't understand this at all. But I hate it. I love you so much. Please don't walk out that door again. I can't take it."
"Never." I whispered wrapping my arms around her as she fell against my chest. "I'm never going anywhere again. I'm so sorry."
The two of us cried together for a good ten minutes. When we both calmed down I looked down at her and said, "Can you ever forgive me?"
"Yes." She nodded. "How did you know how bad I was?"
"I saw Y/bf/n." I began. "She said you were a mess and that you needed me."
"Remind me to send her a bouquet of roses." She giggled softly.
"You look amazing in my sweater by the way." I smiled against her temple.
"Sorry." She whispered. "You forgot it and it smelled like you."
"I'm not upset." I began stroking her back. I love it on you. You can keep it as long as you let me move the rest of my stuff back in as well."
She looked up at me and smiled that smile I love so much. She was back in my life for good and I'm never letting her go again.