Hey. I had this idea and xxshadowfox11xx on Instagram suggested Brodil. And I just couldn't pass up the opportunity.
Well fortune favors not the young. Spoken words and songs unsung, right?
Tyler found himself alone once more, walking down the street. Everything he had always wanted to say, all the songs he could've written, went flashing through his mind. Memories of their once love poisoned his thoughts, wishing to be young again.
I never learned from my mistakes. I guess I don't have what it takes, right?
He had never learned what was wrong to do. He never bothered. He had always been so forgiving, his mistakes never led to anything. If only he thought to learn. If only he never made those same mistakes over and over again.
I wish that I was strong, that I could walk away.
Tyler was definitely the weaker-hearted between the two of them. He should be strong, just move on from what used to be. But your heart never does that, does it?
All this time I've lost, I feel the cost repaid.
He had lost so much time to their relationship. He was still losing precious time to that boy he once loved.
So save today, the secrets that you prayed for. And wait, cause we deserve it so much more. So save, the secrets that you prayed for, awake. I'll see you on the other side.
Tyler began to curse the other out in his head as he kicked a stone down the sidewalk. Damn that sweet voice. Damn that contagious giggle. Everything that they once had, everything he was to him. Tyler wanted to forget all of it.
A tortured soul have I become. It keeps me safe and leaves me numb, right?
His pebble skittered into the street and a car began driving towards it. Tyler was tempted to chase after it, but his thoughts argued for to long and the rock skittered away as the car zoomed past.
Cause in this dream I'm wide awake. The one I love I did forsake, right?
Why couldn't this all just be a bad dream? Why couldn't this just be a horrid nightmare, and after all this he could wake up beside his beloved again.
I wish that I was wrong, that you'll come home again.
He wanted to feel the warm body in his arms again. His hair messed up as it was every morning, his voice deeper when he first awoke. But he knows it'll never happen. He won't come home.
All this time I've lost, I'll never find again.
His whole life was being wasted on this boy. His every moment, his every thought. This was time he could never get back, just like he could never get that boy back.
So save today, the secrets that you prayed for. And wait, cause we deserve it so much more. So save, the secrets that you prayed for, awake. I'll see you on the other side.
Tyler rushed down the street more, his mind made up now. He pushed past the people who now filled the sidewalk with him, getting closer to his final destination. He knew what he wanted. And he knew how to get it.
Say you can help me now.
He called the boy one last time.
Say you can help me now.
When the beep came for his voice mail, he left a short message.
Say you can help me now.
"Bodil, please."
"Say you can help me now."
"I love you."
So save today, the secrets that you prayed for. And wait, cause we deserve it so much more.
He pushed through the group's of people who filled the park. He reached the forested area in the back in record time.
So save, the secrets that you prayed for, awake. I'll see you on the other side.
He heard his phone begin to ring as he reached the fenced off area of the woods. Answering his phone, he stepped over the fence.
So save today, the secrets that you prayed for. And wait, cause we deserve it so much more. So save, the secrets that you prayed for, awake. I'll see you on the other side.
"Please, Tyler. Don't do anything stupid. I'll be there in a few minutes."
"I'm sorry Bodil."
LOVE ME PLEASE! I'M SO SORRY! hai so sorry. I got permission to be on for a short bit and this is what I created. You're welcome.