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Neha's pov:
Abhay resumed his speech without giving any pause between the words . Too much of excitement was visible in his tone, "Nehss! ! Guess what ??, Teenu Francis proposed me..!!
Its a long detailed story Nehss . I will fill in every tiny bits of details to you. Please don't be waspish to me after hearing everything. It happened all of a sudden . At that moment I couldn't deny what she asked for, so I had no other way rather to accept it. "
I just hummed an okay. Nothing went through my ears. Mentally my mind was jammed in Arjun's reverie.
"Nehss.....Did you hear me? " He yelled.
"Mmmmmm .." I replied in a husky voice .
"Teenu ...Teenu Francis ...I thought you'll yell and kill me to death after hearing this name, but you're giving numb reactions. Are you okay Nehss?? " he asked me confusingly.
"Abhay I am sick. I feel little drowsy, can I speak to you after a while?? " I gave him an excuse and without waiting for his reply I swiped the end button and dropped my phone on to the bed.
I sat aimlessly on the bed from the second I came home.
"Will you take the privilege to ride my heart forever??
Will you ride my heart??"
Those words uttered by Arjun was alarming in my mind again and again. The way he confronted .. I was thinking of those moments over and over again. My mind was aroused with a lots of questions peaking inside.
"My God !! He proposed you ,and what have you done Neha ?"
Do you think moving away like this will be a good solution??
Atleast you should have given him a proper reply. Atleast with a proper NO .
Did you even think of Arjun ?? He did everything for you. He gloomed your day with so many surprises. But what have done ,simply walking away ignoring him totally.
Yes .. I have behaved like an idiot. I've hurt Arjun so badly for giving me a pool of happiness. I've hurt him for treating me this much special.
"I am sorry Arjun ! Really sorry Arjun!! I can neither accept your feelings nor confess mine. Sorryyyyyy for hurting you Arjun. "I weeped till there were no more tear beads to shed.
Arjun's pov:
I knew that she had gone through so much pain and sorrows in her life, I wished to lit up the rich smile in her face. I promised myself to bring wholesome happiness in her life.
We might not have shared our love for each other , but I felt her love for me at many incidents. I guessed that she was hesistant in reciprocating her feelings . So I decided on this, "let me take the first step in our life."
So after a big discussion within myself , I made up my mind and decided to confess my feelings for her and make her birthday so much special.
After a rigorous and hectic day at office, I took her to a lovely place. It may even seem dramatic that I took her to a home on her birthday, I knew being with those children will definitely make her day special and gloomy. Yeah I guessed it right !! She seemed happy enough. After savoring those awesome moments with the kids , we both decided to call off the day.
On our way back to her house, I slowed down my bike, giving pressure to the wrists which were gripping the handlebars . My bike jolted a little and came to halt.
It was the same place !!, the same road where we had out our first meeting. This doesn't happen in everyone's life , we meet so many strangers in our life , only few come into your own life and take their own places.
Yes I have fallen for the girl I met as a stranger once. I am madly in love with the one whom I met just accidentally.
It was a heavenly moment in my life, I proposed her in the middle of the road where we had our first meet, I just proposed her without any second thoughts. I gave her the last surprise gift for the day and asked her to be mine , I thought she would accept to be my love ,my life , my everything forever.
But that did not happen.
She left..
She left without uttering a single word.
I stood like a dumbo in the middle of the road with the gift still in my hand.
She walked away from the place taking faster steps, leaving me alone there.
Why did she leave?
Does that mean she doesn't love me??
Am I the one who mistook everything as love??
Why did I urge to confess my feelings for her??
May be it was'nt the right time I proposed her. I should have thought twice before taking this decision. I felt senseless. My heart beats were racing heavily taking zig zag turns.
From the moment she left ,I was standing like a statue on the road. I couldn't proceed myself with what's happening around . My heart and soul where agonising in pain, I stood there cold and numb.
I felt like I have done the biggest blunder in my life. I even wished why can't this be a worst nightmare ?.But the fact that it wasnt a dream was haunting me like hell. What will she think of me for God's sake ?we can't even be friends anymore.
But still why am I not able to accept the fact that she doesn't loves me back??
It hurts .It hurts a lot ,Why did you come into my life Neha ? I wanted to open up and shout out with a loud cry.
A loud sound of a vehicle's horn brought me back from the sickening truth . A gentleman in his forties started yelling me,
"Mister are you mad or something??, If you wanna die go bump somewhere else , not in front of my car."
"I would have felt happier if that had happened. Anyways I am not in a mood to fight with you"I murmered to myself , gave him a annoying look , ignited my bike's engine and rode off .
I straight away let my bike towards the superbiking school. Nobody was there at this hour. I was simply driving back and forth like a crazy mad man. I wasn't sure how long I was riding like that. Vigorously I rode for hours , suddenly my bike crashed low side and I was thrown away from the bike.
I laid there on the path as such , I knew I was hurt and the left side of my head and arms were bleeding. It stung , but that pain was not much compared to the pain in my heart.
Neha don't you love me back?
Do you think I don't deserve your love?
I didn't know when I passed out.
Somebody splashed water over face , I swayed my eyes a little bit, Nikki was patting me hard .
"Arjun what happened ? Why are you in this state?? You have lost so much blood."Nikki was yelling panic striken. I had lost all my senses and not even a small breathe of air was ready to come from my mouth.
He carried me in his arms and took me right away to the hospital.
After treating my bruises ,the doctor informed that it was just a minor injury and asked me to rest for a while.
Nikkil plopped his questions one by one. And I had no other go rather to explain the whole thing that happened yesterday , from the midnight birthday wish to the last night's love confession .
He was screaming like a idiot ," You cheater !!! I guessed it that day itself when you came with her to the racing academy. "
He crashed me into a tight warm hug, "Arjun I am happy ,happy that you're in love ."
"She had rejected me and ruined the whole proposal. And now what's the point in feeling happy for me you dumbo "I grieved.
"Its not that easy to win a girls heart you stupid. It will take time. This is just the first little step , lots more to come baby " he smirked.
"What do you mean by that?" I asked raising my eyebrows.
"I mean you have reciprocated your feelings for her , now she'll think about it. You know when I proposed Aarthi for the first time what I got was a hard slap in my left cheek. But see now how lovey dovey we are .So don't give up for this silly thing. She might have some problems in accepting your love. Go speak to her tomorrow . Everything is gonna be alright soon" he lectured like a love guru.
"I dont think its a good idea .Do you think it will work ?" I asked him doubtfully.
"You're meeting her tomorrow and that's final. Now take this medicines and rest buddy. "he gave me the tablets .I gulped it and dozed off.
Okay !!! let me give one last try ,atleast I should get a reply from her. Either an Yes or a no. Let me see if there are any chances still left .
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Will Neha listen to Arjun??
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