The second semester had already started for weeks now, and I haven't conversed with Chris as Belle lately. I usually talk with him as myself. Because as Belle, we only talk about his story and the characters. He also introduced his story to me as Jade the next day I went on too.
Having to judge a single story as two different people, I had to be as cautious as possible, in the way I talk and in the way I type. So that I won't be figured out.
One night after he showed me his sketch of the drawings, and I was Belle, he suddenly asked me something, "Hey Belle?"
"What is it Jay?"
"Are you someone I know?"
I then became very nervous of his question.
"Why are you asking this?"
"Oh... Because I've noticed that you're friends with most of my friends too. So, it intrigued me."
Oh no! I didn't expect this outcome. And besides! They friend requested me!
"Oh really? Well, I just accept anyone who friend requests me. It's good to make friends!"
Obviously, I lied. I wouldn't chat to anyone else online with my other facebook. I just use it as a game request source or a way to level up on games to my real facebook.
"Yeah... That's true..." his reply still sounded as if he was suspicious.
But then, I somehow found it as an excuse to share something to him without finding out my identity. Because I really wanted to tell him, I just did it.
"Hey, Jay?"
"Yes?"
"I have a confession to make."
"And what is it?"
"I've..."
"You've?" It took me a while to answer him, "Hello? Still there?"
"I've loved you since 4th year high school!"
I confessed to him online. Not a good way to confess, but I had to say it directly somehow. It was true, but also it would be confusing, since I only knew that I loved him on my fourth year of high school, but he was in a different school at the time. So, I could be one of his high school classmates there in California.
"Hehe... Thank you... It's not a lie right?"
"Yes." I was blushing, even though I was just chatting with him.
"Don't tell me..."
"What is it?"
That sentence somehow worried me.
"Nee-chan?!" he suddenly chatted!
OMG!!! Was I THAT obvious?!?!!
My heart is about to jump out of my chest!!!
"Who?" I replied, not delaying so I won't be caught.
Was I that easy to read?
"Oh... Sorry..." he answered, then asked again, "Sam?"
"I'm sorry. No."
"Oh well... I give up."
But... Why me and Sam? Why not girls from his high school?
Or have they all confessed to him?
Gaahhh!!! I still feel so flustered!!!
I kept on ruffling my hair up to try and cool myself down. But then I thought, 'Nii-chan, why did you ever think that I would confess to you? Or even say that I've fallen for you on the year you weren't here?'
"Jay? Sorry, but I have to go do something important okay?"
"Alright... Goodnight Belle."
"Goodnight."
I then logged out as Belle. I was so embarrassed, I didn't want to have anything to do acting as Belle anymore.
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Days after, I logged back on facebook as myself, and me and Chris still chatted like always. I still felt a little awkward and nervous while chatting with him. But I tried my best not to let it show.
Chris hasn't even asked me about Belle either. So, I let the confession and me being Belle slide. I wanted it to remain a secret for a while.
"Nee-chan! :D"
"Hi nii-chan! How's studying to be a surgeon lately?"
" T__T "
"Huh? W-What's that supposed to mean?"
"Sorry nee-chan, but I've shifted to become a nurse instead..."
"Why? Was medical school too hard?"
"Yeah... I couldn't take it."
"Awe... Poor onii-chan... :("
"Hurry up and come here to visit me nee-chan! :3"
"I can't... I'm too busy with school... :("
"T_T"
"Sorry nii-chan... I'll go there as soon as I graduate!"
"But that'll take too long! And you may not even spend time with me... :'("
"Don't worry nii-chan! Since the hospital your family always goes to is the hospital which my family always goes to, that means that I'll be working as a doctor there! ^_^"
"REALLY?!!"
"Yup~! So, just wait until then, okay?"
"Alright! I'll be waiting okay! Hurry up and graduate soon! :D"
"I will~! And please do your best in nursing..."
"I'll try! Hahaha..."
I gave out a little sigh and giggled to myself, "Oh nii-chan..."
"Hehehe... I am trying my best."
"I know you are. :)"
"Thanks nee-chan!"
"No problem nii-chan!"
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Months have passed since our last chat, we didn't even have the time to go on facebook because of our busy college lives. Well, studying to become a doctor or a nurse isn't an easy task, you have to memorize a lot of things related to medicine, diseases, body parts and functions, and what-naught.
Then came the weekend, where I had nothing else important to do for the mean time. So, I decided to check facebook again as Belle, to upgrade my tools and send myself stuff for the game I was playing. I saw that Chris was online.
Somehow, I still couldn't let it go. I then thought, 'Something must be really wrong with my brain or the way I think about him lately?'
But then, I had to think back on the past... No, I'm acting this weird because I've never felt like this my whole life! Sure I've had my fare share of crushes, I've even had an MU, who still acts as flirty as ever, but I know he's just playing with my feelings.
First love never dies.
Where have I heard that sentence before? It's affecting me so much! Now that I think about it, it makes me feel like I've gone senile! But, this feeling - love - is making me feel insane...
I chatted with him first, "Hello Jay!"
"Hey Belle! What's up?"
"I have something important to tell you..."
"What is it?"
"Do you still remember what I told you months before?"
He went silent for a while, maybe to check on our previous chat, and then replied, "Yeah... What about it?"
"Well it's just that..."
"Yes?"
"Was I that obvious?"
He was going to type something in reply, but before he could even do it, I popped up my chat bubble which would then change everything...
"Nii-chan"
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