"What?" I choked.
His face softens. I look down in disbelief. He takes my hand into his.
He looks into my eyes filled with tears. His eyes... We're glassy with tears.
"My mom... And dad... They want to divorce. I'm scared Y/N. I really am. I honestly don't know why I m telling a girl, but I'm really scared." Hoshi said with tears falling. I was in shock.
HOSHI's parents divorced? They raised me. There like my parents. But not through blood.
I look at him worried. I wipe his tears.
"Yah. It's going to be okay. Don't be scared..." I say, trying to calm him down. Suddenly, Hoshi pulls me into a hug. I gasp.
"Hosh-i." I stuttered. He buries his face into my neck. His hot breath, warming my neck. His hand carefully snaking around my waist.
"Y/N... I'm... I'm going through so much pain right now. I don't know if I can take it.... It hurts. So much...." Hoshi says crying his heart out. My heart hurts. I feel the same. I'm going through so much pain too.
I start balling in his neck too.
"I feel the same way Hoshi. I'm gong though so pain too...." I croak. We pull from the hug.
We look into each other's eyes, filled with tears. We both crack a sad smile.
"You want to share why your in so much pain?" I ask. Hoshi nods.
We sit on the cold cement floor. Criss-cross-applesauce.
"Well. It's not easy to say. Well you know about my parents. Then school. Then there's this girl I fell for. I'm not sure..." Hoshi said.
My heart immediately fell. It's like it broke, then someone stomped on it. I look down.
"Oh. Look what time it is... I have too go home Hoshi sorry. I tell you later." I say, before running out the door. With tears streaming done my cheeks. My hand on my chest.
It hurts.... Way to much. You just added more pain. I can't take it... It's too much. All at one time. It's like one problem to another... I cried days and nights just thinking of you. This is what get back?
I got to my house. I walk emotionless. Sit on the steps. Looking at the full moon.
Flash back~
"Y/N, whenever you hurt, look at the moon. It will whisper you something that will help you. Then, look at the stars. They will shine bright just for the person that's asking for a relief..."
Back to reality~
Tears once again fell.
"Hoshi... I'm doing what you told me to do. Why is not working? Hurry. I feel like I. Going to die without you. Please... Moon tell me." I begged.
"Don't worry. Wait till time comes in place..." A voice whispered.
I heard it... "Wait till time comes in place..."
Ok. I will wait.
Next day~
I got ready an ran out the door with a wide smile on my face.
"I'm ready!" I yelled randomly. I got to school looking around for Hoshi.
"He would be waiting for me here? Where are you?" I asked myself.
I started to have thoughts like:
"What if he left already?"
"What if he confessed his feelings already?"
"What if he.... Etc."
I'm scared. It's my worst nightmare. Knowing that Hoshi is not by my side... I'm scared... I shut my eyes, praying that this nightmare will not come true. It won't happen... Please.
I entered school. Suddenly my friends come running to me.
"Y/N! HOSHI LEFT!!!!" They all yelled at once.
No...
My nightmare came true... Hoshi....
"What!" I yelled with tears streaming down my cheeks.
"He left this for you..." My friend said, giving me a note. I look at her and take it. Slowly open the note, bracing myself. I read it and it says:
"My dear Y/N,
I'm sorry I couldn't stay and say goodbye. I'll miss you. It's just a month. It'll pass by.
But I have something more important to say...
First off... I'll miss you so much.
When I return I will bring you a lot of snacks and presents, to return what I haven't yet.
And last...
I love you. More than a childhood friend. When I return I want us to become an item.
I want to be your man... When I come back I ask you once more...
And I hope when I come you have and answer.
I love you...
-Hoshi❤️
My friends stared at me. My emotions were mixed. With love,happiness,and sadness. Tears falling down my eyes. My girl friends come and wipe my tears. They make fun of me.
"Yah don't cry! You look ugly." One of my friends teased. I let them read the note. As they were reading the note their eyes grew bigger and bigger. I chuckle at their shock.
"No way.... The Hoshi has crush on you!? Cute!" My friends squealed.
I really hope he means what he means... I hope he comes back....
1 month later~
I was at the park, just chilling. I look out at the playground. I see kids,happy parents,and lovely couples. I sigh...
"Where are you Hoshi? I tried of waiting. I just want you all to myself..." I said to myself.
Then I went to the playground, and sat on the swing.
I lightly swing. Until a figure comes and sits on the second swing. He's definitely not kid. His blonde hair.
It felt kinda awkward, so I decide to leave. I was going to go, until a hand grabbed my wrist. My head spins and meets the persons face.
"Wow... You've change beautiful..." The person said.
He looks into my eyes, and I look into his eyes.
"Hosh-i..." I choked. He smiles and pulls me into his embrace.
I take a breath of relief. Not only because he's here but he safe.
I pull away, and look into his eyes.
"Your hair! You're so cute!" I say, tangling my fingers into his soft blonde hair. He cheekily smiles.
But suddenly his arms get lower until my waist. My heart started to beat...
"So... Did you get that note? Are still waiting for me?" Hoshi asked.
I nod. Then his lips clashes with mine. I gasp, trying to grasp the situation right now. But all I could do was kiss back. It was a total make out.... (Awkward....)
We pull away. Catching our breath. We look into each other's eye in awe...
"I missed you a lot." I whisper. He pecks my lips.
"Same here, beautiful..." Hoshi replied.
"Finally. I can hold the his hand. I can kiss him. Now that I waited. The moon will tell you what to do..."