"He said lets get out of this town,drive out of the city away from the crowd,I thought haven can't help me now,nothing last forever,but this is gonna take me down,he's so tall,and handsome ass hell,he's so bad but he does it so well,I can see the end as it begins,my one condition is"
Taylor Swift-Wildest Dreams
Alexander's pov
Every Since me and Michael saw Carla the other day its getting harder each day to control our urges and not go to her and make her ours.
"Alexander!" I hear someone yell my name
"Huh,what?" I ask
"You zoned out....well you've been zoned out for about an hour or so now"Michael says
"Ohh,I was just thinking about some things " I tell him
"What types of things where you thinking about?" He curiously asked me
"About Carla" I say
"Look,I know your stressed but you have to be calm and just let this play out"
"I want to, It's just really do its just- you I've never been the type of person to just sit back and wait "
"You think I don't want the same thing,because I do but we have to be careful on how we approach her and what we say to her" and he's frustrated with me
"OK but how much longer? I'm getting restless here" I ask impatiently
"Not that long,but we need time to think of something or a plan to make up to get her too actually have a conversation with us"
"So we're gonna lie to her instead of telling her the truth,like 'Hey Carla,we want to tell you something,we like you...a lot,will you go out with us?'See my idea is way better" I swear sometime I do more of the logical thinking than he does
"I can really tell you didn't think your idea through,idiot"
Asshole!
"At least I want to tell her the truth,while all you want to do is lie to her,all lying will do is make her trust in us falter even more than it already is,fucktard" I say back
I know that people say that sometimes lying is better than telling the truth. But in this case, the truth will set us all free, I don't want to have lies clouding my judgement, because one lie turns into another and it causes one big fucking mess that I don't want to clean up.
Me and Michael both know what it feels like to be lied to by someone that you trust,so I don't understand why he would want us to make that same mistake with Carla?