Random darkness

By piinkwolf

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*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Th... More

Hell started here
Flash forward 4 years
Teachers pet
typical dad thing
The grooming proscess
my saving grace**self injury**
A random thought...today
thoughts 1
Thoughts 2
Thought 3
thought 4
Thought 5
thought 6
Thoughts 7
Thoughts 8
Questions
A time long ago
Family whispers
To the one I love
I'm Here for you, always
Trust
Reflection
Therapist
Words in a BVB song
pain
closer to fine
Whats cowardly
Tangled up in you
my demons tell me
my pain
I'm fine, it's ok
im fine
every man-casting crowns
Its the lie they want to hear not the truth
A parents sonet
give up
truths
You..my sky and moon
words :)
irl feelings
part 1: deception
her stare
stay with me
To no-one
A sin?
what is a soulmate?
The Dance
Betrayal Trauma
into the lions den**trigger warning**
waves
So Invisible
Monsters and demons
Drug of choice
Afterthought
mirror
questions
You are more- 10th Ave. north
It's your birthday-casting crowns
disclaimer!! !!
and
damn you
HATE ME
....
a boy I once hated
why am I so stupid
Some things We like
These words to you
I never thought
why wtf is wrong with us
time
A human can...
looks
Amounts to this
what is a good love?
highly Emotional poeple
your thoughts
MY REHEARSED VERSE
favorite qoutes
update:what is a good love
my favorite shirt
deceptive shirt
last night
where
prayer
Adalaine...
Psych ward 101
parents to you
our age...
the sadest goodbye
idk..thoughts evry1 needs read
and
when I die...
bedtime tonight 8-16-2015
omg I love you guys so
what maters
tonight my friend
the blood
tonight
tonight
Fuck!!
Another skirt ruined!!
lies...
Adalaine please dont...
my day
I cut my wrists 8-22-2015
Redeemed
I am machine
Adalaine get the fuck back here
The Monster Within Me
I don't know why...but I needed to
I'm fucking dead anyway
I COULDN'T BE MORE DEAD
suicide isn't a solution???

it's still my hell

36 4 5
By piinkwolf

I want so much to work on my other book, but I keep on being here...in a hell I can't escape...for those who haven't figured out I'M A GIRL IN A FUCKING BOY BODY...that ads to my hell. Not only do I have to deal with the memories of being s slutty whore, but I have to deal with seeing a dick staring at me in the shower, reminding me of that Wich I hate so much.. boy.
Yeah, it's hard for me too.its always been.i AM NOT A FUCKING BOY!! Transgender I guesd..but I'm nit allowed..I have to keep up the bullshit lie oh yeah hi my name is bri or Stephen oh no fuck no they don't want to hear hi my name is Adalaine. ..ok, yeah I can hear your thoughts now yes,it happened, you can't rape a boy?? Fuck,why even try?? ....
Adalaine

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