Random darkness

By piinkwolf

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*this story is very descriptive and may be considered triggering. Be in a safe frame of mind when reading* Th... More

Hell started here
Flash forward 4 years
Teachers pet
typical dad thing
The grooming proscess
my saving grace**self injury**
A random thought...today
thoughts 1
Thoughts 2
Thought 3
thought 4
Thought 5
thought 6
Thoughts 7
Thoughts 8
Questions
A time long ago
Family whispers
To the one I love
I'm Here for you, always
Trust
Reflection
Therapist
Words in a BVB song
pain
closer to fine
Whats cowardly
Tangled up in you
my demons tell me
my pain
I'm fine, it's ok
im fine
every man-casting crowns
Its the lie they want to hear not the truth
A parents sonet
give up
truths
You..my sky and moon
words :)
irl feelings
part 1: deception
her stare
stay with me
To no-one
A sin?
what is a soulmate?
The Dance
Betrayal Trauma
into the lions den**trigger warning**
waves
So Invisible
Monsters and demons
Drug of choice
Afterthought
mirror
questions
You are more- 10th Ave. north
It's your birthday-casting crowns
disclaimer!! !!
and
damn you
HATE ME
....
a boy I once hated
why am I so stupid
Some things We like
These words to you
I never thought
why wtf is wrong with us
time
A human can...
looks
Amounts to this
what is a good love?
highly Emotional poeple
your thoughts
MY REHEARSED VERSE
favorite qoutes
update:what is a good love
my favorite shirt
deceptive shirt
last night
where
prayer
Adalaine...
Psych ward 101
parents to you
our age...
the sadest goodbye
idk..thoughts evry1 needs read
and
when I die...
bedtime tonight 8-16-2015
omg I love you guys so
what maters
tonight my friend
the blood
tonight
tonight
Fuck!!
Another skirt ruined!!
lies...
Adalaine please dont...
my day
I cut my wrists 8-22-2015
Redeemed
I am machine
Adalaine get the fuck back here
The Monster Within Me
I don't know why...but I needed to
it's still my hell
I COULDN'T BE MORE DEAD
suicide isn't a solution???

I'm fucking dead anyway

37 4 2
By piinkwolf


Why keep on..I want to die sp,so,so  bad...at the same time I want to live so bad.
I want need...
I'm sorry I dont....
I can't stop crying..my wants or need never mattered, so why should I now care about them? ? I'm already dead...I still breath,my heart still beats..still I'm dead..

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