Random darkness

Thoughts 7

Just some of the reasons I self injure:
1)Im ugly
2)Im a failure
3)I hate myself
4)Ill never be good enough
5)"you never try. Your lazy"
6) All the bullying
7) every F and D grade I got
8)Im stupid
9)Nobody cares about me
10)"Dont touch that you will only break it"
11)"Dont tell anyone. It will be our little secret"
12) Every adult that ever "touched" me
13)The internalized pain
14)Everytime I couldnt cry
15)Everytime I couldnt stop crying
16)My parents
17) School
18)Emptiness
19)Lonliness
20)Sadness
21)The times suicide didnt work
22)For even attempting suicide
23)For thinking I could trust
24)I like seeing the blood
25)Im addicted
26)It comforts me
Adalaine Skyye- these are all real reasons I do, not made up