TW// mention of death
Chan:
- You had died in a car crash
- He looks up at the sky everyday hoping that you are in a better place
- Locks himself in his studio/room
- Becomes depressed and cries every single day
- "I hope you're happy up there and doing well. I miss you every single day"
Lee Know:
- You had taken your own life
- Blames himself and wishes he had helped you more
- Cries a lot
- Isolates himself away from everyone
- "I'm sorry.. I wished I helped you more. It's my fault"
Changbin:
- Feels like he can't live without you
- Can't focus on work anymore
- Wants to write songs about you but he can't since all he can do is cry
- Visits your grave everyday
- "I can't bare to live like this everyday. It hurts knowing you're gone for good"
Hyunjin:
- Has a hard time believing that you're actually gone
- Tries his best to be happy since you told him to but he can't
- Constantly thinks about you
- "You told me to be happy but how can when you were my source of happiness?"
Han:
- Blames himself
- Cries all the time
- Locks himself in his room
- When he goes go out to visit your grave he brings you fresh flowers all the time
- Wishes he was your place instead
- "I'm trying to be strong for you but it's hard. I don't know how much I can keep going on without you..."
Felix:
- Hates living without you
- He visits your grave everyday and talks to you
- Bakes your favorite treats for up still
- Can't stop crying
- Griefs a lot
- "I miss you. I hate having meals without you. I miss seeing your face and smile everyday. I miss the sound of your voice and laughter..."
Seungmin:
- Cuts contacts with all his friends
- All he wants is for you to come back
- Becomes depressed and stays in his room all the time
- Everything reminds him of you
- Talks to you every night
- "I wanted us to be together forever. Why did you have to leave me? You really became an angel now.."
I.N:
- Never stops crying
- Will visit your grave and talk to you for hours
- Wishes you were still there with him
- Hopes you see you again someday
- "You said forever, what happened? Why did you leave me? Please come back..."