It was a cloudy night. I was punching my punching bag, thinking about Siya. Not that I was angry at her, but something was not going right with our relationship.
I always thought she was comfortable with me; she loves me so much that she would share everything with me, but I was wrong. Whenever she was upset and I used to ask her what was wrong, she could tell me!! But as always, she decided to avoid my question and change the topic.
I was still confused. No, I was upset, not confused. It always made me think, Being her boyfriend, why don't she tell me? She told me that she loves me, and I can see that in her eyes, but what was holding her back from trusting me?
I still remember that day.
"Why are you crying?" I asked while we were sitting near the riverside, because it made me uneasy to see her like that.
"I am feeling low right now; can you just hug me?" She said she was looking at me with those teary eyes. I was frustrated because every time she does this to me, she does not tell me anything. This was not done!!!
"What made you upset, siya? Just tell me!!" I asked her again. "Why can't people around me just understand me? Why do I have to explain everything? Can't you just hug me?" she shouted at me, and this time I was not going to take her rubbish behavior as an excuse for having trust issues. I got up and faced my back towards her and said, "Siyaaa..ya tumhara trust issues ya humara relationship..tumhe chunna hoga, kyunki agar tum aese hi rhi to mere liye mushkil ho jayega chain se jeena, so it's on you.".
And I didn't talk to her after that incident. "Agar usse azad hona h mujhse to mai usse rokunga nhi," I said, throwing my boxing gloves on the floor and going towards the bathroom for a shower.
Hot water was running down from my neck to my waistline. I took a towel to dry myself, wrapped it around my waist, and faced the mirror.
"Baal lambe hogye h mere, dhyan nhi diya maine." I rolled my fingers on my hair, walked to my closet, and changed into my comfiest clothes, and for me, my comfiest clothes were boxers and nothing else. I like to sleep with my upper body naked, and my mother always used to scold me, "Nange shrir krke kyu sota h..ky kmi rhgyi thi..ky humne tumnhe kpde nhi lekr diye..unhe phnta kyu nhi h." The thought of my mother made me giggle, "Uhh, I miss her scolds and dramatic reactions," and then I remembered to solve my relationship issues first and decided to talk to Siya in the morning.
I called her and asked her to meet me.
At 7 p.m., near Marine Drive, I was well aware of what I was going to do.
Aditya in his comfy clothes he was talking about (kisi k mu se pani nhi ayega guyzz wo abhi bhi relation m h 🤣 (lekin kab tak)
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