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you are now chatting with chicken
nugget
MOMMY?!
Chicken
what is it y/n
nugget
can I get Minecraft on my pc?
Chicken
sure sweetie now is it for free?
nugget
no its actually a 30 dollar fee
Chicken
oh heck no! that's a high cost!
nugget
CMON MOMMY THAT'S NOT A HIGH COST
chicken
WHY DON'T YOU PLAY ANOTHER GAME?
Nugget
Well what other game is there to play?!
Chicken
fortnite?
nugget
NO!
Chicken
roblox?
nugget
NO!
Chicken
pac man?
nugget
No!
Chicken
lego?
nugget
NO!
Chicken
guess you won't be playing today
How about you play with my ass what do you say
nugget
MOOOOOOOMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYY
Chicken
HELP
I CANT HOLD IN MY LAUGH ANYMORE
MY AGENCY THINKS I NEED HELP CUZ OF YOU
Nugget
hawks if you know this song you already needed help the day you knew it
chicken
damn girlie🤬🤬🤬
anyways
hi
nugget
endeavor kidnapped me for the next hero work or smth
I'll be with todo, deku, baku
Chicken
UGH SO NOT FAIR
HOW DID HE EVEN DO THAT
AND HOW ARE YOU EVEN GONNA DO THAT
nugget
zMsjfiw9
IDKKK
endeavor is convinced ill have my quirk back soon
I don't even care abt it hahahaahah
Chicken
wtf creepy
nugget
off topic
your tweets are mad good
Chicken
which one
nugget
hol up ill go get the screenshot
chicken
I don't want these as my fans
HAWKS FEET FUNGUS?? REALLY????
nugget
this is a good idea for a username
chicken
I just went to check the post and endeavor replied to you😍😍😍
nugget
loooolll
I feel bad for him on many levels
Chicken
anyways baby nugget I gtg
got some work to do
cya
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I turned off my phone and focused on midnight's class. Not to be a complainer, but wtf is wrong with this class.
I tried talking to litteraly anyone to borrow a pencil, but they ignored me??the audacity wtf!!
I ended up just taking iidas pencil case, taking one since I knew he always comes loaded, his hair fizzed in shock but decided to not say anything and continue ignoring me.
When lunch came I just put the pencil back anyway. I was gonna say hi to tokoyami and shouji but they literally walked past me before even waving my hands.
I tired going to aizawa to see what the hell is going on, but he seemed in a bad mood for some reason, so i shrugged the question off and left to the rooftop.
I didn't care, but I also didn't like it. I don't care what anyone does, but if you'll leave me hanging with no clue as to why then fuck off.
so now this is the last period for today and I can NOT wait to go back to the dorm and sleep all day🤤
the bell rang and i watched everyone start to get up and leave, I observed everyone and no one seemed to spare a glance, not even midnight.
they're fed up with you
shut the fuck up.
I stayed 5 minutes in the empty class and stared into air not really thinking anything, just felt annoyed.
my staring session was cut off by aizawa and hizashi going in the class, they didn't notice me at first. Weirdly enough they seemed to be busy with an important conversation. It got me impressed how serious both looked, should get used to it.
"yeah sho, I know, but what if it goe-"
"y/n the hell are you doing here??"
aizawa cut zashi off and they turned to face me, aizawa had an annoyed frown on his face.
he doesn't want to see you, leave, avoid, RUN, HIDE
shut. the. fuck. up
I looked back at them completely offended and it's starting to annoy me, change of plans, I'm not going to the dorms.
I harshly kicked the desk to make enough space for me to stand, I rolled my eyes at them and rushed out giving them a judgy look.
squeeze your wrists squeeze your wrists, pinch it pinch it, don't let the feelings out, keep them inside.
"useless useless useless" I mumbled walking my way to the building. but when I reached the door I was quickly stopped by denki, what now.
"hey uh....what's up?"
he's hesitating, he doesn't want to talk to you
"kaminari if you'd let me in..." I grumbled and saw him flinch at me not saying his first name.
"uh...Well....you...uh"
"you're not allowed to get in" a feminine voice sassed from behind him, uraraka. Say what now?
"pardon??" I raised my voice a little starting to fume, what the hell is happening.
"n-no no no uh- that's n-not what she m-meant-" denki waved his hands trying explain but obviously failing. fuck it.
"fuck you and fuck you ALL" I shot my middle finger yelling at them and not giving anyone any sort of chance to process since I turned and rushed out.
pinch it pinch it
keep inside
useless useless useless useless
I pinched my wrists walking on the sidewalk, not exactly having any specific destination, just wherever fate takes me is good.
I didn't realize I was speed walking, all my focus was on not crying for now.
I could feel sniffles escaping my nose and I repeated to myself that tears wont fix shit, only makes eyelashes longer😒😒
all the emotions are starting to escape, I could feel my throat and eyes start to burn from holding back, and my vision was becoming somewhat blurry.
suddenly, I bumped my shoulders with someone's waist, they must be tall as hell, I kept walking tho not having anytime to spare glances at anyone.
"watch where you're going you whore!" my voice cracked and the bumped made the tears fall, pathetic. I rubbed my eyes being bothered by the fact that this is actually happening.
is it not obvious
"shut up shut up" I whimpered whipping the tears off my face aggressively, I didn't intend to look up but when I did I stopped on my tracks.
oh I remember this playground...
its empty now but it didn't change at all so they must have renewed it once in a while.
I sniffed as I recalled the old memories of me izu and Baku playing there sometimes, sometimes with shig and toga-chan.
I walked to the swings holding onto the one I always preferred sitting at, now that I think about it, this isn't far from my old house and the cage I used to sit at with void was nearby.
I sighed deciding to finally sit down, now what. what do people do when they walk crying cuz they feel burnt out. I stopped crying by now but I still sniffed, I leant on the chain and slowly pushed the swing with my leg on the ground.
let's recall what happened today and see if it was worthy of crying.
1) I was ignored, all day by everyone.
2) aizawa seemed to hide something and basically yelled at me for no reason.
3) the class somehow didn't allow me to get in so now I'm in school uniform, feeling a bit chilly because they aren't warming enough
4)......
I hate celebrating birthdays, whatre people exactly celebrating it for...
🎶it's my party and I'll cry if I want to..🎶
mood, I had opened my phone to play the song and put the vol on max since no one was around. I closed my phone letting the song play and stared into space, just listening..
🎶you would cry too if it happened to you🎶
It's smokin time🤤
actually no not really, I don't exactly smoke but dabi gave me a disposable vabe before and I'll be trying it for the first time💀 so rn it totally a mood for it.
I held the stick like cigarettes and to my surprise it wasn't actually that bad, I'm not sure if I'd do again tho, this one tastes like mango, nice.
"why was he holding her hand..." I sang along under my breath and puffed while swinging. I had my eyes open so I didn't see the person approaching.
I opened my eyes when I started hearing footsteps on the sand. it was.....Bakugo? weird but OK.
"what" I said aggressively glaring at him, he was standing infront of me and then took a look around the fimiliar playground.
he didn't say anything, he only took a seat on the swing next to mine and started swinging slowly too.
"didn't know you vape" he said surprisingly in a normal tone.
"I don't," I puff out the smoke, "it's my first time"
the atmosphere wasn't awkward, i was too angry to even feel anything else. the music was playing in the background mixing with the friction of our foot with the sand.
"what do you want" I got straight to it. I gave him a side glare, my tears dried but the stains still showed, eyes and nose red too.
"to get you back to the dorms"
"fuck off Bakugo! I-I don't want to see any of you and your shits today" my voice cracked feeling the sting in my throat again, its unpleasing.
Bakugo stood up as well grabbing my wrist before I could leave, "damn it! atkeast let everyone explain" I tried snatching my hand back but he was too rough.
"Bakugo...please I can't do with you today"
"what's your deal?! I've yelled at the round face bitch and told everyone off! Whats got you so emotional today!"
"BECAUSE I'M FUCKING TIRED"
useless useless useless
i widened my eyes realising that Ive raised my voice a bit too much, I returned to my resting face and looked at the ground.
"wh-"
"I'm not going to talk about it" I whipped my eyes aggressively again, I might get more dark circles than I already have. I went back to the swing where I dropped my phone and turned of the music, mood killer.
Bakugo was trying to not get angry and make things worse, I knew he won't leave until I come with him so there's no point in arguing. what's the point in ruining your day even more?
he took a step closer and reached for my wrists again, more gently this time. we walked back and met shouji on the way, turns out he was already here and was waiting for us.
"you alright?"
shut the fuck up
"shut the fuck up" I said more sincerely than the thought in my head. I'm sorry for being rude to you...but not now
it was a silent walk back to the dorms and the sun was already setting, I was hesitating to continue not liking this.
I stopped and Bakugo turned to face me.
"Hey...let's go" he tugged my wrists gently and i shook my head tugging to get out of his grasp.
"y/n come on..." shouji tired to and I started pulling harder. I can't face anyone today please
what is happening everything was going great before fighting my father, everything was funny.
I just kept shaking some tears already trying to escape.
useless useless useless
so fucking useless
before I could make a sob, shouji already picked me up and covering me with his arms to not escape.
oh no no no no no god please
"shouji, take me straight to my dorm"
he seemed to be hesitant, come on shoji don't betray me now.
we got inside and shouji stopped for a sec, I sulked in more and clinged to him to stay hidden.
"hey, Bakugo! shouji! Where's she?"
this was momos voice, there was a slight pose.
I knew it, I've been betrayed.
I quickly whipped my tears and rubbed my eyes to make it look back to normal, shouji looked sat me inside his arms, at this point I didn't wait for him. I harshly pushed myself abd them away.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAA.......Y"
everything went slow, fear and shock took over me and my hands started shaking.
"oh happy birthday dear! how about we go out for a car ride today!" I heard mom shook me gently waaking me up. I got started and opened my eyes open.
go out? on a car ride?
I wanted to run away at this point, it didn't feel real and this smile if hers, what evil plan do you have in mind.
"...yea," I sajd afraid of the consequences if I said no. "sure.."
"well sweetie get dressed" she cupped my cheeks and then left the room.
what happened that night happened for the next 6 years, I was 9. it must not be talked about. but ever since that day I've always hated...birthdays.
their singing voices got deep and slow, everyone's eyes was starting to tear blood and they started melting too.
(you made this face but looking down at the cake)
"hey.." a fimiliar voice whispered next to me...mother. she had that horrible face I always hated, she raised a knife.
I thought she was going to stab me so I tried defending myself but the knife wasn't for me.
mother aggressively stabbed the cake and blood spattered out of it. "how about a car ride, sweetie"
end this now...
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"wake uppppp"
what..?
"kid get the hell up we're late" I was violently shaken. I gasped for air and sat up a bit too fast it got me dizzy.
"you alright? youre sweating"
a dream...thank god...
"I'm alright..." I blinked to adjust my eyes and lazily got off bed, it's a chore at this point.
"hey what's wrong?" aizawa took my shoulders gently, I shook my head in resurance.
"just a disturbing dream, I don't wanna think about it" I slept with the school pants yesterday so i didn't take time to wear the shirt and leave.
but before I could even reach the door aizawa reached it first and locked it. huh????
"uhm?" his back was facing me but his head slowly turned to face me. why the hell did he lock that door.
then he slowly started approaching me and I stepped back, it was getting uncomfortable and aizawa wouldn't speak.
I bumped into the wall not able to walk back anymore, calm down hoe you just woke up, still shaken from that dream
aizawa got close and didn't say anything, he only stared me down. then he lent down to my height and.....
"squeeze this in our tea"
he handed me a lemon
"OH MY GOD AIZAWA SHOUTA, YOU'RE SOOO DOOMED"
I heard him laugh smugly, and I only glared at him. SO NOT IN DEM MOOD MAN🤬🤬 get them zazaaaaa
"hey...," he stopped and took my hands, rubbing the knuckles. "happy birthday kid.." he took me in his embrace and I hugged back.
and then I realized that, my old parents aren't here anymore. parties can be fun with new people, right? right
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Sorry probably boring chapter
running put of ideas
and btw...
I don't write lemons❤️