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No
don't take offense
but no
I don't celebrate Christmas
i came back late that night and found the class all sparkly and very green. I came in the moment when eri mistook it for Halloween or Easter, my laugh gave it away.
"oh y/n! hey! we got you clothes to dress u-" ojiro came up greeting and we did our usual fist bump.
"I'm good...you guys go on and have fun but I'll be on my way" I raised my hand motioning for him to stop, I was about to turn around but eri stopped me.
"w-well, atleast, before you go...eri got you something" deku came up to me and handed me a bag. I looked down at eri with a smile on gratefulness.
"A bag? I love bags!" I played dumb to get a laugh from eri, it came from the class instead.
"yeah we know but there's something in it" denki said.
"open it" mina said excitedly. I shook my head in rejection saying no.
"bro just open it" denki laughed. I finally gave in a chuckle and opened the bag.
"a little bag?" I said confused pulling out the little bag inside of the bag. Kirsihima and sero deadpanned, obviously confused.
"midoryia where the hell is the gift?"
sero whispered to deku
"I don't know!?" he said panicked. honestly I could care less about whatever gift they planned out.
"aww I love bags" I knelt to eris confused face and hugged her, she decided to not question my love for bags.
okay time to leave.
"y/n...aren't you going to stay?"
You're cute for trying. call me heartless but I ain't staying, not with some tension coming from some people. this thought made me shudder cringing at that fact.
"oh eri, Christmas isn't for everyone" I ruffled her hair and turned around again going to my dorm this time.
I haven't been exactly the care taker💀💀 the girls wouldn't leave eri alone when the school day is finished and eri is mostly asleep during school hours, so I usually just watch her for 2 or 3 hrs, that if the teachers don't hang with her.
I felt aizawa follow me in the halls, I stopped to see what he wants to say since its obviously he's not just following to sleep or something.
"yes?" I blinked putting one hand on my waist.
"nothing...just missed you," he put his hands in scarf to warm them, I pouted at that and gave him a sad smile.
"you look tired..." he continued and I removed his hand from the scarf to warm them with my own.
"don't I always...."
"why don't you wanna stay with the class?" he pulled me in a hug and we stayed in that position. I didn't know what to say so I just stayed silent. I only closed my eyes taking in every momenr of the the hug.
"do you want to kill yourself?" he asks, and the question sounds unreal...
I pulled away from the hug and we got inside my dorm, thunderstorms making its way again.
"y/n"
I turned to him
"do you want to kill yourself?" he repeated, it does sound unreal. cuz you never hear anyone asking that question...in real life.
"you keep me going..."
we watched the rain pour and hit the window in silence.
"it's raining" aizawa sat next to me on bed, putting an arm around. "yeah" I replied.
"are you scared of the thunder?" he asked. that's a weird change of subject but I don't mind as long as I talk to my dad.
"not really," I shrugged "but when I was a kid, I used to pretend to be scared" I wrapped a blanket around us.
"why?" he leaned his head comfortably on my shoulder, so I started leaning on the bed.
"I don't know...everyone else was..." I took albino and watched him coil around my arm slowly.
"the adults would all shout or jump or gasp or something....and the kids in my class would cry and run to my teacher" I chuckled at the memories.
"I guess I just felt weird for not being scared" both of us watched the snake leave back to his cage to sleep.
"I mean..its a thunderstorm, there's gonna be thunder..it should be expected, right?"
aizawa nodded in agreement letting me continue.
"but I felt left out...I wanted to cry and run and feel scared too. I wanted comfort and to be calmed down"
"I feel like I was missing out on an essential part of my childhood, but I never exactly had one to begin with" I cuddled up to him.
"I kind of get what you're saying," he spoke. "but I'd feel pretty cool if I wasn't scared" he squeezed my hand.
I guess it was cool at first....no body cared if I wasnt scared. I didn't get a reward, no one congratulated me for being brave..
I was just there..
"it was, but no one paid attention to me, I wasn't acknowledged much. so I chose to play victum, it would be considered selfish, but I was a kid"
a child
"I wanted attention , but I was fine..no one pays attention to you when you're fine" I leaned in more in his embrace, aizawa held me tight.
I felt safe.
aizawa didn't reply, but I didn't need one. all I needed was just my dad to be with me right now. both of us heard the rain hit the window in silence, after moments, aizawa moved us to a sleeping position and both if slept.
oh well at least he didnt shove his foot in my mouth this time
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"WAKEY WAKEY, IT'S WINTER VACATION" the covers were pulled from both of us, aizawa groaned and moved on top of me and I didn't react to it, both of us were searching for warmth.
"SHO, CMON WERE GONNA GO SOMEWHERE TODAY"
"leave, zashi" deep sleepy aizawa said. hizashi didn't listen ofcourse instead he put his cold hands on aizawas back neck, this made him hiss and jolt. I got startled awake from the sudden movement.
I sat up and blinked my eyes to see what's happening. but too bad I can't see right now so I laid back down.
"y/n come on" I was shook by the loud mouth while the hobo was waking up.
"what the hell do you want" aizawa rubbed his eyes, already mad at the fact that he didn't get to sleep in the first day of winter break
"let's go out today! we're gonna buy snacks then we can go back to the teachers dorm an-"
"mmmmmHmmmhh" I whined annoyed that the voices aren't going away and I'm starting to lose my sleep.
"can't we do that tomorrow or some shit"
"no, get your ass off cuz today the two of you will have proper meals instead of that jello thing you always eat" hizashi sat me up and made me lean on him.
and heres the first thought of today:
Hizashi yamada.
He is very energetic and happy, he even takes care of aizawa and me alot. There wasn't a day I saw hizashi being sad or anything like, it came to my realization that this man was very talented at hiding his feelings.
With me hearing his heart beats, it's literally screaming something. did dad never think of talking deep about it ? my eyes snapped open at that thought and I sat up properly to stare at zashi
he looked back at me with a gentle smile, but he was creeped from how I was looking at him and why the stare was long, I ignored all that tho, I just needed to take a good look on him. I was studying him.
"N/n?" aizawa called in a confused tone. I pushed all the thoughts aside and blinked to clear my vision.
"IT'S CUFFING SEASON~ AND ALL THE GIRLS BE NEEDIN" yeah I can be random at timeS(I'm always random)
"okay since you're awake go get ready, we going to the hero's mall today"
I left the bed but stopped when I heard HEROS MALL, OH SHOOT.
IF I WENT THERE I'M SO GONNA BE DOOMED LIKE FR FR, IM THE MOST WANTED IN THAT MALL AND WAS BANNED FROM THERE. WERE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT WHY I WAS BANNED
BUT ZASHI AND ZAWZAW DON'T KNOW.
"uhhhh.....can't we uhm go somewhere else"
"I don't see a problem going, why do you sound nervous?" aizawa grumbled walking past me and entering the bathroom before me, HE BEAT ME TO IT.
"HEY I WAS GONNA GET IN FIRST" I whined and sighed. "But no uh..I...no I don't...have, yeah I don't haha"
"good good! let me pick your clothes for you PLEASE"
"sure my 2nd father" I mocked. zashi lit up and grabbed my face to smoother kisses all around my face like a literal grandma.
aizawa got out to this scene and didn't even have anything to say, he's used to hizashis weirdness anyway. but soon he cut us Off, THANK YOU.
we got ready and waited for aizawa to meet us at the school entrance. all I did with zashi was just sing random songs together.
We then walked to his car and zashi started driving. "WOOOOOOOOOO" we both yelled.
"WE'RE D-DR- DRIVIN IN A CAR" hizashi vibed and pointed at me.
"DESTINATION TO THE HERO'S MALL" I pointed at him.
"PASS THE MIC OVER TO SHO" we both pointed at the back seat, oh wait..
*unexistent*
"we forgot sho.." hizashi squinted his face like he's saying 'fuck'. I grit my teeth doing the same face.
"BUT WE CANT TURN BACK CUZ WE'VE GONE TOO FAR" I continued vibin and rhyming.
"we have to turn back tho we-we can't leave him" he took a u-turn changing his routes.
"it was a good ryhm tho" he added and we parked infront of the entrance again. hizashi rang on aizawa to figure why he was taking so long.
A 0hone rang in the back seat, we looked at each other and then back on the car floor to see a dang sleeping caterpiller.
"oh my god" I grumbled, shouldve expected that.
"you can't be serious right now"
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OKAY Y/N YOU CAN DO IT, you can smoothly go in without the security saying anything.
it's easy right? right
we all got out after the car was parked and I tried my best to hide behind aizawa and zashi, both showed their hero license at the gate and things were good.
things were fine🙂 now all we have to do it just reach the door and we will-
"hey! mysterious hero!"
fuck
"WE'VE BEEN CAUGHT ABORT ABORT" I clutched my head and the 3 of us faced the gaurd coming our way.
"Eraserhead, present mic, its been declared that [hero name] is permenantly banned from the mall!"
Ah shit I think I'm so doomed😭😭😭, both men tried to settle the gaurd down and the heros entering now are just looking at us.
all eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus 🎪😍🤡🤡
"Sir, your daughter has an amount of complaints and caused damage and disturbance here!"
where's all for one when I need it ☺️☺️
"but all these damages were done by my quirk, I'm quirkless now didn't you see the new-"
"y/n?" a booming voice called from behind..
"ENJI ENJI UNCLE ENJI PLEASE THEY'RE BULLYING ME" I ran to endeavour shaking him but it was too hard and I couldn't cuz that guy is only tiny bit smaller than all might.
that means I can suck his dick without having to go on my knees😏
"he- you-get off-me-" He tried to pry me off but I kept climbing on him like how I always did everytime I saw him.
"I KNOW I'VE BEEN INSULTING YOU LATELY BUT PLS PLS IM BEING BULLIED"
"y/n get down" aizawa tried but I held onto endeavors head, bro gave up at this point.
"whatever, this kid is coming with me and I don't care about your rules" endeavor told the scared and excited gaurd then entered with zawa and zashi following behind.
"oi give her back now " hizashi got closer and endeavor made a second attempt, but he didn't really try this time💀💀
"how are you no.1 if you can't get her off you "
"don't even ask, this kid has a tough grib, If I went rough she'll break"
"nice point" I sneakered and hugged his face more, shifting to sit on his shoulders. "ONWARD" I pointed and they all looked at me like I'm a (r slur )
(read the a/n at the end pls)
"y/n get down"
"forget it I don't think she'll anytime soon, I wanted to talk to y/n anyway, so it's good that I bumped into her. if you'll excuse me"
"BUT Y/N" zashi whined and endeavour turned to walk away, I turned my head to wave.
"yo zashi let's go over to this pet store"
"good idea yo" he switched his mood. HOW DID HE EVEN??!!! AIN'T NO WAY THEY FORGER ABT ME SO EASILY LIKE THAT.
while I was distracted at their happy figures going there, I was suddenly grabbed and was put down.
"the view was nice from up here" I said crossing my arms, starting to walk with him to idek where.
"soo?"
"so what?" endeavor asked and I looked at him like bruh.
"you said you wanted to talk? what is it?"
"right...Ive heard you've been in a coma for 2 month, are you okay?"
"is that really you? or are you some villain in disguise" I mean..endeavor? concerned? God DAYMN.
"go back to your father"
he jokingly said and increased his pace.
"hey I was just kidding" I matched his. soon enough we entered Starbucks and enji ignored me all the way, but pulled me by my wrist when we went to sit.
"to answer your question, I'm fine now, how about you? and how's shoto, I can't believe I didn't attend the license training for him, but he assured me that it was fine"
"he's good..I'm good"
"come on endeavour why did you really bring me here?"
"uh...shit I can't believe I'll say this..." he looked hesitant and was trying to find words to say, I only waited feeling both nervous and sympathetic.
he started speaking and once the last question left his mouth, I was left amused and shocked, but I understood, so I smiled genuinely at him.
"there's no shame in what you want, in fact I greatly applaud you for even considering this thought, you're trying and even tho the past never goes, you can still fix the future" mature y/n mode on guys, we're about to be 50 years older than him.
"so if I can ask why come to me specifically"
"cuz you're experienced..and powerful, we can always find a way to get your quirk back, and with your help maybe things will be okay.."
"okay so let me get this straight. 1) you feel like your kids hate you, and you want to fix your mistakes even tho you're not sure if you'll get forgiveness. 2) if I get my quirk back, you want me to use an erasing memory quirk on your kids and wife so they'd forget anything that happened before. 3) you want advice on how to become a better father figure and show your kids how genuine you are"
"did you really have to say that again?"
"I'm just sorting the questions out. endeavor don't be ashamed, my- uh...my..old...parents-, no it was just my mother..uh she was selfish and uhm never even thought about apologizing, but you know...if she ever did, then I'd have forgiven her...,"
"even in her last moments, she spat on me and didn't even beg for any sort of mercy, that's when I knew that there's no point..." I looked down recalling the unwanted memories.
"hey its okay if you-"
"it's not late for you...we can sort it out and I'm sure your kids will find it hard to forgive you at first, but if you try hard enough they'll adapt to it. you're still their father anyway" I cut him off giving him a sad smile.
Endeavour stayed silent waiting for me to continue talking, he paid for our drinks and I didn't protest, I didn't have any money anyway.
"here's what we're gonna do, I'm gonna talk to them 3, I'll pay them a nice visit when you're in your hero work or something. I'll convince them, but you will apologise any day before I come"
"wait so you're saying to just say sorry?" he widened his eyes and I nodded.
"yes endy, and honestly just go full out. admit all your mistakes, don't react to their reactions after that, no matter what it is-uh- unless they accept it ofcourse but...," I paused.
"what I mean is, that, if they walked away or just stood there, say they need to think or whatever. you just ignore that, the rest is on me" I assured pointing to myself and saw him smile a lil.
"you'll grow to be a-"
"please don't even" I raised the corner of my upperlip. please don't say this goofy ahh sentence yall, just cuz I'm in ua it don't mean I wanna be a hero💀💀
"by the way, I want you to be in my next hero work"
WHAT. SIR? HI BYE LATER SOON GOODBYE? HELLOO?
"how the hell" i laughed.
"you'll get it back y/n"
will I really?
I sighed not even bothering to reply cuz I knew he wouldnt take no for an answer, so I just took out my phone to ring on aizawa and ask where they're.
"yea"
"where are you?I'm coming" I stood up and bid endeavour goodbyes, and watched him going inside stores.
"at mini sou"
"uhm I think I'm lost... I don't know where that is"
"okay wait I'll go to the security"
"wtf why"
"escuse me I lost my child, can I make an announcement"
I heard a faint "sure" on the line. I stared at my phone in disbelief when he hung up, WHY WHAT DID I DO.
Then the mall announcment ringing played with the following.
"goodbye you little shit-"
ain't no way🧎🏻♀️
ain't no way he just said that..
"WHAT" I shrieked earning some looks from people walking around. MAN
THE DISAPPOINTMENT 😔😔😔
guess enjiMEntal didn't get rid of me yet😈😈😈
I walked to the same store he entered and searched for him, apperantly one of the workers noticed how lost I am and came up.
"hey how can I help you?" the lady came, she was pretty.
"I'm looking for my dad, he has red hair, very bulky-oh and he's the-" I was grasped by my collar and got dragged, I couldn't control walking backwards so I just relaxed my legs.
"YOUR FATHER IS ENDEAVOUR?" she screamed in surprise.
"NO" he yelled back and left the store
"hi missed me already?" I smirked felt him let go of me, easy it's climbing time.
"get off-!you know what I don't care anymore. wheres eraser"
"HE'S THE ONE WHO SAID THE ANNOUNCEMENT" I whined adjusting myself on his shoulders. endeav held in his laugh and I groaned.
"okay what now"
"there they are"
oh already? well damn..OK cool
nice
"Y/NNNNN" zashi ran up to me and I did the most fucking stupidest shit ever, cuz I apperantly I forgor that I'm quirkless.
I stood on endeavours shoulders and threw myself off, my ass only realized after jumping.
This the end, its how I die.
"Missed you so much baby girl" I was suddenly caught by the loudy and got engulfed.
"at this point you should adopt her instead" aizawa dropped a sweat and they just watched my buried face being swung like a doll in zashis chest. I like man boobs so😘😘
timo skipo
Wew Wew Wew
Mic has been on my mind all DAY, its concerning. I mean we've never heard anything deep from this man. how much could he be hiding.
the 3 of us went home for the weekend since nemuri will take over the dorms. hizashi stayed for dinner then left, Ive missed this house to be honest. Id give alot just to not go back to the dorms.
time went zoom zoom, I've went out with jirou and mina, shinso too. had some sleepovers at izuku and dinner with shoto.
it was eventual and nice.
Unfortunately we had to go back to school again...but I didn't do much honestly, I attended classes and skipped some, Id watch the class train sometimes, if Im not then Im usually at the teachers lounge or with eri...
Today I was surprised by shinso saying that hell fight against my class to get into 1A, I'm not sure if 1B will participate too, I have shit memory.
I told him I'll be there to watch and root for him, he was happy and so was i too. can't wait for shinso to join our class really.
So I went today and figured that it was combat training 1A vs 1B and shinso, I'm not sure what team shinso will be on tho but I'm just gonna watch.
It was boring
No offense
but it was shit and boring, all these moves were so basic and I didn't learn anything, the only thing I learned was that Bakugo looked hot in his winter hero costume, I didn't submit in mine yet. but I'm taking my time on it.
I stood on that stage watching the big screen next to denki. They were making noises and aizawa came to scold them and denki retorted with something I never bothered to hear.
I glared at the laughing vlad King and dumbass monoma, god they annoy me so much, I wouldnt be surprised if todoroki concluded that monoma is a secret love child or something.
kendo came to rescue and smacked monoma making him pass out, they better be thankful I lost my quirk or else id have put nightmares on everyone.
"These battles are so boring" I went to stand next to nemuri and toshi.
"oh well, no doubt youd have made it more boring if you went in there, take it as a compliment"
"I can't help but feel so offended!" I made a >:( face at nemuri's blunt comment, WDYM Id make it more boring 😡
"she means that you'd beat everyone so easily" all might said.
"hah, point taken" I smirked no longer feeling offended.
"you love class 1A don't you all might"
"I like everyone!" he defended and I gave him an unimpressed look, totally knowing that this guy is all talk.
are you sure about that, all might?
soon enough, izuku teams turn came and for some reason, this battle caught my interest.
the part where monoma was being annoying asf wasn't interesting at all, I'd say he's a try hard and I don't think I'd ever want to be his friend. I don't like high ego'ed mfs
that nengekenko shoda guy or however his name was pronounced like, was bothering me to, is there no one good from 1B at all.
maybe mushroom girlie and that dark guy seem kinda cool, ain't sure abt the rest tbh.
we watched mina, mineta and uraraka run with no deku, but on the screen it should monoma and izuku trying to blow him off, you go izu-chan!
I could tell monoma was being snarky as hell, but when deku jumped and got ready to snap his fingers, webs came out from his hands and it was going out of control, now thats interesting.
aizawa squinted his eyes at that new thing and all might froze, for me...
everything around suddenly seemed to stop for a second and then I froze.
"HARGH-" I chocked dropping on my knees, kirishima came to support and some of the class came too.
"y/n? y/n!"
why were the voices so fuzzy?
the same webs suddenly came out but from my heart area and it didn't attack anyone like how dekus did, mine was black and f/c, these webs quickly wrapped me like a cocoon and my vision shifted.
'what...' i opened my eyes and prossesed my surroundings, what is this place...
I felt something move from beside me and it came to my shock that it was izuku looking at me horrified, same boy same.
"You!" a hand came out of black and red webs, me and izuku turned to the sound.
"you've got it wrong, you've got it all wrong" A guy came out and I assume to be the owner for this quirk.
so that's some one for all shit, why am I here then...?
"don't you remember , we've said you're not alone!" he pointed at us. but I seriously don't get why me, clearly its not dekus first time here.
I'll have to get some nice explanation
"the time is riped, its manifested! but you know," he pointed his fingers to our chests, "this power isn't something you can use without thinking anymore"
SIR IF YOU LET ME SPEAK, I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HELL IM HERE BOY. I'M A ALL FOR ONE NOT ONE FOR ALL.
"and you," the successors eyes shifted to mine. "watch out for your actions, you don't know what your cable of with both"
damn infront of deku? okay thanks, now I'm gonna have to give him an explanation, just great!
"WORK HARD, DO YOUR Best, IF YOU WORK HARD AND DO YOUR BEST PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING WILL WORKOUT ITSELF"
"hey, are you guys missing a mouth or something?!" this guy must be so fr rn, are yall sure you didn't pass one for all down as a joke.
He started talking to midoryia and explained that quirk of his, black whip was the name. I still don't understand WHAT ALL THAT GOT TO DO WITH ME.
"looks like my time is running out, hey kid..you're now wondering how you got the black whip to you too, aren't you" my attention turned to him. wow so nice of you to know that.
"Since now you have both, one for all and all for one. These quirks are somehow connected to eachother and you are too"
BUT I DON'T HAVE A QUIRK ANYMORE. BOY AND WHY YOU SAYING THAT INFRONT OF MIDORYIA QUIT EXPOSING ME LIKE THAT.
its gonna cost blackmail to not get deku say anything abt it 😭😭😭
"y/n" the successor guy called my name.
"I hope your reality escape is enjoyable"
oh fuck
oh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
I DID NOT
sign up for that shit
"oh no, I'll disappear, I feel like I'm drifting away, cuz all that is left of me is my spirit"
bitch bye get me out of here.
"listen, you're angry, so your quirk will react to that, it's okay to get mad, but don't control your quirk with your anger, control it with your heart" his hand started going through us.
"with one for all going down to 8 people, it has become stronger. listen kids, you'll have 6 more quirks manifest into you, control them well!"
who thought a broken ass girl and a quirkless boy would end up with 6 in 1, head n shoulders don't stand a chance🥰
"we're with you, kids. you're the one who'll complete one for all!"
nah bitch not me, keep me outta this shit, I'm busy going inside James Charles🥵🥵🥵
it went black now
I was awoken with a harsh shake by midnight. I looked around to see concerned class and some went immediately to the screen after seeing me wake up.
"honestly I don't even want to bother talking about it, don't ask"
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yall
abt the r slur
I'm not sure why exactly people get sensitive about alot of things.
I live in a country where no body cares about what you say, you just say what you want and do what you want and no body will judge you for it.
So I'm just genuinely asking, why do people get offended about some stuff like box braids or the r slur etc...
(dont attack me, I'm genuinely asking cuz I wanna know why and I don't mean anything bad by it)