WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAIN MATURED (R-18) CONTENT, NOT SUITABLE FOR VERY YOUNG READERS
ELLE
Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa surpresa ni Yohan kanina, ang akala ko talaga ay nasa meeting siya tungkol sa business-business na inaasikaso niya. Iyon pala ay hindi, at isang marriage proposal pala ang pinagkaka-abalahan niya.
Kinasabwat niya pa ang lahat ng mga tao na malapit sa akin, lalong-lalo na ang pamilya ko at ang best friend ko na si Zarina.
Walang mapaglagyan ang saya na nararamdaman ko sa puso ko, gusto kong maiyak sa sobrang tuwa at gusto ko rin na humalakhak. Totoo pala ang sinasabi nilang 'roller coaster of emotion', ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman ang kakaibang saya ng dulot ng pagmamahal.
Hindi ko inasahan na ang minsang tao na nag-alok sa akin ng magandang buhay ay siya rin pala ang tao na magpaparanas sa akin ng sobra-sobra at sobra pa na pagmamahal na hindi ko lubos na inaasahan. Kakaiba ang aking pakiramdam ngayon, isang pakiramdam na hindi ko kaya na maisplika.
Ah basta.
Hindi ko alam kung paano pa ipaliliwanag basta ang alam ko lamg totoo na ito.
I am officially his fiancé.
Ang kaninang marriage proposal lang kalaunan at natuloy na na rin sa pamamanhikan. Nang matapos kasi ng sorpresa ni Yohan ay agad na rin kami na umuwi sa bahay na tinutuluyan ng pamilya ko. Naghanda kasi ang nanay para sa birthday ni Yohan, simpleng salo-salo lang para sa aming magpapamilya. Si Kuya nga ay nagpagawa pa ng tarpaulin na may nakalagay na "Yohan @31".
Ilang minuto lang ang lumilipas habang nagluluto si Nanay ng kakainin namin para sa hapunan ay dumating naman ang parents ni Yohan kasama ang mga kapatid niya.
"Kailan ba talaga ang kasal? Nakakadalawang proposal ka na Yohan pero wala pa rin date yung kasal ninyo ni Elliese," tanong ni Ate Honey habang nagsasandok ng kanin."Gusto ninyo ba na habang buhay na ganyan lang kayo? Para kayong mag-m.u na walang label."
"Next week," diretsang sagot ni Yohan. "Sure na 'yon ate, ipapabook ko na. Hindi ko na pakakawalan itong si Elliese, itatali ko na siya sa katawan ko." iniabot niya ang kamay ko na busy sa paghihimay saka isinubo ang kakatapos ko lang na balatan na hipon.
Pinukol ko siya ng masamang tingin . "Akin yan e."
"Akin ka rin naman e," maloko pa siya na tumawa.
"Harrison 'yong anak mo manang-mana sayo," natatawang sabi ni Mommy Yvonne.
"Aba'y syempre, tagapagmana ko 'yan e. Guwapo, matalino, at magaling pumili ng babae." Si Daddy Harisson na malapad ang ngiti habang abala sa pagbubukas ng alimango. "Kaya Elsa, Arthuro, salamat sa paggawa kay Elliese. E aba'y kung walang Elliese baka hindi na umusad ang lahi ng nga Carbonel. E dati-rati, lelembot-lembot 'yang Yohan namin e." Pabirong sabi ni Daddy habang nakaturo kay Yohan
I badly want to laugh pero hindi ko magawa kasi masama ang tingin ni Yohan sa akin at anytime ay baka bawiin ang singsing.
Charot!
Hindi niya gagawin 'yon.
Mahal niya ako e.
"Dad, respeto naman sa step-father ni Elliese." Mahinang sabi ni Ate Hannah.
Napahinto si Daddy at agad na nag-angat ng ulo. "I'm sorry, pasensya na Jun. Nawala sa loob ko, I didn't mean to offend anyone."
"Ayos lang Harrison, hindi mo kailangan humingi ng pasensya. Isang pamilya na tayo rito, kailangan natin na tanggapin at unawain ang isa't-isa. Para 'to kina Elle at Yohan at sa magiging mga anak nila."
Lahat kami ay napangiti nang dahil sa tinuran ng amain ko, sobrang mature niya mag-isip walang masamang tinapay sa kaniya. Ito yata ang ugali na hindi ko pinagsisisisihan na namana ko kay Tatay Jun.
Magkasundo sila ni Tatay, magkasundo sila ni Kuya Ely, ni Yohan, pati na ng Daddy ni Yohan at pati ni Lolo.
Sayang lang talaga at wala na si Lolo, hidni niya man lang naabutan ang kasal namin.
Kung nandito siya at naabutan niya pa ang pagpopropose ni Yohan pati na ang nalalapit namin na kasal na dalawa ay aka siya ang isa sa nga punong abala. Hindi 'yon magpapapigl lalo at ako ang paboritong apo niya—self-proclaim— kaso nga lang ay wala na siya e. Hindi na siya nakaaabot sa magiging espesyal na araw ko.
"Baby, bakit bigla ka yata ba natahimik?" Mahinang usal ni Yohan. "May problema ba? H'wag mong sabihin na babawiin mo agad ang sagot mo, huwag naman. Please."
"Hindi baliw, anong babawiin ang sinasabi mo? Akin ka na Yohan, walang bawi-bawian. Ang totoo ay nami-miss ko lang si Lolo Igme, sana nandito siya."
"Miss ka na rin niya and I'm sure he's happy now kasi alam niya na safe ka, na nagkita na tayong dalawa. Elle, nangako ako kay Lolo na hindi kita pababayaan, at wala akong balak na pakuin iyon."
"May naririnig na akong salitang "lolo" rito Dad, mukhang nagbabalak na agad sila na gumawa ang baby agad." Si Ate Yanna iyon na katabi ni Yohan, sabay namin siya na nilingon ni Yohan. Maloko siya na ngumiti bago uminom ng red tea.
"Ate hindi po." Pagdepensa ko.
"Naku! Crismar ihanda mo na ang tenga mo, mukhang hindi na naman tayo makakatulog nito." Panggagatong naman ni Catherine.
"Ay h'wag muna ha, after na ng kasal." Si Tatay Arthuro ang sumagot. "Yohan, Elle hinay-hinay muna kayo. Makakapag-hintay naman ang anak ninyo. Mag-enjoy muna kayong dalawa."
"Yohan anak, baka talunin mo kami ng Mommy mo. Naka-anim kami, baka maman doblehin mo ang inyo ni Elle." Si Daddy iyon na nakikisabay pa sabay hagalpak ng tawa.
"Hindi nga po gano'n 'yun Dad, iba po ang pinag-uusapan namin. Si Ate talaga." He pouted.
Ang cute niya talaga!
"Maang-mangan pa, e rinig na rinig ko kayong dalawa." Pangangtyaw pa ni Ate Yanna na sinang-ayunan ng lahat dahilan ng ingay nila.
"Siya nga po pala Mom, Dad, everyone, maiba lang po tayo ng usapan. Naipa-book ko na po ang kasal nila Yohan at Elle sa Mount Carmel church, March 27 lang po ang available na date nila this month kaya doon ko na po sila nilagay. Since atat na atat na rin naman itong si Yohan na ikasal," pahayag ni Ate Hannah na kakapasok lang dahil inatasan ni Daddy na maging punong abala para sa kasal namin. "'Yong mga foods, and other things aasikasuhin na po namin bukas ni Honey. The cake and also the master of ceremony po ay sagot ni Tito Arthuro, tapos yung the other things like mga gowns and attire po ng nga bridesmaid, flower girls, bearers, and grooms men. Sagot na po nina Ate Yanna at Kuya Steven, and about sa wedding gown na susuotin ni Elle..."
"Ako na ang sasagot," Mommy iyon ni Yohan. "Gusto kong bilhan ng pinakamagandang gown ang first ever daughter-in-law ko." Sinsero niya ako na tinignan habang may ngiti sa kaniyang mga labi.
"Salamat po, Mommy."
"Basta ikaw, anak."
"O e sya nga pala, pagtapos ng kasal saan naman kayo titirang dalawa?" Siyang tanong ng Nanay.
"In my penthouse, gusto ko na po talagang solohin si Elle. 'Yong walang disturbo." Direktang sagot ni Yohan, patago ko sya na kinurot kaya sya napatingin sa akin. "What?" Inirapan ko lang siya.
"Alam na alam naman namin 'yon," saad naman ni Ate Honey na abala sa pagkain ng salad na hinanda ni Nanay. "Solong-solo mo na, little brother. Wala naman magtatangkang mang-agaw."
Nang lumalalim na ang gabi ay nagpasya na ang pamilya ni Yohan na umuwi, kami naman ni Yohan ay nagpaiwan dito sa bahay. Matapos ang tatlong buwan ay dito na muli kaming hihiga ni Yohan at matutulog bilang isang ganap at totoong mag-nobyo na.
Nasa loob kami ngayon ng paliguan at naisip namin na maligo muna bago matulog na dalawa, naka-upo kami sa bath tub at parehong nagre-relax. Nakaupo siya sa loob ng bathtub at ako naman ay nakakandong sa kanya. Ang magkabilang braso ni Yohan ay parehong nasa tubig na, at nakapulupot sa baywang ko.
Dahan-dahan silang gumalaw, pataas at pababa sa aking mga tagiliran, at panaka-naka na nanatili sa aking balakang.
"Yohan, ligo lang ha. Bawal muna na may mangyari sa atin, sundin natin ang sinabi ni Tatay. Kasal muna bago bata," pagpapaalala ko sa kaniya nang naramdaman ko na hinaplos niya ang ang pagkababae ko.
"Hindi naman nila malalaman e," mahina niyang sabi sa mga tenga ko. "Isang round lang, promise."
"Hin— Ahh! Yohan!" impit na ungol ko nang itaas niyang saglit ang pang-upo ko at biglaan na ipasok ang sandata niya sa pagkababae ko. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang biglaang pagumpog nito sa loob ko, "sabi ko nang h'wag e. Napaka kulit mo," pagpipigil ko ng gigil.
Hinila niya ako papalapit sa kanya, "I'm sorry baby," wika niya at siniil ako ng panandaliang halik. "Masakit pa ba?"
"Oo kaya h'wag ka munang gumalaw kung'di ay puputulan kita ng tarugo," pagbabanta ko habang iniinda pa rin ang hapdi sa loob ko."Sabi ko naman sa'yo ligo lang e, walang pasukan."
"Can't help it, kasalanan mo dahil nakaka-adik ka." aniya habang hinahalikan ang leeg ko.
"Ay wow! Kasalanan ko pa talaga."
"Birthday ko naman kaya— Uhm..." mahina siyang napa-ungol nang saglit na itaas ko ang aking pang-upo at ayusin ang pagkakapasok ng sandata niya sa loob ko. "D-Do it again baby," He huskily whispered in my ears as he claims my lips. He held my waist as I swung on his lap up and down.
"Ayaw ko," sambit ko nang maghiwalay ang mga labi namin.
"Elle please, don't be to—" I shup him by kissing his lips.
He was driving me insane with his patience. I closed my eyes, concentrating on taking steady breaths and then, with a sweetness beyond anything I could have ever imagined, his lips brushed over mine.
A strangled moan traveled up my throat and then his mouth slanted slightly, caressing my lips gently and teasing me with their softness. I wanted to press closer to him, deepen the kiss but his mouth had a spell over me, like I was completely entranced and at his mercy. He sucked my lower lip between his, tugging on it with agonizing restraint. Air hissed between my clenched teeth, pleasure ripping through my body. His tongue poked out and licked across my upper lip, causing me to groan and take a quivering breath.
"I-I c-cannot take it any more," he said between kisses. "I would have a hard time if we did this in the bathtub.." He said as he gently lifted me from his lap.
Magkahahawak kami na lumabas kami mula sa paliguan ng walang saplot sa katawan at pagkatapos ay inangkin na niya ng mga labi ko. Marahan niya ako na idikit sa pader, ramdaman ko na ang pagkakadikit ng aking likuran sa malamig na dingding habang patuloy niya na inaangkin ang mga labi ko
"Y-Yohan," sambit ko nang saglit na maghiwalay ang mga labi namin. "S-Sundin na lang kasi natin si Tatay..."
"We're old enough baby," Yohan said claiming my lips again and my body as we kissed passionately with a great intimacy burning within.
I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist, settling myself intimately against his groin and he tore his mouth from mine to arch his neck back and release a feral groan low and deep in his throat. I took the opportunity to lean forward and press my mouth to his neck, trailing my tongue over his skin and then sucking greedily.
He held me with one arm around my back and the other braced his weight against the wall beside my head. I moved my lips back up to his mouth and then his hand moved down my back.
He is kissing me aggressively, turning me on even more with his skilled tongue. Without a second thought I dropped my arms from my chest and then looped them around his neck, my bare breasts pressing against his hard chest.
He reached behind himself and grabbed both of my wrists, pulling them from around his neck and then securing them with one hand against the wall above my head, securing me tightly. His other hand slid down my arm, trailing his fingers along the sensitive underside till he reached my chest and then cupped my breast. His kisses went down my neck and he started to showered it with his kisses while. I moan softly with each touch of his lips on my neck and the movement of his hands on my chest as he gently massages it. His lips slowly moves down to my breast and circled around my erect nipple, moistening the areola around the tip. His eyes stayed focused on mine eyes...
"Mhmm..." I bit my lips to prevent myself from moaning.
His left hand free both of my hands and it moves down to my womanhood, as he casually plays with my clit.
"Ahh..." I released a strong moan I shut my both eyes and he continue to plays with it. She gently played and pinched my clit, I could already feel the strange sensation brought by the longing of my femininity with each of his touch on it. "Y-Yohan p-please..."
He stopped playing with me for a moment.. "Please what?"
"D-Don't..."
"Dont?"
"D-Don't stop. and I want you to bang me now."
"Beg." He said sternly.
I open my eyes with a great shocked in it. "What?"
"Beg."
"Gago ka ba?"
"I want you to beg then I'll give my all to you." May ngiting-aso niya ako na tinitigan.
"Di bale na, pare-pareho tayo na mabitin." wika ko habang nakatuon sa tayong-tayong malaking sandata niya "Bahala ka na," marahas ko siya na itinulak. "Tatapusin ko na ang paliligo ko. Matigang ka na mag-isa "
I was about to take a step away from him bit he pulls me and hug me from her behind
"Where do you think your going? Youre not going away..." he whisper to my ears as he kisses my cheeks. He slowly lift me up ang carry me, on a bridal way as he gently lays me on the bed: He laid me down as he stood between my thighs, he separated it and he lustfully stares at my womanhood. "I lick what is mine, so if anyone tries to snatch you from me. I will not hesitate to kill them."
"As if naman may aagaw pa sa akin, Yohan ikakasal na nga tayo for real."
"Do you love me?"
"Oo naman."
"Say it."
"I love you," he crawled on top of me and leans down to claim my lips.
"I love you so much," he said as his kisses went down again from my lips to my neck, down to my stomach and to my womanhood.
He started off with licking and teasing my clit. Then he soon began thrashing his tongue inside my womanhood, casually playing with it.
"Ahhh..." Moans escaped from my mouth.
After a long month of waiting, I can now feel it again.
That strange feeling welling up inside me....
I orgasm nonstop as Yohan licked, teased, and claims my wet and dripping womanhood. After he tounge fuck me, Yohan is already positioned between my thighs, as he gently inserts his soldier into my womanhood. When he was able to successfully insert it, he began to pounce on me.
"I love you my future," he said breathily while thrusting inside me. He rolled on top of me as he claims my lips, I wrapped my spreaded leg on his back as he begun to accelerate his thrust.
I couldn't take it all as the knot started to form inside my stomach, he kept fcking as roughly as he could and in just a moments notice I just notice that I c*m unto his member, my moans became more shaky and harder.
He leaned down and began to kiss the deepen our kiss while keeping his thrusts as a rough speed as he kept hitting my sweet spot sending you over the top as I could feel that feeling returning, he really knew my weakness and he just kept abusing it for as long as he could.
I came for a second time as he was getting close to his limit but he wouldn't let onto it as he grabbed my hips and continued to thrust in and out inside, We were panting heavily ans I couldn't keep this up much long...
"Y-Yohan... Ahh!~ Ahhh!~" I loudly shouted as my eyes rolled back as I scartching his back.
"Yes baby moan my name, moan my name." He said while thrusting inside me.
Yohan's moan had become deep and husky as he panted against my skin, I can feel that my vaginal walls began to tighten around his member and we both knew that I was about close to my yet another climax
He leans down on my neck roughly, licking, sucking ans kissing it As I moaned out his name as I until all my juices came out while he was still thrusting hard, and fast inside me.
"AHHH!! AHHHH!" Imuttered loudly one after another as he came out faster and more violently inside me.
He groaned as he released his juices inside me, filling my inside to the brim with his hot liquid as he pulled out, some of it ran down your thighs as we both collapsed onto the bed panting heavily as we even tried to even catch out her breathes.
"T-That... was fun..." Yohan said while breathing heavily. "Hmmmm ... it smells like a new Carbonel will be born after nine months." aniya habang kinukumotan ang katawan ko gamit ang makapal na pulang comforter. Humiga siyang muli at sumalo sa kumot ko. "We failed once, sana ngayon hindi na."
Ipiniid ko ang ulo papaharap sa kanya, malungkot ang nga mata nito. "Hindi ka ba nag-enjoy?"
"I did enjoy, bakit mo naman naitanong?"
"Mukha kang malungkot e,"
"Hindi ako malungkot, masaya nga ako e. Naalala ko lang 'yong first baby dapat natin."
"I'm sor—"
"Wala tayong kasalanan, we did our best but the accident happen. Everything happen for a reason Elle..." he said as he claimed my lips. "Stop blaming yourself, everything happened for a reason. Okay? Let's just treat that as a challenge. Ibinigay 'yon sa atin para malaman kung hanggang saan tayo, look at us now. We're going stronger, weak spot is fine as long as we have each other. As long as I am with you and you are with me, nothing is imposible. We are going to serves as the strength of each other." He said as he pulls me close and hug me using an arm.
"Y-Yohan..."
"Kung nasaan man si baby Angelique ngayon, I'm sure masayang-masaya siya dahil magkasama na tayong dalawa ulit."
"Angelique?" Pagtataka ko.
"That's our baby's name, our first born. Our little angel," nakangiti niyang tugon.
"Our little angel," I said softly as I closes my eyes.
"Thank you Elle for coming back," he mumble. "Labis mo akong pinasaya, mahal ko."
"Happy birthday, mahal kong Yohan."