Until My Heartbeat Stops

By couplestok

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Dixie Damelio, formerly known as Dixie Johnson but her Ex-husband Griffin wasn't here for her keeping his las... More

Empty Apartment
Winged Emotions
Convos & Coffee
Films and Fevers
Insomnia
Phone calls & Key trouble
Baby Sister?
Reasons and Reservations
Lies like sugar
Explain - Ms. Deadweight
Paper Torn
Bloodloss
Lost and Lust
Scalpel Scar
"don't answer the phone drunk."
Vanilla Question
Mr. and Mrs.
Dancing in the rain
DNA is the same for twins
blood doesn't always mean family
Lorelei
trust is earned
my brother in law loves my sister
Scream
11:11
Kisses, cries and ex wives
Dinner with friends
girlfriend
my guts not wrong this time
me or her
Color me confident.
Decipher my expression 
To early to loose you
Hes just a friend
Handshake
Dont force my lust
Why do u think im gonna leave
A funeral and a damaged heart
A talk with my gfs ex something
meet my girlfriend
5 stages of greif
goodbyes & clean nights
adorable boy
rules and therapists
Ice cream
Hurts
friends close ememies closer
an old friend
Babe
Sober phone calls arent good either
you can't
my ex husband came back??
Bad decision
broken bridge
Miserable
I love you
Love relationships
Karmas a bitch
Make love to me
Mine
Pancakes
Theres no "blood" in family
sweet dreams
Cali-fornia
Irreplaceable
We need a puppy siter
Companionship
Controllers and commitment
More than life
I like being on the ground
a wedding and a conversation
Pretty
Pillow fight?
louder than words
deathly
a punch in the stomach
I dont like public speaking
Hurt people hurt people
Know the song by heart
Ill just text you
A new home away from home?
Just an excuse
Forever
Home
Some people never leave
You deserve me
Mother and daughter dismay
Lost home, lost heart, lost loved one.
Speak with words not actions
Forever my mother
coping mechanism
I love her like my wife
like us

"Forever doesnt exist"

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By couplestok

Dixie went back to work the minute they got off the plane. She wanted to stay with Noah but she had missed so much, he couldn't afford to lose her job; especially now. 

Noah on the other hand, called work for an extra day of mourning. Saying he would be back up and running on Monday.

Mads was the first person Dixie spotted when she walked into the O.R. Dr. Revese had put her on the surgery as a redemption. He wanted her to prove she belonged at the hospital. Dixie wasn't worried. She wasn't trying to be cocky but she was the best surgeon at this place (besides Noah) and he couldn't let her go. It's bad for business.

"Hey your back." Mads say looking up from the open heart on the table. She grabbed a new scalpel as Dixie scrubbed in.

"Yea we got in last night." She answered meeting her on the table.

"Hey so.. how's he doing."

"Actually or what he's trying to coney?"

"Actually."

"I'm not sure. I know he was really hurt the day of the service. He got mad at me but we worked through it. I just wished he would tell me what he was feeling instead of hiding it the way he does."

"Ye he does do that. I remember he used to do it when we were young."

"Madison come here." Mads had taken her brothers favorite action figure as a joke but it backfired as she was in trouble.

"He took my doll first-" Mads said as a way to justify her actions.

"Give it back Madison."  Their mother scolded.

"No"

"Hey.. give it back to your brother."

"Fine here!" She handed it back to him harshly conveying her anger.

"Thank u."

"Noah how did you feel when she took you toy?"

"I don't know" he answered his head hanged down at his feet.

"Did it make you angry or sad?"

"I don't know." Noah said again. Noah and Madison didn't know it than but this way Noah's way of being hurt. Closed off, conceled. Neither of there parents knew why he was like that. Their family was always talking feels. But maybe environment doesn't affect you as much as you want it too.

When Dixie got home she showered changed and than walked over to Noah's. He was sitting on his bed. Reading a book Dixie had seen on his shelf the first time she was in here.

She jumped onto the bed. His legs were crossed he had reading glasses on and Dixie wasn't sure if he'd recognized her presence until she kissed his lips quickly.

"Hey... what was that for." He said smiling up at her.

"I just.. I love you. Forever."

"Forever? That doesn't exist."

He said turning back to his book.

She grabbed his chin so he was looking at her when she said.

"Forever."

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