A/N Wished by LilyHeseltine123. I hope you like it! Please leave a vote, a comment and take a look a the prompt list. Enjoy the chapter (:
WARNINGS: NSFW
WORDS: 1650
Being in a relationship with Oscar is not as perfect as it was a few weeks ago. He is my first boyfriend, and I am sometimes not sure what is right and what is wrong in a relationship. Our first weeks and months together were a dream.
Oscar was sweet sometimes a bit cocky but that is something that I like about him. He is always funny and makes me feel safe. I had my first time with him because I felt safe when I was with him. This hasn't change but there were these other feelings I start to catch for a friend of Oscar.
Frederik the tall Danish boy with the always a bit confused look on his face. Although Oscar is my boyfriend, I love spending time with Fred and get along really well with him.
I went to the Bahrain testing with Oscar to spend some additional time with him before he would travel around the world again. But what I haven't think of the potential of meeting Fred there.
He would not test this weekend but was in Bahrain to learn some things from his academy. When Oscar was in the car, I strolled a bit around in the paddock to find something to do but before I found an activity Fred found me.
"You are here?" he asks looking a bit surprised by meeting me in the paddock.
"Where else should I be?" My eyebrows knitted a bit together not sure what Fred was talking about.
"Well, Oscar and you were not seeming that close lately. I... I just thought you maybe broke up or something." Blushing Fred rubs his hand over his neck looking like he already regrets his words.
"No, we are fine." I mumble sounding not very convincing.
Questioning Fred raises his eyebrow before looking left and right, grab me by the hand and pull me to a motorhome where his room is.
"Can you explain it to me? You are telling me you two are fine but at the same time you look like you bite into a lemon. Has Oscar done something to you?" Fred looks ready to jump up and drag Oscar out of the car if he had hurt me in any way.
"Oscar hasn't done anything to hurt me, but I have feelings I shouldn't have." I let my gaze wander to the ground not daring to look up in Fred's face.
"Isn't the point of a relationship having feelings?" Of course, Fred is confused by my words, so I have to ad some explanation.
"Not when I have feelings for someone else." I almost whisper these words but when Fred gasps I am sure he understood me.
"You are telling me that you love Oscar but there is a second person you fall in love with?"
"I do. I really love Oscar but when I think or see this other person my heart begins to beat faster, and I feel like I am in love with him. I am just confused by my feelings." Frustrated I let my shoulders hang and wait patiently for an answer.
"Did you talk with Oscar about it or with the second boy?" Fred asks sounding a bit bitter.
"Of course not! I don't want to hurt Oscar and I am sure the other boy would not be happy with my confession." As if I am going to tell Fred that I am fancying him.
"I would feel honoured when a girl would confess her feelings to me." Fred mumbles while gently grabbing my hand. Surprised I lift my head before the realisation hits me.
"You like me?" I gasp and look at him with wide eyes.
"Well, you confessed a secret, so I confessed mine." Fred's cheeks turn red, and he tries to take his hand back, but I hold it firmly.
"It is you." I blurt out watching his reaction closely.
For a moment he has a very confused look on his face then he begins to smile widely. Before I can react, he cupped my cheeks and pulls me into a kiss. Shocked I could not really kiss him back but try to calm down when he loses our lips for a moment.
"We can't do this." I whisper against his lips but feeling the strong attraction to connect our lips again.
"We can. Oscar is in his car and we can figure out if these feelings are real or just a little crush." Fred waits a moment if I protest but kiss me again after a few seconds.
I try to relax more in his embrace. Try to get used to the tingling in my body which is screaming after more contact. Gently Fred's tongue brush over my closed lips before pushing it trough and involve my tongue in a little fight.
Fred kisses so much different than Oscar. While Oscar is always a bit rough showing his dominance Fred is gently and soft with his movements. A little moan tumbles over my lips when Fred grabs me and pull me close on his lap.
Automatically I let my hips roll a bit against his feeling his growing bulge at my middle. Aware of the fact that somebody could come in at any moment I let my hand wander under Fred's shirt felling the soft skin of his abdomen.
With a little groan Fred let his head fall back to catch some air while my lips gently lay on his pulse to suck on the thin skin. Fred's hands get a firm grip on my hips pulling me even closer against his erection which make us both moans lowly.
"We don't have to continue this." Fred says while I open his trousers and pull them down his legs.
"But I want to." I mumble before palming his erection trough his boxershorts.
Fred does not protest against my actions just let his head fall back and enjoy my treatment. With a quick grab on the fabric, I expose Fred's length which is already hard with a flushed red tip.
Just as I want to close my lips around his tip Fred pulls me away from the ground and back on the little couch.
A bit insecure I look up to him. Did I do something wrong?
"I...I wanted to please you." I mumble sinking my gaze to not meet his eyes. Oscar always likes a blowjob before we have sex because he can go longer in the second round after that.
"No, I am the one that is supposed to be making you feel good." Fred whispers into my ear before softly kissing down my neck.
Whimpering I let my head fall to the side giving Fred some more space to work with not thinking about the potential problem these love bites could lead to. With a swift movement Fred pulls his shirt over his head before taking all of my clothes from my body.
"We have to speed up a little bit. I don't want someone to get suspicious." Fred says before diving straight in and licking a bold stripe trough my folds.
Moaning I grab into Fred's hair pushing him even closer to my core. Softly Fred sucks on my nub of nerve endings sending me straight into a euphoric state but not letting me come directly.
Fred's tongue licks over all the sensitive parts of my core leaving me a whimpering mess. Before I can come to my orgasm Fred detaches his mouth from my middle and kiss up my body.
"You'd better be quiet now if you don't want to get caught." Fred purrs into my ear before pushing his length into me.
Softly moaning I wrap my leg around his waist trying to get him even closer to my body. To supress his own moans Fred buries his head in my neck slightly grunting against my skin. One of my hands grab the back of his head pulling his hair a bit while the other is pinching his skin of the back of his body.
Fred's thrust remain slow and sensual the whole time not speeding up the slightest. His body against mine feels so good but I can feel that he is not lasting much longer, and my walls already start to clench around him.
"Touch yourself." Fred grunts before he lifts one of my legs a bit higher to thrust in a different angle.
Slowly I let my hand wander between our bodies and start to rub my clit for additional stimulation. Fred's thrust now hit the perfect spot in my body making my legs tremble a bit and make it harder for me to remain pleasuring me.
"Come for me love" Fred moans before spilling inside of me. His orgasm sends me over the edge and make my thighs shiver.
Our panting breath fills the room while we both try to calm down from this intense high.
"Feeling okay." Fred mumbles before getting up from my body.
"Hmmm." I hum with closed eyes feeling more exhausted that I probably should.
Fred wets one of his towels with a bit of water to clean my tights from his mess before helping me sit up and giving me my clothes.
"This is not how I imagined our first-time having sex, but I have to admit that it was hot." Fred grins while putting his shirt over his head. Giggling I throw a pillow after him before the realisation hits me.
I cheated on Oscar.
"I have to tell Oscar." I mumble a bit scared to ruin the mood and about Oscar's reaction.
"Or we can keep this our dirty little secret for now." A bit hesitating Fred looks at my reaction while I bite my lip unsure.
"For now, but not too long." I accept his words pressing one last kiss to his lips before disappearing to head back to Oscar.