Lee Hyunjin's POV
"Ahh finally you stop crying like a baby" I just stopped crying and Minho is already teasing me
"Shut up" I push him away from me and wipe my tears
"I'm going back to Busan" I said and he looks at me
"What?" his eyebrows furrowed and gave me a confused look
"I'm gonna take dad's offer. I'll work at the hospital" I look at him
"Are you serious?" I nodded
"That's means we'll be apart from each other again?" I nodded at him again
"Wae? You're gonna miss me?" he nodded and I didn't expect that
"Woah Lee Minho is that really you?" he playfully slaps my arm and chuckled
"I'm just not used of being away from you" he said and helped me to stand up
"You said we're going to talk about something right?" he pulled me to the kitchen and put a bunch of bread in front of me
"Eat that" I obliged and eat the breads in front of me as he sat across me
"Dad is coming back here at Korea" I stop chewing and look at him
"Why?" I raise my eyebrows
"I don't know, he just said he'll be back in a month"
"But are you really sure about your decision?" he asks and ate some tomatoes
"Yeah" no
"Well goodluck my sister" I smiled at him
"How do you feel right now?" he asked
"I feel like hell" I answered shortly and stare at the bread I'm holding, even this can't help my feelings now
"I don't know what to fucking do" I dropped my head on the table but gently
"I told you from the start that it's not a good idea to fall for a person who's still not over of loving someone" I sighed
"You'll drive me to Busan tomorrow right?" I raise my head and look at him
"You're leaving tomorrow????"
"Yeah" I said shortly
"But why????" I chuckled
"Do you think I can last here? Her house is just across us. I can see her from my room everytime she leaves her house. I can smell her in my room. Every little things reminds me of her" I said hopelessly as I feel my heart aches
"I'm gonna pack my things" I got up from my seat and went upstairs to my room. I let myself fall to my bed and burried my face to my pillow
I let out a muffled scream and let myself cry again. I knew from the start that this will happen but why the fuck did I still choose to fall? Just why?
My head is already hurting due to crying non stop but I just can't help but to cry. It just hurts so much
Why did I even expect her to like me back? I'm such an idiot motherfucker
I just like her so much... No scratch that I don't like her, I love her. And I'm so stupid for loving a person who can't love me back
I just hope that working at the hospital will help me to move on...
