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Chapter 38 • Pt. 4

Was a little gonorrhea coming up?

Was she wrong about him all this time? Was he still not over Tzuyu and had been cheating with her all this time? Was Lisa that stupid?

"Have you been cheating on me with her Jungkook?" she was brave enough to ask, because she wanted the truth even when she knew it was going to destroy her.

He couldn't be bad, he couldn't have played her that well that she never expected it.

"No! What! Of course not!" he exclaimed, moving fast to put his hands on her arms and comfort her. She didn't notice she was giving the most vulnerable look and the sight almost made Jungkook go out there and beat himself up because he was the cause of this and he deserved to be punished. "Lisa no, I would never"

Lisa looked at his eyes, searching for the truth and when she was sure he wasn't lying, because he seemed genuinely in panic just about the idea of that happening, she let all the air out. She trusted him, she was right about him and she was relieved but God, it hit her again the realization of how bad she loved him.

If he knew how vulnerable and weak she was in his hands...

"Don't scare me like that, please," she said way more softly than expected but it's that her heart was still trying to calm down, the adrenaline slowly running out as she was sure about them again.

Jungkook reached up to caress her cheek in a soothing way and Lisa felt better, eyes still on his, so fucking relieved. His touch was like a breeze of fresh air, murmuring that everything was okay... But, her brain wasn't that dumb and easy to distract, something was wrong and she still didn't know what.

He, of course, caught the change in her expressive eyes and the way he stepped back, scratching behind his ear nervously while picking the baby hair of his cheek, was enough to get Lisa anxious again.

What the hell was going on?

What happened?

Why was he taking so long?

If he didn't cheat, if he wasn't cheating, what the hell happened with Tzuyu that had him so nervous?

Lisa was going crazy and he wasn't talking!

Why wasn't he talking if he didn't cheat?

"For God's sake, just say what happened Jungkook," she demanded impatiently.

He looked caught and licked his lips nervously. "I... Uhm... She... I mean... She came here"

"We already know that"

"Yeah, okay, so... She said she wanted to talk and..."

"And?"

"And..."

"Are you the father or not?" she couldn't hold herself back from that. It was the stress.

"No? What?" he asked, lost.

"I don't know Jungkook, you're acting weird, just say it!"

He sighed and pressed his lips for a few seconds, and then sighed again. Was he giving birth or what?

"ˢʰᵉ ᵏᶦˢˢᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ..."

Lisa froze.

"What?"

And Jungkook finally started to spill, walking side to side in front of her eyes like a caught frustrated lion: "She kissed me and said she wanted to reconnect, I was like what the fuck???? Because it's crazy! It's fucking crazy! I never gave her some hint that implied I was still into her, I thought that me having a girlfriend was enough. And now I realize it wasn't enough, because damn, she was cheating on Mingyu with me and cheating on me with him, she doesn't see a limit in the world relationship. Oh fuck, I'm such an idiot. But I swear, I never hinted anything about getting back together. I don't want to get back together with her, it's over. I love you and we're together and we're amazing Lisa so please trust me, I pushed her back and told her to get out, get out of my life. I promise to never talk to her never again, I swear. Now I realize you were right and even Mingyu was right and I hate to say that but it's true and I am so dumb"