Hello Tutorial • liskook.

Chapter 38 • Pt. 4

"But you know her since like what? 2 months ago?"

"Eight months"

"And you know me since years, you were in love with me last year and you still love me"

"No, no, no," he shook his finger, correcting her. "I CARE for you, because we are... WERE friends"

"Now we're just that?" she asked hurt, as if... as if she didn't friendzone him multiple times, as if that never happened because apparently for her it was just choosing the guy she loved the most and now that he was out, Jungkook was the only option. The forever in love Jungkook without feelings or emotions other than devotion for her.

Because Jungkook was just a fucking toy for her.

"See? You don't care about me or what I want, all you have been doing since we got into this bullshit was using me and I won't be that idiot again, Tzuyu "

"I never saw you as an idiot"

"You did, goddamnit! You fucking did! You're doing it now when thinking I will throw everything to hell for you! Fuck!" he yelled, so tired of this shit, so angry and so fucking hurt that he had been betrayed again. She would never see him as a fucking human.

Why was everyone treating him as a fucking toy to move from here to there? Did he had printed Mattel on his fucking forehead? Was Andy written in the sole of his foot? OR WHAT?

Tzuyu didn't know what to say, not anymore.

He squeezed the bridge of his nose, seeking for calm because oh damn, never before he felt so angry. "Just get out of here...," he finally said, running a hand through his hair. "Get the fuck out of my life. I'm tired of trying to help you, I'm tired of playing the motherfucking hero when you're the only villain destroying me and yourself every single time"

"Jungkook-" she tried to reach him but he pointed at the door, sending sharp daggers with his dark eyes.

"Out! For real. Delete my number, block me, whatever. Just... Out...," he finished, he was done, he was tired, he wanted to be alone.

She finally nodded and sniffed, reached to open the door but Jungkook remembered something.

"Wait"

She looked up, hopeful, but it wasn't what she thought.

"What did you tell your family about me?"

...

...

...

She lowered her gaze with such embarrassment Jungkook didn't want to know.

"You don't want to know...," she said like reading his mind and she sighed again, deeply, pressing her hand against her nose in order to stop the sobbing. "I did really bad shit in the past and I deserve this, I'm sorry...," her voice was broken and she fell apart again, more tears ran down. "Tell Lisa I'm sorry, okay?"

And she left and Jungkook kicked the chair until it hit the door.

"Fuck!" he yelled, tugging at her hair.

How the hell was he going to explain this to Lisa? How the hell was Lisa going to react?

"Tell Lisa I'm sorry" SHE SAID AFTER FUCKING EVERYTHING UP.

AND WHY WAS HE EVEN SURPRISED? This wasn't even new. She was never taking responsibilities of her actions and now it was so fucking annoying for Jungkook.

"FFFUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK," he yelled to the ceiling.

(a/n: i watched after we collided the other night with my friends and now i giggle everytime i read or write fuck bc it reminds me to FFFFAKIN TREVA lmfao i hate the movie but it was so hilariously funny)