Hello Tutorial • liskook.

Chapter 38 • Pt. 4

Oh, fuck, he was so fucked...

"Listen, I'm sorry!" She raised her voice, showing her hands in peace, as if making it clear that she wasn't going to attack him again. Jungkook remained sheltered behind his chair anyway. "I thought... I thought... I thought this was our chance"

"Our chance for what?!" he literally screeched in panic, way too dramatic but he couldn't stop himself.

"To revive what happened between us years ago," she said, panicking too.

What?

That was dead! Super dead! Ultra dead! Spectacularly dead!

He didn't even remember what happened between them!

His clear expression of rejection hit her harder than expected and he could see her face fall, but he couldn't feel bad, he was very stunned and confused because what the hell was going on?

"I thought you still loved me, I thought I could get you back," she told him softly, with a hint of sadness and much disappointment. "We've been talking again, it was like in the old days, and-"

What?

What the hell was she saying?

"Tzuyu I have a girlfriend," he stated, canceling all that bullshit. "You know her, you saw her with me-"

"And yet you were texting me back at 4AM, Jungkook," she objected.

"Because you said you were feeling really bad! What was I supposed to do? Leave you on read?" he justified himself, even without understanding what the hell it had to do with it.

Now talking normally at night meant something? It never meant shit before and she was making it clear all the time, always bringing Mingyu up. AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT MINGYU RECENTLY! How could she think something could happen between them both when Mingyu was still the main topic of their conversations? Wasn't Mingyu the clear signal of them still being just friends? Like, damn, he really didn't have any idea about how Tzuyu's mind worked.

Women were so weird!

(a/n: don't put us all in the same bag ugly)

"What happened between us was a mistake, you told me yourself and it took me time but I accepted it and moved on, you did too. Tzuyu you got pregnant and even got back to him after all that mess," he knew he hit low with that one but it was just... facts! "Since when are we a thing to revive? And why? It's over!" he asked incredulously, it couldn't get in his mind what the hell was she thinking.

"Because I love you!"

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"What?"

"Jungkook I really do, I always did. Even when I was with Mingyu, I was loving you "

What kind of fucked up love was that?

The Jungkook from the past would have accepted it, he would have be even excited when hearing that, but now it was pure bullshit because now, he was loving a girl and that girl was loving him back and just him and there wasn't a place for someone else.

And what the hell? Now she loved him? After rejecting him again and again and choosing the other guy over him all the time?

That wasn't love, that was... he didn't even know what the fuck that was but it was pure bullshit.

The truth was just in front of his eyes and he genuinely felt bad. So bad. Because everyone was right, especially Lisa. Lisa was right and he hated to see it, not because accepting his girl being right was bad, but because Tzuyu was just a bunch of messed up bullshit ready to sink him with herself... again!