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Chapter 38 • Pt. 4

"Ugh!" she growled and started to push his hands away. "You know what? I have to go," she said because she needed air and she couldn't even breathe in that fucking small room with all the fucking smoke around her and him being that close.

This was all his fault for not listening and keeping himself around that awful bitch even when knowing she was bad for him and Lisa was so mad, because she told him! She warned him! She fucking put all the LED red warning signs and decorated the hoe with red flags and he decided to be fucking kind and still help her. Fuck his concern for her getting in trouble, fuck his stupid apologies and fuck this fucking situation, she wanted to be alone to get her shit together.

Jungkook, of course, started to panic. "What? No! Don't go, we can talk and-"

"Jungkook, I don't want to talk!"

They already talked enough before about this fuckery and about Tzuyu and now it was pointless because things happened, things were done, and all just because he couldn't listen to her and open that big as fuck eyes of his for once.

"But-"

Lisa raised her hands, signaling him to stop trying to touch her for once because it was driving her crazy. "I'll go and do what I was going to do, clear my mind or whatever to not punch that stupid ass hoe"

"But-" he stuttered.

"Bye!" she yelled to mark the final periodt in the conversation.

"Wait!" Jungkook said loud enough and with such panic that it made her look at him. He looked so little suddenly, showing those big sad eyes of his, ready to wreck the big angry wall Lisa just built. "You will... Will you be back? Will you want to see me after? Can we talk after?" he asked softly, insecure.

She noticed he was afraid of her leaving him and it made sense, or it didn't, she didn't know to be honest. She just knew she wasn't going to break up with him because deeply in her heart she knew what his real intentions were and that he wouldn't have told her what happened if he were doing her dirty; so in short, he was the victim. But she just needed time to be alone.

Lisa took a deep breath to calm down a little bit. "I'm not breaking up with you Jungkook, I'm just angry and I need time alone, by myself, away from this fuckery"

That was enough for him, he didn't relax completely but it showed that a weight was lifted off his shoulders. "Okay"

She hated that he accepted it and respected it because she was so ready to fight. She wanted to fight someone and that's why she wanted to leave. It was actually good and healthy that he was letting her go but so annoying for Lisa's angry mind, it was frustrating to have this big soft man staring at her like a puppy, threatening to make her anger fade away when she was like this. It was unfair, because he did wrong and just that got her more angry.

Stupid pitbull puppy.

"No calls, no following," she specified, knowing he was going to get dramatic if she took so long to come back. "Just leave me alone to think and if that bitch comes back I will follow her ass even after death and pull every single hair out of her head," she said and had to growl to let out the frustration of not having her close to actually hurt her. This was also all her stupid fault! Stupid hoe! "God! Fucking whore!" she exclaimed.

"What about the photoshoot?" he said then.

Ah, that. They were still working on her account and projects.

WAS HE REALLY THINKING ABOUT THAT IN MOMENTS LIKE THIS?

And yes, he was, one look at him was enough to confirm it.

She rolled her eyes and said before leaving: "Tomorrow at 3"

Lisa banged the door close and ran her hands through her face, sliding them under her bangs and then pressing her eyes. She couldn't recall the last time she was so angry. The control was slipping from her hands, making her desire to squeeze something so hard it vanished between her fingers.